#sweetly.talks

so I am wanting to get back into writing & I realised how much I want to re-write the girls.? So I’m thinking of re-creating the girls from the beginning?? is that bad? does anyone still read oc’s? it is kind of self indulgent so I think I might & Zhouxia is going to be my first re-write & then possibly move onto the rest of the girls… but I think because I became friends/friendly with so many oc creators that I put so much pressure on myself & I felt like my real life was such a mess that I really couldn’t do it. I was honestly thinking of getting back into my fsm days (on my other acc) and it’s something I’ve thought of so much so idk I hope you guys are still around🥺

with new news about Lucas I will like to mention how he will be present in past fics/old content that is relevant only! (to ease comfort to readers who may not want to consume anything he is in, warnings will also be put at his parts so you may skip if you wish)

with light of me being in recovery due to a mental health issue I am suspending this acc until further notice. I do apologise as I was so excited to come back to posting but unfortunately due to my mental health and the recent medical treatment I have been subject to it’s unknown when I will be back…

I really do adore all the love I have received from you guys and I’m so excited to come back and write for you all so please wait for me 🥺

all the love,

firstly I just want to get on here and apologise for being gone, unfortunately I have been struggling a lot both emotionally, mentally and health wise. I feel for better use of the word, lacking. Both in my writing and personal life which has been something that has made me struggle so much.

I have been starting to write, mostly angst & it can deep dive into a spiral which doesn’t make a lot of sense and I feel myself projecting too much of myself into works and I feel like each time I write I am ruining the girls. Hence why no posts.

Thankfully I have been given an opportunity in a few months to take a step back from this very stressful and trying adult life (because wow being an adult in this world and having to learn so many things during lockdown/post covid was insane) and I will be able to take a few weeks or months to become myself again.

When I started writing I was so sure of myself and excited to push myself to new heights through my writing and with my confidence in myself being torn by friends it was very hard to keep that going, so I am very very thankful for all of the love and support that has been given to me!

And I promise to bring the girls back stronger than ever with some much anticipated stories!

Once again, thank you guys & I adore you all 🥺

I have a WayV OC myself (well NCT but she’s Ten so I supposed she’s a WayV oc). Anyways I hope we can interact more and I can’t wait to see what you do for Xia 🥺

omg thankyou!!! xia seems like she gets a lot of love so i’ll make sure to update her on you guys soon!!