#sydncysullivan

Swinger: Ever traded partners before?

Not on purpose. This is such a bad thing, but when I was in college my roommate and I dated twins, and the one that she was dating had never been in our room before so he fell asleep on the wrong bed. I was tired, he was tired, we didn’t realize it until halfway through I went to turn the light on and he realized that I was not my roommate. We never spoke about it.

Porn Collection: Do you watch porn? Do you make your own porn?

No and yes? I’m not an avid watcher, it doesn’t really do anything. It stimulates me physically, but mentally I just don’t find it attractive. As for the latter half of this question, I did once. Thankfully I never had to take a dive into porn acting to get through college (like most of the arts majors did) but my first boyfriend out of college and I tried it. This was like…right when Kim K’s thing was popular?? We thought it’d be funny. Kept it on a vhs tape from a shitty camcorder that I packed up when I moved back home. Thankfully it lives in my attic now and not at my parents house.

Vibrator: Use any toys? Have a favorite?

Again, it’s one of those things where mentally I just don’t find the idea attractive. A person being inside me is one thing, but a plastic object? I don’t know I get visions of people who like to shove things inside of them like Buzz Lightyear or dinosaur toys and I’m just so worried I’ll slip and it’ll get stuck

“I just — you confuse the fuck out of me, Sullivan. You say you love Lucas — my best friend, my fuckin’ brother — but you really fucking screwed him. I used to think you were…well, you were great for him. Thought you could get his head outta his ass. I was wrong, though. You fucked him over, Syd. You fucked all of us over. You fucked me over. I ain’t ever gonna be able to forgive you for that, man. I can’t. Even if Lucas can, I just — fuck.”

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Red: If you had to be stuck in a room for a day with no way of escape, who would you want with you?

- Answered 

Yellow: What’s your favorite time of day?

- Early morning before the sun come up

Blue: Who is someone you look up to?

Mauve: If you had to kill someone, what instrument (yes, as in the musical kind) would you use?

“Uhmm, A Violin?”

Burgundy: If you could do anything right now, what would it be?

“I think I’d be a bird. Just so I can fly.”

Saffron: Who do you want to be with most right now?

Burgundy: If you could do anything right now, what would it be?

Probably sleep. I haven’t been sleeping lately, so I could use a good eight hours.

Saffron: Who do you want to be with most right now?

Can I pick all of the above? It’s so hard to choose! The first person that came to mind was my brother Tommy, though. I haven’t seen him since my mother’s birthday. 

Vermillion: What are your thoughts on existence?

Gold: Where would you hide a body?

In a cemetery. No one would check for a dead body in a place full of dead bodies.

Silver: What’s your favorite kind of fish?

Betta fish probably. It was the only kind they’d let us have in my dorm at Washington State so I’ve grown fond of them. 

Gray: What animal would you have as a pet if you could have any animal?

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I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).