Oct 18, 2020
Note to self, prepare an entire month in advance if you're going to do an October challenge.
#skel.config#i am very sorry i havent been able to do anything for skeletober like i promised#i wanted to make a deal with myself that i was capable of achieving a month long goal of a series of artworks#unfortunately i overestimated myself and neglected my mental health#i prepared poorly and i had awful time managment#i did draw a few things i was proud of#but i do need to be able to plan ahead for future things and take into account that i need to take care of myself#motivation is a fickle thing and doesn't come easy#i have been attempting to be more consistent with medication and self care but theres always something to forget#i will draw when i can and what i can#in the mean time#im just going to focus on commissions and my personal health#it really cant go on like this anymore.#i need to be able to promise something... and have it actually come true.#im tired of empty promises#vent#tags vent#skel.txt
