#tamtey reader

The whole day you've been with Itu. Ever since he's lost his Zomey it's been kind of hard for him. He'd barely leave hometree or just be gone for hours. You knew it was hard for him, losing someone he was close to. You being his friend, you tried being there for him as much as you could. You hated seeing your friend sad. It broke your heart. You'd spend time with him and even took him on rides on your ikran. Itu seemed to enjoy your company, specially during times like this, you didn't mind spending time with him. He was your friend after all. But you also noticed how your mate So'lek wasn't very fond of your constant adventures with Itu.

So'lek was understanding, he knew what Itu was going through. He himself went through the same thing, but why you always have to spend so much time with him? He knew Itu was your friend, one of the people you met when you woke up from many years of asleep. But did you really need to spend much time with him? They'd be times where he wanted to come along, but he wanted to give you both space, but that bothered him in a way that he never thought he'd feel. Jealous.

He's never felt jealous in his life, until now. He didn't like the fact that you spent so much time with another man. He knew that he was friend, he trusted you completely, but that didn't stop from feeling some type of way.

Now here you were, at the waterfall you and So'lek frequented to bathe or just went for some alone time. So'lek watched as you stood under the waterfall, allowing the water to soak you completely. He stared as the water droplets rolled down your deep blue skin and how the sun shined right through them. You were a vision. He could just stare at you all day and never get bored. "See something you like?" He snapped out of the trance, hearing your teasing voice.

You couldn't help but giggle when you caught him staring at you. As always. "Is it a crime to look at my mate?" He asked, almost defensively. "No." You responded, with a teasing grin. "But I have noticed how you've been quiet, it's always scary." You pointed out. So you knew that there was something up with him. "It is nothing." So'lek said, trying to keep his façade on, but you knew him too well. You got closer to him. He watched as you walked towards him, bare and exposed for only him to see. He took a deep breathe when he felt your warm and damp skin against him.

You wrapped your arms around his neck, while starring right at his eyes. Your eyes almost enchanted him on the spot. He felt how one of your hands caressed his damp hair and the other touched his shoulder blade. Caressing the small scars. "You know you can tell me anything right?" You asked, your soft voice made a shiver run up his spine. So'lek couldn't keep himself restrained. He placed his hands on your hips, pulling you even closer to him. "I do." That's all he said, holding you closer now. Your chest against his, and you can feel his heart beat against your own. Almost as if they were beating in unison. It got quiet, only the sound of the waterfall and the forest was heard. It felt like the time had stopped.

So'lek exhaled through his nose, closing his eyes as he leaned his forehead against yours. You also slightly leaned in. "I can't bare the thought of you being with another man." He confessed. So that's what it was. "You're jealous?" You asked, almost teasing him. "Yes, I am. I'm jealous that you spent most of your time with Itu than me. I can't help it." He said, he had no reason to lie and even if he did. You knew when he was lying. He wasn't, he never lied. You hummed. "He's my friend. I'm only trying to help him fee better after everything." You said, while running your fingers through his hair. "I know, but does he really need all you attention?" So'lek asked, but the way he asked. You felt your face go a bit purple.

He sounded very possessive and like he said. Jealous. "I need your attention. It drives me crazy, the thought of you being another. Away from me." He growled, you felt yourself squeezing your thighs together. This version of So'lek was doing things to you. So'lek then leaned into your ear. "Must I remind you, who your mate is?" He growled, making a small shock run up your spine. "Yes." You whispered back. Face flushed and excited.

Here you were, in the small cave behind the waterfall. It was dark, but a bit of light from the sun that reflected into the waterfall was the only source of light available. You laid on the hard ground, but the moss that grew onto the hard stone semi cushioned your back. So'lek was on top, keeping you caged underneath him.

Without another moment, he crashed his lips against yours. You kissed him back as best as you could. But he was going wild, devouring your mouth. Tongue and teeth was all you could feel. You missed this. His touch, his taste. You've been caught up trying to help your friend feel better, that you had neglected your mate. No wonder it almost drove him crazy. You moaned against his lips. Feeling his tongue explore your mouth. Feeling your tongue and teeth. He growled against your lips as he tried to savor your taste. The taste he's missed your days. It made him feral.

He pulled away, harshly. Making you gasp for air, since you were deprived from it for a bit. So'lek looked right at you, licking his lips to savor your saliva that coated them. "I need more of you." He sighed, leaning down to kiss your neck. Nibbling on your pulse point. That made you shiver, from both the cold and pleasure you felt. You closed your eyes and bit your lip. Feeling as his hands began to wonder over your body. While he kissed and nibbled at your neck, you felt his free hand grabbing and squeezing your breast. You whined as soon as you felt his fingers pinching your hardened nipple.

"Oh fuck." You sighed, So'lek's lips began to trail down from your neck. Collarbone and the middle of your breast. You shivered as you felt him lower himself. He kissed and licked the gap between your parted breasts. Slightly sucking to leave a mark right for anyone to see. He continued his trail of kisses and love bites until he reached under your belly button. You looked at him, and he looked at you in the eyes. You then got an idea. You used your elbows to prop yourself up and grabbed your kuru. Bring it over your shoulder, as soon as he spotted your kuru, he reached over for his. You both brought them towards one another at the same time. Watching how the small pinkish glowing tendrils danced and embraced each other.

You gasped when you felt the bond form, your eyes dilatated and you slightly arched your back by the feeling. So'lek also let out a breathy moan. You both felt each other and had the same feelings. The same heart beat, same breath and same mind. You had become one person. "So'lek." You moaned, feeling yourself get wetter, you knew he could feel it. He did not need to be told twice. He spread your legs a bit wide, placing them each on his shoulders. You jolted when you felt his hot tongue run a stride up your soaked folds.

You were already shivering, he barely touched you and you were already falling apart. So'lek knew what he was doing. He gave you another strong and hard lick, behind sucking on your clit. You let out a small gasp for air, gripping tightly onto the moss. Nearly ripping the glowing grass of the ground. So'lek focused. He growled as he sucked onto your slick folds. He missed this, being between your thighs like this. Licking at your cunt as if his life depended on it.

So'lek licked around your folds, as if he was looking for all your weak spots. He was one to explore. He gripped your thighs slightly, almost as if he was trying to restrain himself from going crazy. He could feel how your heart beat sped up and how your breath had quicken by each lick and suck. He knew you were enjoying it. He could feel it, everything through the bond. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head and your back arched as you felt his tongue rubbing at your already puffy clit. He could feel that you were close, but he didn't want you to cum just yet.

He pulled away completely, when you felt his mouth away from you. You whined out of annoyance and frustration. You were close, but So'lek had other plans. He was back on top of you, with your legs spread wide and your calves over his shoulders. You felt him shove his mushroom head in between your folds and push himself in. You couldn't help but let out a pleasurable scream, thankfully it was muffled out by the waterfall. You threw your hands over his shoulders to get a good grip on him.

You almost forgot what he felt like inside. You missed this, missed being underneath him. You dug your nails onto his scared back, eyes shut tightly as he began to thrust his hips at a fast pace. You didn't want him to stop. You cried out as his cock was hammering against your gspot. Your nails digging into his skin more, you felt your mind go blank by the minute that passed. All you could focus on was So'lek rearranging your insides like a mad man who had been starved, he has been starved. For your attention. He couldn't help but go crazy. You drove him crazy. His mate.

You were too out of it to even feel So'lek's mouth on you again. When you finally acknowledged his mouth on you. As much as you could, you tried to kiss him back, you could barely do so. You could taste your juices in his mouth, that made you roll your eyes again. So'lek groaned as your tight walls tighten around him even more. His hips moves even more than they already were. He held you, but it felt like it wasn't enough. Then he moved you into another positing.

Sitting himself on his knees with you on top, on his lap, his cock still inside of you. Holding you close to him, by the hips. Helping you move yourself up and down, while still thrusting upwards. You wrapped your arms around his neck properly. Leaning your forehead against his, as you weakly tried moving yourself up and down to help him a bit. So'lek hissed, gripping onto your hips hard, his nails digging in your skin. You didn't care, it was only fair since you're literally scratching his back. "So'lek-" You whined, trying to catch your breath, almost choking on your own air. "I-I'm- I-I'm!" You cried out. He knew you were about to cum and so was he.

When you soon began to squirt all over his abs, he to began to release himself inside of you. Both you moaned in unison. You screaming for the whole forest to hear. You fell apart, in a good way. You fell weakly onto your mate, who held you close to him as you tried to come out of your high. He held you close, still inside of you.

You were shaky and out of breathe, you swallow the saliva you had in your mouth. Still trying to catch you breathe. "Can Itu make you feel like I do?" So'lek asked. You can hear the smirk on his lips. You felt your face heat up, you had completely forgot about that whole ordeal. "No. Because he's not you. My mate." You said, with a tired smile. That response seem to satisfy So'lek. He gave you a tender kiss on the lips. Making you smile shyly. "Good." He responded. "But don't think you'll get off easy." He purred against your ear. You couldn't help but squeeze around him, making him groan. "Ready for round 2?" You asked, with a knowing smirk. So'lek basically read your mind, he knew you wanted more and so did he. You didn't need to ask twice. He will have you all night if that's what you wanted.

Hours prior, you and So'lek had mated. Before Eywa. You went off into the woods, together near a spirit tree. Alone, you both committed tsaheylu and one thing lead to another. You did more than just bond. Now you and So'lek were bonded for eternity. For the rest of your lives. The night was magical, you remembered every detail of what happened. How So'lek treated you like were made of glass, how respectful he was towards you. That meant everything to you. Never in your life did you think you'd be with someone like So'lek. For once, you felt happy. Even happier than you were before.

Around the night, you woke up. But you noticed So'lek wasn't lying next to you like before. You sat up carefully, using your elbows for support, still in the nude. Quickly spotted him. Awake and fully dressed now. With his back faced to you, staring onto nothing. You didn't mind since you were alone with your mate. "Was is that bad?" You asked, slightly concern. "I'm sorry, it's not." He paused, turning tot face you. Looking right at your now worried expression. "It was fine." He said, tuning away. That felt like a blow to the stomach, you looked down embarrassed.

"No, that is insufficient." He corrected himself, then you looked back at him. Less worried. "It was better than anything I could have dreamed." He said, with a small smile. You smiled at him, now relaxed. "It can be a lot to take in." You joked, trying to get him to laugh, but he didn't. "It's not that." He said, with a sigh, turning away from you again. You sit up properly. "I began to remember, my life before." He explained. But he found it difficult to look at you, but still did. "Just flashes. It's too much. This is too fast. I cannot do this." He said, he sounded worried. Stressed. You could feel it. When you bonded, you looked into his memories. What happened to his mentor, his ikran, you saw everything that he had lost. You knew that feeling too well. You also lost something too.

"I know. I saw. You lost your clan, just like I lost mine. But we can work through this." You tried saying. Wanting to comfort him. "I'm sorry, I feel like such a fool. This should never had happened in the first place." He said, that stung. You felt a stab right in the heart. "Forgive me." He said, then he left. Leaving you there, alone.

You had no idea what to say or do. You remain frozen, breathing heavily. What can you do? You just mated and now he seems to regret it? Was it something you did or said? You had no clue of what just happened. You remain seated there for some time, trying to remember something. To understand, but you couldn't find it. As much as you wanted to go find him, you didn't. He obviously needed space and you were going to respect those wishes.

You were now dressed and headed back to the camp. Still thinking about your mate, So'lek. You still didn't understand what just happened. Why it happened. Was it you? Did he regret mating and being with you? The questions kept looming your mind.

Then you spotted Ri'nela, already up. Ever since you could recall, she was always one to wake up early before anyone. She was busy humming, while adding beads to what you assume was her songcord. Her ears perked up, then turn to look at you. She smiled at you. "You were gone all night. Up thinking again?" She asked, while she gesture for you to sit next to her by the fire. "You could say that." You said, with a sad sigh. Sitting on your knees.

Ri'nela stopped what she was doing and sniffed the air. The air around you. She leaned closer to you. Smelling you. "You smell different." She commented. You looked at her, the silence was loud and clear. She then gasped. "You mated with someone?" She asked, with a small grin. You nodded in response. She let out a small squeal of excitement. "You did? With who? Is it who I think it is?" She asked, you didn't need to answer, you simply smiled shyly. That made her even more happy and excited.

"I knew it." She said. "The way So'lek looked at you. I just knew you two would mate." She said, still very happy to learn her suspicion was true. As much as you wanted to be happy, you didn't seem happy. Ri'nela caught on. "Normally others would be happy about this. But you seem conflicted, did something happen?" She asked, now worried. "I don't know exactly what happened." You confessed. "We mated before Eywa and we..." You paused, not wanting to say it out loud but Ri'nela knew.

"I see." She said, trying to think of what to say, but she couldn't find the words. "He said that it was too much and too fast, that he couldn't do it." You told her, trying to keep yourself from crying. "He said it should've never happened." You finally said the words. Then you started to cry, Ri'nela quickly moved towards you and hugged you, allowing you to cry against her shoulder. You sobbed, she didn't mind. She held you while rubbing your back. Trying to sooth you.

"The storm will pass." She tried to say, she hated seeing those she loved in pain. "Will it?" You asked, pulling away to look at her. Teary eyed, snot running down your nose and tears now coated on your cheeks. "It will." She said, wiping your tears with her thumb. "I know things may seem hard right now. But things will be alright." She said, as she continued to clean your face. "I know it hurts. But I know for a fact So'lek wants to be with you. I understand things are hard. He is scared, scared to loose you." She explained. You swallowed a lump on your throat.

"I'm scared of loosing him, but It feels like I already lost him." You sniffled, Ri'nela took your hands into hers. Giving them a small squeeze of comfort. "You won't loose him. That I can promise you." She said, with such confidence that you believed her. She was learning to be a Tsahik after all. "I hope you're right." You said, wiping your nose with your your hand. "I am right. Trust me." She said, handing you a makeshift handkerchief. To properly clean your nose with. You took it and cleaned your hand, along with your snooty nose. "Give him time. And before you know it, he'll come back to you." Ri'nela said with a comforting smile. You smiled back to her. You knew she was right, she was always right. You just had to wait.

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Life became simple. You were the Olo'eykte of the Sarentu and mated with So'lek. But you never thought yourself a mother. When you found out that you were with child, you both scared and excited. Scared because you knew of the dangers in Pandora, even after all these years. The RDA was still out there, excited because you knew how much you and So'lek wanted to start a family.

When So'lek found out about your pregnancy, he promised that he'd never let anything happen to you or his child. You knew he meant it. You remembered how many years back he went above and beyond to get you back when you were captured by the RDA and the Mangkwan, you knew he'd rather set the whole world on fire before allowing anything to happen to you or any children you both had.

The birth was hard, with the help of Ri'nela and So'lek it made it easier, but it was still hard and painful, bringing life into this world wasn't easy. No wonder. But when your daughter was laid on your chest and when you committed Tsaheylu with her. The pain was gone, all you could see was your child. Your first child, you couldn't hep but notice how she looked exactly like Aha'ri. She had her eyes, her smile, obviously the mark of the Sarentu on her left cheek. But you also noticed a small birthmark, almost similar to a scar on her forehead. Right over her forehead. It was almost as if she was reincarnated, in your daughter. You named her A'ari.

Much later came more. Another daughter, Ahik and your youngest son, Awatx. You had a total of three children. You love each and every one of your children the same. So did So'lek. He was an amazing father, he loved his children just as much as you did. He doesn't go a day without telling them how much he loves them and that he'd do anything to protect them. He taught them everything he knew, and so did you. They few faster by the day, they went from being babies to already walking and tall children. You still remembered the day when you first held each your children in your arms, it was almost as if it were yesterday.

The day was just like any other, your children were already up and running around the hut. Excited to explore the forest with their aunt and uncles. "Sa'nu can we go now?" A'ari asked, already urging to out. "Wait for me!" Ahik said, while getting her small knife that So'lek had carved for her. "Don't you think is too early?" You asked your daughter, while you helped your youngest son, Awatx in tying his little loin cloth. "The earlier the better! Plus, Uncle Teylan is always up this early." A'ari reminded you. "Teylan?" Your son said, he had barely started walking and repeating words. "Plus, he says the early bird catches the early worm!" Ahik chimed in. You chuckled a bit. You knew that was something Teylan would say. He was like your little brother.

"I don't know. I still think it's a bit too early." You commented. "Please." Both your daughters begged. Before you could say anything, So'lek responded. "It is okay Ma y/n. If they can walk, they can walk. Let them go." He said, you gave him a look of 'really?' you sighed. "Alright fine." You told them your girls. Making them squeal in excitement. "But take Awatx." You told them. "Of course we will." A'ari had. Going over and picking up her baby brother, but he wiggled out of her grip. "He wants to walk, let him walk. Just hold his hand or have him hold your tail." You told her. A'ari nodded, then she held out her hand to her brother, in which he took. Then all three children left out of the hut.

It was just now you and So'lek. You turned to look at your mate. "I see what you did there." You said, with a small playful glare. "Ma Yawntu. They're growing. If they wish to go see the forest. We should let them." He told you. "I know. But, I can't help but worry about them." You admitted, then he moved closer to you. Taking your hand into his. "Come, lay with me for a while." He said, at first you weren't sure since you were already up and ready to start the day, thanks to your children waking up at the near crack of dawn. But lying down with your mate didn't hurt.

You moved over with him, he lied down on the makeshift hammock first, then you followed. So'lek pulled you closer to him, holding you close. Your head lying right next to his chest, you could hear his heartbeat, it was slow and fast. You wrapped your arms around his waist. Pulling him closer to you. Feeling each other's warmth. It was quiet. All that was heard was each other's breathing and the morning doves that chirped. This felt nice, when you were in his arms, inhaling his natural scent. You felt safe. You felt how your tail practically rubbed itself onto his thigh. While his did the same, but you felt how his tail curled around yours. Holding you tightly like he was.

This was making you sleepy. "Sleepy aren't you?" So'lek asked, with a small smile. Seeing your tired face. He same face he loves most. The fact he wakes up and goes to sleep to. He could just stare at you both day and night. "Just a bit." You admitted, almost falling asleep. "Sleep then, I've got you." He said, while kissing your forehead. Making you smile sleepily and ended up dozing off. So'lek held you close to him, allowing you to cuddle up to him as you slept more. Softly running his fingers on your bareback. A habit he's been doing since before. He loved running his fingers through your skin. His nose buried in your hale. Taking in your scent. The scent that he can't get enough of. Eventually he ended up falling asleep as well. Holding one another many nights.

This was like TAP all over again, but worse. Not only were you held captive by the humans but the Mangkwan as well. They tried getting you to talk, but you gave them nothing. No matter how much they tortured you with the human air, you weren't budging. You'd rather die than betray So'lek and the rest. After the talk with Bukowski, you were somewhat at ease to learn that So'lek was alive. At this point you were convinced that he was too angry to die. You hoped and prayed to Eywa that he'd come for you. Deep down you knew he and the rest will come for you.

After another torture session, you were tying to catch your breath. Your lungs burned, almost like they had set them on fire you were trying to put them out. It hurt, but you weren't going to give up that easy. You then saw a figure walk in. It wasn't a human, they were too big. It was Wukula. That bastard. He looked at you through the glass. Seeing you on the floor, trying to breathe. "You're a stubborn one." He said, while you remained on the floor, weak. You looked at him as you caught your breathe. "I don't know who's more stubborn you or So'lek." He said, with a bitter tone in his voice.

"He'll be the one to kill you.." You wheezed out. "You'll die by his hands." You claimed, weakly. Only making him laugh by your silly little claim. "You think very highly of him... but I bet he doesn't have what I can give you." Wukula said, as you carefully sat up from the cold floor. "Oh yeah? And what is that?" You asked, trying to breathing hard. "Oh I have plenty." He said. Getting closer to the glass to get a better look at you. "The humans, they think we're helping them. We are, but. That doesn't make us allies." He claimed. "I know about your clan, what they did. I also know about your dear sister. Aha'ri." He said.

That made you react, you got up, getting right on the glass and hiss at him. "Don't you dare say her name!" You hissed in anger. "You have no right!" You hissed again, hitting the hard glass while you snarled at him. Wukula chuckled, still looking down your now angry expression. "I can help you." He claimed. "I can help you get the revenge you desire. I know you want them to face justice for their crimes." He purred. You scoffed at his claim. "You? Help me? And what of you? Your clan doesn't have the cleanest track record from what I recall. You kill just because you can. You don't respect the balance. You don't believe in the great mother." You added.

"Because she didn't come to help my people, we weren't going to wait around for her. We needed to take action or we die." He justified. You rolled your eyes. "I could say the same about you." He said, making your ears perk up. "Where was the great mother when your clan was attacked by the humans? Where was she when your mother was killed before you? And your sister? Where was she?" He asked, almost mocking you with a cruel smirk. You felt anger bubble in your chest. "The Great Mother could only do so much." You tried to say.

Wukula hummed, seeing your angry expression. He was gad that he was clearly getting to you. "The one who can do much is you. You're capable of doing everything. Get what you want. But you keep believing in some deity who's turned her back on you long ago. You don't need her or anyone. You just need yourself. And make a choice." He paused, seeing the look on your face. "I'll help you by all means." He said. "I'll help you in your revenge, the blood you spill will be for a good cause." He said with a smirk. "Think about it." He said, then he finally left. Leaving you alone with your thoughts.

That whole night you couldn't get any sleep. Aside from being trapped in a chamber and Wukula's words about taking revenge on the humans who caused you and your clan pain. He made it sound so tempting. That you could it. Take revenge. But could you? Would revenge heal the inner rage you had deep in your heart? No. That wouldn't be right. Revenge would leave your hands stained with blood. But it would be RDA blood. Would that be so bad? His words rang at the back of your head. You prayed to the great mother to remove his words from out of your head. To help you think clearly. But would she hear you? Hear you like she heard your clan when they cried for help? Would she hear your prayer?

You were alone for days, thinking about what Wukula said. That he would help you with your quest for justice. Would it really be justice? Would it feel the inner burden you've been carrying all these years? How would the others feel? How would your mother or Aha'ri feel? You wouldn't know. They are gone, their deaths were the RDAs doing. You hated them. You hated them so much. Their greed, the insanity infected in their minds.

You were never meant to be a warrior. You were suppose to be a peacekeeper and tell your stories. But here you were. Your heart poisoned by the metal that you were force to wield. You were tainted the moment you were isolated from the forest. There was no saving you. The person you thought that was meant to protect you was a liar. Alma played a huge part in the demise of your people and your identity. You didn't know who or what you were. You didn't know what to believe anymore. You didn't know what to do. Was Wukula right? The only one who can save you, is yourself. Eywa wasn't going to help you and you knew it now.

On the fifth day, Wukula came back. On his own again. You were sitting in the same position that you were sitting for days. Quiet, tired. "Have you thought about what I've said?" He asked, looking down at your disheveled state. You looked at him, almost with clarity. "You'll help me?" You asked to be sure. "You'll help me get the justice I seek?" You asked again. Wanting to hear it from him. All he did was smirk. "I don't go back in what I promise. I will help you. But you must help me to." He said. You felt a weight heavy right in your chest. "Just tell me where So'lek is. What he is planning." He asked.

"I wouldn't know. I've been here for days. I have no knowledge of what he's planning." You reminded him. Wukula hummed, disappointed, but understanding. "I see." He said. "All I ask is that, you don't hurt them. Leave the Sarentu and the resistance alone." You asked. He stared at you for a moment. He knew you were still empathetic towards them. At least for now. "I can't make you any promises, but I'll see what I can do." He said, sly. He didn't know if he himself was lying to get you to relax a bit. You let out a small sigh of relief. You'd hoped that he'd get the other Mangkwan and the RDA to leave your friends and family alone. You watched as he then entered the cold cage you were locked in.

You watched as he walked closer to you, slowly and carefully. You carefully got up, your back pressed against the cold metal wall. Looking at him eye to eye. "Before we get properly acquainted. I need you to prove yourself to me." He requested. You got confused. "Prove myself to you?" You asked. "Yes. Prove to me that you'll do what I say and I'll help you with what ever you wish." He purred. You were getting slightly nervous now, but at the same time you were intrigued and he knew it. "How?" You asked. It took him a moment, but he said it. "Become mine. Give yourself to me, body and soul. Give me your devotion. Fear me. Do as I say and I will be your slave." He said, slowly. He was now close to you. Very close.

Your chests nearly touching. You couldn't help but look at the scar that ran from his chest down his torso. So'lek did that? You asked yourself. Wukula then grabbed your hand and had you touch his scar. It was deep and surrounded with red paint. You couldn't help but feel his scar, caressing it gently. "Does it hurt?" You asked, almost innocent and sweet. "It still burns like the first time." He responded, watching you still caressing his scar. He had you right were he wanted you. He couldn't help but bring his hand up to the left side of your cheek. Gently touching the mark of the Sarentu that you were born with. He didn't know whether he should burn it off eventually or let you keep it.

Your eyes moved from his scar to his eyes, your face felt hot feeling his hand on your cold skin. Wukula just stared back at you, seeing the look in your eyes. Of both fear and want. Good. "You wish to serve me?" He asked, as you felt his thumb move from your mark to your lips. Caressing the bottom lip. Smudging black paint into your skin. "Yes." You whispered, for only him to hear. You felt a shiver run up your spin when you felt his tail caress your thigh. He hummed in approval. He then leaned forward. Capturing your lips with his.

You shivered when you felt his warm lips against yours. You couldn't help but return the favor. You placed your hands on his chest for support. You moaned softly when his tongue entered your mouth. Licking the inside and brushing against your own. His hands held the back of your neck, slightly pulling at your roots. Making you moan even more. His free hand caressed your exposed stomach and dove right into your loincloth. You gasp when you felt his fingers rub against your clit. He also felt your already soaking folds. That made he smirk.

He pulled away, making you gasp for air. "You're already soaking. I've barely touched you." He purred with a smirk. He then turned you around, pressing your chest onto the cold wall. Causing your nipples to harden. He pressed his body against onto your back, you can feel his already forming bulge against your ass. You gasped again when you felt his fingers go back into your loincloth. Rubbing hard and tight circles onto your throbbing clit. Making your thighs squeeze tightly together and your back to arch. Wukula smirked in satisfaction. Seeing how you were reacting to his touches. His other hand came up to your lips, placing his pointer and middle finger into your mouth.

You moaned when you felt his fingers enter your mouth. You gagged around his large digits. Making your eyes roll to the back of your head. You sucked his fingers as best as you could. Your walls squeezed around nothing. You moved you hips a bit, trying to get more access of his fingers rubbing your clit. He took notice of this. "You wish for more?" He asked. Without a warning, he slid a finger right inside of you. Making you flinch and whine. Your tight walls squeezing tightly around his single finger. Then another finger came in. Making you quiver and whine even more around the fingers in your mouth. He began to move his fingers, slowly and carefully, not wanting to really hurt you.

Your back arched even more, making your muscles burn. You slightly moved your hips again. Having your clit rub against your palm. You shut your eyes tightly, this felt like too much. But you were enjoying it. It felt so wrong, but that made it even more exciting. Then he pulled out his fingers from your mouth. His digits now covered in your saliva. You panted in relief. But you let out a yelp when his movements reach a certain spot inside of you. "Oh fuck." You moaned, when his fingers caressed that certain area again and again. With his new free hand, he reached under the top that did little to no cover up of your breast, grabbing the firm flesh. Giving it a squeeze, you moaned softly when you felt his wet fingers touching your hardened nipple and soft flesh. You shivered as he rolled your hardened bud between his fingers. Pinching it hard. Making you jolt and squeeze around his digits still buried inside of you.

Wukula smirked. He enjoyed this, having you like this. The one they called 'Death On Wings' was at his mercy. About to claim you as his. He moved his fingers even more, curling them in ways you didn't know were possible. You groaned when you felt his movements become even more frantic. His fingers moved harder and faster. Your chest hammered fast against your rib case. You felt yourself getting closer to what you assumed was your realize. "I think I'm.." You tried to say, but were cut off by the way his fingers finally reached your womb. You let out a shriek as you felt his fingers hitting that spot again and again. "I know." He purred, licking the back of your ear before biting the tip. You whimpered as his free hand continued to pinch your bud harder. You gasped loudly as your back arched even more.

This was too much. He knew what he was doing. He knew exactly how to make you feel. So good, so delicous. You didn't want it to ever stop. This was bad. This was wrong. You bit your bottom lip, a bit to hard. Getting the taste of blood in your mouth. You let out a choked sob when you felt yourself finally about to burst. But you weren't expecting Wukula's next move. You didn't feel him grabbing your unattended kuru, before you could say or do anything. You felt as his kuru came into contact with you.

You couldn't help but let out a pleasurable shriek as you came into his hand. The connection, the bond was something you never expected to experience. You were linked into Wukula's mind. You can hear his thoughts, feelings, everything that he held onto. You had become one person. You felt the burn of the scar, along with more pain. Almost torture. It's almost like you two had switched bodies for a brief moment. It was like a whole knew experience. It scared you in a way. Now you were bonded with him. Even though him and his people did not believe in bonding of one another. But, you knew that you now belonged to him.

'You're mine.' You heard those words bombing through your head. You can practically read his mind and he could read yours. You can hear him, feel him. No matter where you were or how far. You'll always feel him. You were too distracted the the sensation of the bond to feel how Wukula yanked your loincloth down your hips and onto the floor. He then lined himself onto your abused hole, then with a swift motion, he thrusted in. You gasped when you felt his cock rip right into you. He was big. You practically felt him about to rip you in two.

"Oh? You've never?" He asked, you knew what he meant. You've never been with anyone. Ever. That made things much more excited. "Good. That means, you really are mine." He hissed against your ear. Beginning to trust his hips. Making you whine by his movements inside of you. You were too weak to properly react. You whined weakly, trying to get a a grip of the wall. But to no avail. "Mine to do as I please." He moaned, moving his hips slowly. Trying to adjust to your tightness. You were so tight. "Mine to.." He groaned, moving his body closer to your back. His chest pressed against your back. Wrapping his arms around your waist, holding you close.

You were too weak to react like before, you didn't even know why. You leaned your head back against his shoulder. Breathing heavy was you felt his cock practically destroy your insides like a wild Palulukan. You continued to grip onto the wall, but again. You couldn't. It was a wall. You whined when you felt his tip now hitting right onto your womb. As soon as he felt it, he began to hammer right inside of you. That got you to react, you let out a shriek when you felt him pounding into you more aggressive and harsh. "W-Wukula!" You cried out. That drove something in him. This was the first time you've ever said his name. He wrapped a hand around your throat. Slightly squeezing, you felt yourself clench around him. Causing a groan to leave his lips.

Wukula was now relentless. He was almost rearranging your insides at this point. It hurt, it burned. But it was so good. He growled, without thinking twice. He yanked your neck to the side and bit your shoulder. You hissed when you felt his teeth sink into your skin. Breaking right through it. You cried out in pleasure when his teeth bore into you more. He could feel you, feel how you clenched around him. Your arousal growing bigger and how you were also close. While he continued to squeeze your neck, playing with your wind pipe. His free hand moved down, rubbing your already abused and swollen clit. Adding more agony to your body.

"I-I can't." You cried out, squirming under his grip. He didn't stop, he wasn't planning on stopping. "You can and you will." He growled against your bitten neck. His thrusts were at the same pace, aggressive and harsh. You whined, and tried catching your breath at the same time. Tears already rolling down your cheeks, and staining them. You were close again and so was he. You were starting to see stars. Your vision was getting blurry. If this was how you were going to go out, you didn't hate the idea.

In one final motion, you felt how Wukula began to fill you up completely with his seed. You let out a breathy moan and final breath. As his seed stuff you full, you also had your second realize. You were so close to passing out. Time stopped for a moment. Wukula let go of your throat, holding you close to him. Seeing your worn out figure and self. You were done for. You had no more energy on you. It was almost like he had sucked or more like fucked your life force out you for his own. Wukula smirked, then gave your bleeding neck a small and affectionate lick. As some form of scenting you. "Don't worry." He purred, licking your tear stained tears. Tasting your salty tears. Almost savoring the taste of them. This was it. You were his. Till the day that you died.

It's been a while, since that night. After So'lek basically walked away. Leaving you alone, heartbroken. You thought of that night a lot. You wondered how long it'll take him to approach you. Ri'nela said eventually he'd come to you, but it felt like almost forever. Why was it taking it long? You knew he needed time, but. This time felt like torture. He was your mate, you both mated before Eywa. It hurt being without him. You would see him around, but didn't approach him. Ri'nela would offer to talk sense into him, but you refused. This was your conflict not hers. All you had to do was wait. But for how long?

Time went on, almost normal. Till you learned that everything you knew was a lie. When you went on a mission, back to where you were originally from. Where you found your old blanket, which still had the scent of your mother. You had all these memories rush back to you. Your mother, your people. How it happened.

How both Alma and Mokasa were in on it. On the destruction of your clan. It hurt. Now knowing the person closest to you had been a part of the people who killed your clan. A lot happened. More secrets were exposed. Nor lashed out, Ri'nela's rightful anger and everything. It was too much, you couldn't handle it. The thought of the person who once took care of you like her own, just made you sick. Sick knowing Alma was a part of them. She may not have pulled the trigger or sent out the order, but she was a witness.

That night you couldn't sleep. This feeling. Of guilt, pain, and just anything that came with it. It hurt. It hurt so much. Making you physically ill. Too ill to get sleep. You stayed out, for a while. Back at the tree of souls. Where you had mated with So'lek. Thinking. Is this was So'lek felt that night? You had no clue. He's push you away for so long that you had no idea what he was feeling that night.. You've been so far apart you nearly forgot his scent. It was almost like a memory from the past. Expect, So'lek was here, just very far away.

You were sitting on a log, holding the blanket that you were once cradled in. The one your mother had made for you. It was small, for a baby. Bringing it up to your nose, you smelled her. Your mother. Kataru. Her scent made you remember her. What very little memories you had of her. How she smiled, her singing, and everything that was connected to her. You hugged the blanket, close to your heart. Eyes closed and ears pressed at the back of your skull. As much as you wanted to cry, you couldn't. You felt the lump in your throat growing larger, but nothing was coming out. No tears, nothing. But a pain at the pit of your stomach.

Then someone approached. You knew that scent very well. It was So'lek. "I don't know what to say, but I am here." He said, getting closer to you. "Say something, anything." You told him, as you kept on hugging the blanket. He got closer, sitting next to you. But you moved away to keep your distance. "I know that feeling too well." He said. You knew. You saw it in his memories when you bonded with him. "Yeah? You knew what it's like to learn that the person who've been taking care of you your whole life was a part of what happened to your clan?" You asked. Now angry. So'lek didn't say anything. He knew you were hurt. Rightfully so.

"You can leave now. You don't have to be here." You then told him, harshly. You wanted to be alone. "And If I don't want to leave?" He asked. Nearly challenging you. "You had no issues leaving before. What's preventing you from leaving now?" You sassed at him, angry. Not at him or maybe at him. Who knows. So'lek sighed. "I know what I did was wrong. I shouldn't of left." He said. "Yeah. You shouldn't have." You lashed out at him. He showed no reaction to your outburst. He understood. It was quiet, all that could be heard was your rapid heart beat. You were angry, really angry.

"I am sorry." So'lek said, that's all he had to say. "Sorry for what exactly? Learning my clan is gone, never to bee seen or heard of again?! Or the fact that you left!?" You finally lashed out. Standing up, facing him. He's never seen you this angry. "For everything." He said. You chuckled, bitterly. "Everything?! That's all you got to say?!" You asked. "You're sorry that not only that you left me, but told me that what happened between us shouldn't us happened!?" You were yelling at this point. He stood up, looking down at you. He had a look of regret.

"I regret that night." He responded. "You regret that night? You regret mating with me!?" You asked, right in his face. He allowed you to yell at him. "Answer me!" You shoved him. Nearly knocking him down. But he didn't fall. He remain standing like a statue. He stood there, allowing you to yell and push him if you wanted. "No. I regret leaving you. My mate." He said, with regret on his voice. You calmed down a bit. You knew he was telling the truth. But that wasn't going to change anything that you felt right now. "I just want to know why. Why you left me that night." You ask him.

"I felt like a fool. I thought that If you got involved with me. You'd end up hurt. Or worse. I'm on a path of revenge. I don't want that poison to get to you. What I've done, I've done to myself." He explained. "I thought you better than to hate me, instead of dragging you down this path with me." He finished. You looked at him, really looked at him. You've never seen him this vulnerable, this hurt. "You don't have to do this alone." You told him, slightly calmer this time. You then grabbed his hand. "I want the sky people to pay for what they did. To me, to you, to the na'vi. I want them to pay for their crimes. But, we can only do it if we help one another. And you pushing me away isn't helping you." You told him.

He sighed. "You are right." He responded. He fully faced you, looking at you in the eyes. "I thought pushing you away, would keep you safe. But, it hurts being away from you. Just for a moment or two. I still remember your touches as if they were yesterday. I should've asked for your forgiveness long ago. I hope you can forgive me now." He responded. "I want to know why you keep pushing me away." You asked him. Now moving closer to him. Your chest almost touching his. "I thought about the answer a thousand times. But pain, memories of what happened to me in the past, it was too much." He listed. "I was a coward. If I could go back. I would stay. Tell you how I felt." He explained. Looking down at his feet. Too ashamed to look you in the eyes.

"What would you have said?" You asked, So'lek then looked up. Looking at you in the eyes again. So'lek's hands found your face, carefully and softly cradling your cheeks. "Nothing could be worse than the thought of living without you." He finally admitted it what he's been wanting to say to you. You felt him, his heartbeat beating the same rhythm as you. "I am afraid, that one day, you may never come back to me." He said, leaning his forehead against yours, eyes closed. Inhaling your scent. The scent he's been thinking about since that night.

You leaned in too, closing your eyes too. Holding his hands that still held your face. "I'm scared too. Scared I may loose the family I have left, my friends, now you." You admitted. "You're not alone, you have me, The Sarentu, the Resistance." He added. "We have each other." He finished. You no longer felt angry, maybe a bit. You felt safe, safe in So'lek's embrace. "I see you, Ma So'lek." You said to him, wrapping your arms around his waist. Hugging him. He hugged you too, holding you close to him. Heart to heart. "I see you. Ma y/n." He responded back.

"I'm still upset by the way." You said, as you kept on hugging him. Making him chuckle slightly. "I expected you to say that." He responded. Still holding you close to him. Not wanting to leave you again.

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You thought the relationship between you and So'lek was good. Special even. Since the first day you met, giving you a songcord and even returning your mother's songcord when he took it after what happened with the Mangkwan. That whole time, you began to feel things towards So'lek. Sure, he was a bit older than you and he thought you everything of what you know now. That didn't stop you from liking him. You liked him even more, seeing how he was a good influence to Teylan, Ri'nela and Nor. That was admirable of him. Till tonight.

You both had returned from a long walk. Laughing and talking about whatever. You thought things were fine. He seemed happy to be with you and just you. It made you feel something different. That's when you went for it. You got close to him, holding onto his strong biceps and kissed him on the lips. Or at least attempted to, you kissed his bottom lip. So'lek carefully grabbed you by the arms and leaned you back carefully. "What are you doing?" He asked, gently. Not accusing you. Just confused.

"You know, kissing you?" You said with a now nervous chuckle. You felt your face heating up by the now awkwardness. So'lek looked at you in the eyes, he didn't seemed happy. But more confused then a look of realization. "Oh.." He sighed, but he didn't let you go. "Look, sarentu." He tried saying but you chimed in. "Sarentu? You should know my name by now." You said, with a slightly annoyed tone. He sighed. "I didn't mean to offend you. But, us? We can't be an us." He said, you felt your stomach drop and hard, it made you almost sick. "No us? But we... So'lek. We have a connection, don't you feel it?" You asked. Now worried.

So'lek sighed, he was trying to form the words without offending you. "I didn't mean for my intentions to be seeing in that matter." He tried saying. "But, we can't. I'm not ready and you, must be confused. I don't blame you. You've been asleep for a while, I get that you may think these things. I apologize if I gave the wrong impression." He finished.

You stood there, quiet. Not sure on what to say next. Why did this hurt so much? You felt sick, your stomach curled uncomfortably and you felt nauseous. But you kept it together, like you always did. "Right." You managed to say. "I'm sorry for thinking things that probably weren't there." You said. Avoiding eye contact now. Because if you kept looking at him, you'd probably cry. You didn't want to cry in front of him. "You're taking his lightly." So'lek said, shocked but relaxed. He'd hate himself if he made you cry. "What? You expect me to cry? At least you told me something before you ghosted me." You said. Making sure to hide the wobble from your voice. "Ghosted?" So'lek said. "Sorry, dreamwalker language." You said, with a sigh. "I'll see you around then." You said, leaving in a hurry.

As you walked, you felt your eyes burning with tears and your throat tightening. That really just happened. Did you read the signs wrong? How can you be so stupid? He was nice to you and you think he wanted to mate with you? Was it because, he was ashamed to be seeing with you? A na'vi raised like a dreamwalker, a human. A demon. You're fool. He shows you acts of kindness and you created an illusion in your head. The next days of your life were going to be torture, you can't be near him for a while.

You were true to your word, you kept your distance from So'lek. If he heard his voice or picked up on his scent. You went a different direction. You did say hi to him, but was short and just went on about your day. Hoping you didn't cross paths with him at all. The wound still felt fresh. You'd even get nervous if he walked passed you. As harsh as it sounded, you really didn't want to talk to him. Cause if you did. You'd end up crying and begging for an explination.

You had managed to make yourself invisible. At least you thought you did. "Who are you hiding from?" You heard a voice ask behind you. Itu. Your once acquaintance, now friend. "Who says I'm hiding?" You asked. While sitting on a log behind some bushes covered in followers. "You're sitting here. Surrounded by flowers, almost blending in." He pointed out. You couldn't argue with him. He had a point. "It's nothing, just. Needed some time of my own." You said, going back to looking at the many species of flowers in front of you.

Itu approached, taking a seat next to you. But kept his distance. "You've been like this for days. You're tensed or if I'm not mistaken. Upset." He said. Man was he good. "A bit of both." You sighed. Not sure on what to tell him next or do. He stayed quiet, watching you. But not fully reading you. "Do you feel shame when near me?" You asked, quietly. Itu's ears perked up by your question. Shocked that you'd even ask him that. "Shame? No, why would I?" He asked. "I mean, come on. Look at me. I may be na'vi, but I'm not. I was raised like a dreamwalker. I learned to feel and think like them. I've held metal and..." You stopped. Not sure on what to add.

"You may have, but you were taken from your home. Very young, of course you'll adapt to be like them. But you're free to learn who you really are. Not what they want you to be or think." He explained. "And to answer your question. No. I'm not ashamed to be with you. I'm glad that I now have a friend like you." He said. Now you looked at him. Your eyes slightly glossy. He had a kind look on his face, very kind. He placed his hand gently on your chin. "You were there with me, when I needed someone. Not only did you save me from the Sky people, but you helped me put my Zomey go to Eywa. I will always thank you for that." He said, with a sad smile.

"Whoever is ashamed to be with you, is a fool. I would walk, ride and fly with you. Because that's my choice. I am not ashamed of you. I never was and I won't be." He said, looking at you directly in the eyes. You knew he meant it. You felt that he meant it. You felt your stomach lift in a way. You no longer felt as upset as you did. You felt a bit better now. "You should start coming to me more. I miss your company and I'm very happy to know your still here." He added, letting go of your chin. "I will, It'd be nice to be around my friend some more." You respond with an almost shy smile. Being around Itu might do you some good.