#talk9

Need my older brother like i need air and water and food. I hope he knows how badly i need him.

Lowkey a misanthrope but big brother is an exception.

Born to look up angelgore forced to look up angelcore

I'd say im a huge sub but I still have bad anger issues and sadistic thoughts and am a piece of shit control freak so sometimes it throws me off

It's driving me insane that i dont have a big sister who would hurt me whenever she feels like it I've been craving for that stimulation so bad i swear im so fucking pent up for it i want to feel something on my skin

Pride month has been driving me insane because it reminds me that my big sister is the sole reason why im like this. she made me feel so afraid and detached from women that i reject the gender entirely yet at the same time i crave positive female affection and attention so much but also i want to be with a woman who will hurt me because maybe if i let and insist for them to hurt me maybe i can satisfy them in a way and they'll find me useful and wont hate or leave me for being useless because i dont know how else anyone could ever care for me other than for the fact that i can be of use to them

Had to check i got the term pillow princess right n reading about it makes me really really really really wish i had a pillow princess of my own so bad i just want to make you feel good you dont have to do anything just lay there and feel me pleasuring you. That's what makes me feel good. I just wanna be useful to you.