#syspost

currently absolutely swamped with disability and navigating our collapsing society from the bottom of the social ladder, and completely burnt out for these reasons.

Haven't abandoned the blog, haven't stopped writing fic, haven't stopped caring about fandom, would love to get some asks like we used to or just general interaction that doesn't demand an immediate response, just... like... we have 50 unanswered messages on Discord and struggling to even survive everyday life right now. Like I can't emphasis enough how bad things are and how we are not getting any of the help we need: our therapist contacted the social services twice because they refused to respond to a legally mandated worry notice, and has now contacted the fucking patients' rights people because we're incapable of accessing adequate health care and keep being told we don't need a doctor and/or the doctor won't further us anywhere for tests or diagnosis, and as a consequence we have no help while we're literally becoming too disabled to survive on our own and the system has completely thrown out the towel on that and decided that we're an unimportant statistic they don't need to concern themselves with.

And I know where you live.

Kenyon can't bully me for stealing his blog anymore

The lesbian alter won't make me a profile on the system tracker app.

Lesbians hate me.

In exact order for the past two years:

Iron Lung Iron Lung Iron Lung Iron Lung Avatar: Fire and Ash Avatar: Fire and Ash Avatar: The Way of Water Re-Release The Fantastic Four: First Steps The Fantastic Four: First Steps The Fantastic Four: First Steps The Fantastic Four: First Steps Warfare Gladiator II Gladiator II Gladiator II Conclave Nosferatu Gladiator II Gladiator II Gladiator II Gladiator II Gladiator II Gladiator II Gladiator II Gladiator II Alien: Romulus Dune: Part Two