Oct 20, 2025
Hmm...I don't want to live like this anymore
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Hmm...I don't want to live like this anymore
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Taking my life back
Plan *from 141 to 119*
Fill out a daily journal on weight, cals in, cals out, and steps with measurements weeklyish
Go for a walk as many days as possible during the week and weekend - if there is time, go. If there isn't time, see if I can make some.
Coffee with oat milk when wanted but fall in love with black coffee again
Minimal calories before dinner, fruit is a great snack!
Aim for 1200 a day. I'm a short, small person and this is actually reasonable.
Why
The way my clothes fall effortlessly over my frame and the confidence I feel in my looks - even in simple outfits - is worth it. I get to feel like who I am meant to be.Take
When I see results I feel excited to keep going each day.
When others see results they tell me how good I look and ask what I've been doing. At 32 I'm getting more and more attractive with age and people are in disbelief.
The way my eyes look bigger, my cheek bones are natural, my jaw line is sharp and my smile is bright.
The way my neck and shoulders look elegant but strong.
My breasts are perky and natural without being overwhelming and heavy.
The way my waist is so tiny. I'm naturally built for a tiny waist, an hourglass figure which looks insanely good when I'm small. I am lucky to be able to take full advantage of this look just by being a small weight.
The way my ribs and chest bones show just enough.
The way my hip bones are close to my skin, and when I lay down they show. The way he runs his hands over them.
The way my legs are unmistakably thin even if my body isn't built for a thigh gap. The way no one would even question it.
The way my body feels like it's floating, moving with ease, and grace. The way my stride is longer and smoother. I can curl up smaller. Everything I do feels better. Looks better.
Plan *from struggling to thriving*
Take 7 days worth of feed photos on Monday
Take 5 days worth of PPVs Monday
Que feed for 7 am
Send PPV while having morning coffee
Answer DMs with morning coffee
Stream one misc. day and Friday
Why
When my bank account fills up, my stress goes down and I have more freedom in my life.
I can pay down my debt, mortgage and bills, or anything else that comes up with ease and without worry or stress. It's like nothing. It rolls off my back because there is always more than enough.
As the momentum is gained, I wake up excited for each day.
Once my debts are paid down, I can work towards the things I want like new paint, floors, and window treatments.
I will be able to focus on my future, our future. Everything will be going to me.
Sometimes you have a toxic manager and you get super depressed. Due to your depression, you donβt comb your hair. Your hair then gets SUPER matted. Then you spend 10 hours at the hair salon and get it fixed. #newhairwhodis #takingmylifeback https://www.instagram.com/p/COy9nK6gg-O/?igshid=ztw28auzik3y
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Never again __LepaciousBose declares ... I heard Thursdays are for throw backs so I went way back to look for a woman I used to know..... The thing is I remember her pain, her tears, her frustrations, her insecurities, her rejections, body shaming from even so called friends the suicidal attempts and much more. Oh I remember the feeling of being stuck in a body bag in a long dark hole and unable to find a way out, till today I still feel claustrophobic and avoid very crowded places. . That woman was her heaviest at 210kg (still donβt know how I got there), then at my smallest I lost weight to 95kg and I thought yesssssss I can relax now..... that was my biggest mistake! I woke up one day and I was 135kg, I could feel the walls closing on me again, the depression engulfing me, the mental battle pulling me into that deep dark tunnel. It was time to fight back again. Not sure I can ever be 95kg again because after 40 Weightloss is a daunting task. Today at 108kg I live a routine life, workout often and itβs not because am strong or am disciplined etc.... itβs because I canβt afford to go back to that dark place. Am afraid I may not be able to find my way out the 3rd time. So I press on.... because it is a matter of life and death; thatβs why itβs throw back because the only time I will ever see that woman again must be in throw back pictures, NEVER AGAIN IN A MIRROR!!!!! . . . .Repost @lepaciousbose (with @report.for.insta #winning #takingmylifeback #weightloss #weightlossjourney #survivingthyroids #thyroidwarrior #fightingback #beatingdepression #overcomingemotionaleating #stayingalive #fatslayer #toolegittoquit #stilltoolegittoquit #lepaciousbose #gratefulheart #hypothyroidism #hypothyroidismweightloss #hypothyroid #pcosweightloss #workout #fitness #bodygoals #remolding #gym #excercise #gymlife #healthylifestyle #healthyeating #cleaneating #thestonethebuildersrejected #lepaciousbose https://www.instagram.com/p/B23-jqnJNIM/?igshid=zzp9dr8r4sew