#tanhu

tagged by: @mikhailvalhidris

• name - Stahl • animal - Sheep • boys name - Stefan • girls name - Samantha • color - Sunshine Yellow • movie - Salt • something you wear - Sweater • drink - Sangria • food - Salmon • something found in the bathroom - Soap • place - Spain • reason for being late: Stopped for gas

tagged by: @mikhailvalhidris

GENERAL

name : Lisa birthday : March 7th sexual orientation : Bisexual dad’s name : Charles school status : Bachelor's Degree: Digital Film and Video Production

YES/NO

drink ? : Yes. smoke ? : No. eat cake ? : Oh my god, cake, WHERE. believe in true love ? : Yes, but I don’t think it’s exclusive to one person ever. afraid of the dark ? : Not really, but it gets a little creepy for me at times. cat person : GIVE ME ALL THE KITTIES (and a Corgi, please.) virgin ? : No.

FAVORITES

shampoo : Um. Whatever smells good and does the job. disney song : ”Zero to Hero” - Hercules actress / actor : James Spader car : I just really want a yellow truck, man. person / people : Veronique and my mother type of weather : Anything below 80 degrees Fahrenheit. I live in Texas, it’s a rarity. 90’s sitcom : Freaks and Geeks

QUESTIONS

what is your special talent / skill as a roleplayer ? : I'm well-aware of the danger of run-on sentences, so I try to make sure my sentences have cadence. what is your favourite type of roleplay genre and why ? : Fantasy/adventure, though I’ve enjoyed crime-fighting RPs as well lately. why did you pick your muse ? : I needed a Tolkien OC and she demanded herself into existence. if you could write any other muse, but know you don’t have the muse for him/her- who would it be ? : Special Agent Seeley Booth, from Bones. what would be your warning label to other roleplayers ? : WARNING: HAVE ALL THE HEADCANON what is your favorite episode / scene of your muse ? : This is going to sound really terrible, but @mikhailvalhidris and I wrote a scene where they fought wargs soon after they met, got hurt badly, and there were rescues and fluff and OHSHITNOPLEASEBEOKAYs. I reread it frequently. what crack ships do you have for your muse ? : Not sure if it’s crack really because it might actually work, but it could be a bit difficult, especially cause it’s a real character vs my muse. Fili/Stahl. She loves her dwarven friend, thank you, and that could extend beyond platonic relations as well. what is your senpai blog for someone who has the same muse as you ? : OC, so not my same muse, but @dwarvishlionheart (Fili and much the reason for my ship). She passed away in real life last year, but her blog is still up and I still adore it to pieces and remember her extremely fondly as a person and a roleplayer. one random fact you wish was a fact but isn’t : I am timely with my replies.

"Sure. We may both have the attitude. But do you have the expressions?"

[Of course! Whenever you want to!

So, thinking to leave this community was probably one of the dumbest ideas I have ever had. I've been constantly hitting lows for some time now and I thought, "Well some of those issues are being born in the roleplay world so maybe I should leave, get away from such problems" which was the worst idea I have ever had. This damn thing is too big a part of my life now for me to just drop it (which is funny and probably a bit sad) so I decided that I am going to stay. Because, well, let's face it I need this place especially right now at these "low points". This place gives me something to look forward to, the people and writing are something to hold on to and I was the biggest idiot for thinking to let that go.

But I digress. Issy, catlock-catwings, tanhu, Knitted, Avid....what you said to me in your messages really stuck with me and it was sorely what I needed. Just seeing those words in my inbox and rereading them time and time again are what made me just want to throttle myself for ever thinking of leaving.

And this goes for the people who left me nice messages in the notes of the original post. Freckles, Tookish (lass) and Klutz....you helped make leaving too painful bless and thank.

All of you did really. In all honesty.

A special thanks to Dream too...who listened to my blabber and acted as a middle-man when some things went down and I truly did want to just crawl into a hole and hate the world. Also thank you Tooth for the audio talk, I couldn't respond....but it was nice to just hear a voice rather just reading words. To hear a human tone, emotion, behind it all.

All of you just...severely made me regret ever letting such thoughts as leaving cross my mind. So thank you, I owe a lot for it.

And I swear to god I am never deleting the messages. They mean too much, mate you have no idea how much the things you've written me mean whether they were in a post, a private message, or in our private chat on Skype.

You guys wrote your hearts out and seems to have slapped my own back into the game. So I'm back, for good.

And you may yet decide that's actually a really bad thing.

I am still convinced David Karp murdered the creator of Missing e.