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Please don’t let me die in my cold room. Y’all I have snatched every blankey and this old hotpad and I turned the heater on high but h olyfuck it still cold. It gets down to like 50 degrees in my room every night but idk-
-man I guess this is the life.
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I woke up so fucking angry this morning after going to bed super angry. I hate being super excited to just be around or talk to people and have them absolutely shut me down, only for them to hit me up later. I can feel my day now just being super wispy and dissociative because I had such a shitty night. It’s weird how often I feel strong anger.
Does the feeling that like you don’t have any real friends like ever go away? Also, what about that feeling that your friends only like you for the useful things you do?
I think I just don’t have enough like oversharing friends who want to be as close to people as I do.
Ever since I blocked a bunch of people from my tumblr I feel so much calmer about posting my actual feelings like holy shit I don’t feel like I am being watched by weird ass people anymore.
Like shit fam how have I been? Shit like I have exclaimed like 10+ times today about how I want to die and be dead. I had like one real good day like 17 days ago where I was like productive and now I feel like I have just been falling since then and shit. Been talking to my friends and I don’t think I am making as much sense anymore, like my obnoxious personality traits are becoming more and more pronounced and I know they are ugly but like??? Idk mate like these are the words and the person that I got rn and that all I can do.
i have returned
The one thing that makes me sad about where I work is that there is this new guy who joined who is the only other person remotely my age and we just,, don’t vibe?? Like I keep trying to relate to him and share some common humor for our age and he just isn’t responsive?? I also got super sad because I thought he was mad gay like me and so I have been trying to talk to him and chill but boy is it just not doing much?? Idk it’s weird being the only person under 40 and then meeting someone else born in this era and they are just acting super alien to me. its rough
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New icon because since I have seen this image it has haunted me like a phantom
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One thing ive really grown to appreciate about myself over the years, after a bad time in high school, and just barely making it through college with my life is that i just never fully committed to changing myself in a way that i knew would make myself more palatable, even when it hurt to be so different. i love that i never tried to lose weight or change how i dress or how i talk. i love being loud and vulgar and im in love with my own personal flavor of femme that i made for myself. i love my culture and my craft and the things i chose to burn to the ground.
i wouldnt have it any other way
Man I wish playing DnDo didn’t make me so gotdamn tired mann like I am just one tired fucker today.
