#syszashi

he should be a system little or have a system little

OHHH 100% CONFIRMED REAL AND TRUE. i've always thought being a system as a celebrity would be complicated, and i'm very interested in playing around with this idea considering his (what i think to be) extreme compartmentalization. present mic and hizashi are obviously different entities but it goes deeper than that. he might have a teen alter that formed at the age kumo got bonked and a lot of his & aizawa's heated conversations involve this guy.

he prolly does eventually accept that hes a system in his early 40s, but even than it was a rough ride there, having spent a few years heavily denying that hes a system despite experiencing like, a majority of the symptoms of did, explaining away alot of his symptoms as other things cause he feels like hes faking it. a few years trying to ignore his own alters n the like.

he does come around eventually tho, tho hes pretty overly protective of his alters, especially aiko n teenzashi n he doesnt tell ppl that hes a system, only telling his parents, siblings, aizawa n nemuri if its a nemuri survives the war au, maybe all might too but thats prolly only cause i love allmic, both platonic allmic n romantic allmic. but either way, theres only a single digit amount of ppl depending on how many siblings n parents ur giving hizashi

THIS GOT LOST IN MY DRAFTS WHEN I THOUGHT I SENT IT OUT SORRY FOR THE DELAY

i do think hizashi is pretty unaware that hes a system. straight does not know why theres (sometimes big) gaps in his memories at all, sometimes blames those gaps in memory on his adhd n lack of sleep but not all the time. doesnt know why he feels younger than he is n why he suddenly gets repulsed by touch n wary around ppl he knows are teachers, why he cant recall certain events that happened or how he got to a certain place

it isnt tell like, well after canon n hes acting able to relax that he starts to realize that it might not be the adhd or the tiredness n might be something else entirely

oh this guy has no fucking clue what's going on. is so confused about himself all the time. fills in holes & writes things off. doesn't understand why he feels different to himself but doesn't necessarily think "ah everybody does this" either, yeah?

i think little aiko (who i will be referring to w she/her) is a bit more afraid/wary of touch when compared to the rest of the system, due to forming from sexual trauma (sexual trauma she got from her old piano/music teacher). also is a bit more wary around teachers for similar reasons. but when shes around someone she trusts, shes pretty physically affectionate, like the rest of the system

i do think present mic takes over teaching too, while teenzashi tends to hold alot of grief and anger, as well as alot sadness in general

i do think the little who goes by his deadname goes by aiko (https://www.behindthename.com/name/aiko), or really any name w “ai” in it

i think only has 2-3 alters, maybe 4 at most. either way he doesnt have many alters

i feel like one of his systems littles formed ? split ? due to sexual trauma he experienced between the ages of 4-8. since this little had split when he was still young, the little still uses his deadname (i hc hizashi as a trans man, tho i havent decided on a deadname for pre transition/pre trans realization him) n often goes by it n will also respond to any sweet nickname u would typically call a child (so sweetie, baby, honey, etc)

the second alter had spilt off after oboro died, n is between 15-19, only really goes by hizashi but on occasion will respond to mic

n than his 3rd alter had split off sometime between 26-27 due to stress n this alter is his present mic persona, because this is an alter of his persona, this alter only responds to present mic

hizashi himself responds to Hizashi ofc, but also yamada, mic, present mic + whatever nickname u have for him

hi welcome back!! i agree with him having a very small alter count :0 everything here really checks out. do you think present mic takes over the teaching job or is that assigned to another part? & can i ask what teenzashi holds emotion-wise?