So seductively your strong yet gentle hands slide across my shoulders

Ever so lightly

back and forth

down my arms

All while staring deep into my eyes

Then you pull me close to you

So close that my rapidly beating heart

is force to sync with yours

Now we are one

And we dance bewitchingly to that heart beat We dance and we dance

till we have danced into one another's spirit

communicating through our moans of passion

Deep breaths

As we inhale our lust for one another

Deep breaths

 We exhale euphoric vibes

Vibes that fill the room with the purest intimacy

And we become high

I am in love with the smell of it,

the taste of it

and how it leaves me always wanting more.

I used him,

Turned his vulnerabilities into weapons against him

And I loved how it felt

I wanted be in control, to be needed and adored

But still he did not

He did not love me but he tried

He did need me though

He needed me to be his mother, his sister, his teacher, mentor and friend

And I was

And the more I loved him, cared for him, the more I lost myself

Please give me more time to sleep and play and less to stress.