Angel With A Broken Wing | Jonah Simms
And if I may just take your breath away / I don't mind if there's not much to say / Sometimes the silence guides a mind / To move to a place so far away / The goosebumps start to raise / The minute that my left hand meets your waist / And then I watch your face / Put my finger on your tongue 'cause you love to taste, yeah / These hearts adore, everyone the other beats hardest for / Inside this place is warm / Outside it starts to pour
Warnings: Mature language and themes. Sexual content.
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three: Still I Cling
Marcus stayed late that night. Given the day Iâd had, it was reasonable for him to assume I didnât want sex. But that wasnât the case.
âHere. I got you a glass of water,â he sat back down beside me.
I sat up in bed, slowly taking it as I took a few sips. âThank you.â
He nodded, watching me as I drank. âJust tell me if you need anything else, okay?â
His eyes didnât leave me as I took another long drink. I took a deep breath, set it back down on the nightstand. I looked up at him, hoping to penetrate the veneer of sympathy.
âI do,â I murmured.
I glanced at his lips, then back up at his eyes again. His brows furrowed, and he slowly leaned in. It took a moment for the conflicted expression to disappear before he leaned in. His faced stopped a few inches apart from mine as he looked me up and down. Impatient, I closed the distance, and I kissed him gently. He huffed into my mouth, desire in every breath as he grabbed onto the headboard, his body over mine. My demeanor seemed to erase any doubt that I didnât want this. Why was this me?
I gently bit down on his bottom lip as we kissed. He cupped my cheek, pulling away for just a split second. He had to stop himself.
âYouâre perfect,â he said.
My hand traced lightly down his back, then to grab his ass as he jolted forward. His pupils seemed to swallow the color in his eyes.
âMy girlâŠâ
His hands were underneath my shirt. I helped pull his shirt over his head, I wrapped my arms around him as we kissed. This hug was a prison. He pulled his boxers off, pawing at my shirt as it came off.
âNo bra?â
I shook my head.
âNice,â he grinned.
I giggled as we stripped our clothes off, and Marcus climbed back on top of me. He was gripping my hips, hard, like he was afraid I was going somewhere. I felt light touches between my legs. My fingernails dug into his back as he hissed a little, ecstatic at the touch. His strong hand was between my legs. His fingers stopped at my clit. I taught him that.
âCan IâŠ?â he trailed off.
I posed a question in response.
âCan I cry?â
His expression softened, and his thumb brushed my cheek. âOf course you can.â
All of a sudden, I gasped as I felt him moving in almost harsh circular motions.
âCry all you want,â he whispered an invitation, watching me intently.
I kissed him automatically. I knew it was gross, but it was what I wanted. It was the kind of sick, disgusting thing I could never do with anyone else. He kissed me with a strange sort of passion, the kind that didnât have to be rough to be insane. I could feel his fingers moving frantically, until he stopped. I let out a soft breath as I felt him teasing, about to put one in.
âYou want it?â he asked me.
I nodded. âYeah.â
âCan you say it?â Marcus asked. âPlease?â
âI want it.â
I pulled him down on top of me in a sloppy kiss as he pushed a finger in.
âFuck, youâre wet,â he panted between kisses.
I felt him curl his fingers, searching for the right spot. He slowly pushed another one in.
âFucking Sausage Fingers,â I teased him breathlessly.
He smiled as he kissed me back, my hands in his hair as he groaned quietly. Neither of us were ever fully serious. His fingers began to pick up the pace as I sighed, letting him hide in the crook of my neck as he slowly kissed down my neck. The kisses were light and warm, the cold air I felt in between each one chilling me. I stared up at him as he seemed to jackhammer enthusiastically.
âYou wanna come for me?â he groaned.
âYeahâŠâ
âYeah?â Marcus echoed. âYou gonna come for me?â
His eyes were trained on me as he kept going.
âCome onâŠâ he spoke in ragged breaths. âCome for me, please. Come onâŠ!â
I laid my head back exhaustedly. âFuck.â
âYeah, thatâs it,â he sighed, âCome on, just come for me. Right now, I wanna see it⊠Please.â
All of his attention was on me. I let out a shaky gasp as his fingers moved in and out.
âJesus, youâre tight! Stop doing that,â he muttered. âFuck. I canât take it.â
He nipped at my neck as I grabbed onto his hair, only fueling his efforts.
He whispered in my ear. âCan you take moreâŠ?â
âYeah,â I gasped.
He slid another finger in. âFuck, youâre so tight, oh my God. Youâre so wet, Jesus.â
âDonât bring him into this.â
âIâll bring him into this,â Marcus grinned stupidly as he thrusted his fingers in and out.
âOh my God, youâre an idiot,â I gasped for air.
âYour idiot,â he offered, fingers moving at the highest possible speed. âYou hear that?â
I groaned.
âCome on. Come for me. Please,â he leaned in as he cupped my cheek, giving me no escape. âIâm right here⊠I got youâŠâ
I gasped softly.
âThere you go⊠Come for me. Right here, right nowâŠâ
I felt it as I grabbed onto the sheets. He grabbed ahold of my hand, holding it tight.
âHold onto me. I got you⊠I got you, baby,â he panted.
There it was. My breath hitched, and his eyes widened.
âThere it isâŠâ he sounded almost relieved.
âMarcus!â
He kept going, until I was all fucked out. It was tiring, in the best way.
âThere it is⊠My favorite girlâŠâ he moaned, affectionately kissing at my neck as he closed his eyes.
I felt his wet fingers tracing my lower stomach, holding me tightly still. He seemed to settle on top of me, burying his face in my neck.
âI love the smell of your hair⊠Youâre incredible,â Marcus whispered as he moved to spoon me.
I wrapped his arms around me, closing my eyes. âCome here.â
âIâm not going anywhere,â he promised me, holding me tight as he pressed into my back, âIâm right here.â
*****
A week went by. I got up, almost like a routine, and I kissed Marcus before we both left my apartment, and I dropped Gigi off at school. After I got back in the car, I let out a long sigh. I drove and drove, and then I got out of the car, running inside. I felt my heart beating fast.
âHi. I was here last week.â
âYeah, I remember you, girl! Howâs it going?â Aracely smiled at me.
âCan I see Snowball?â I asked immediately, still anxious and antsy. âI wanna adopt him.â
Her face fell. I didnât understand. I couldn't take it.
âWhat?â I questioned. âWhat is it?â
âGirl, Iâm so sorry,â she breathed, as if letting it all out at once. âIâ We just found him a couple days ago. He didnât make it.â
Now I knew what that face was for.
âNoâŠâ I realized, unable to stop my face from twisting.
âIâm so sorry,â she shook her head, in her own state of distress now. âHe was just. He was too sick, and we didnât treat it in timeââ
âIâm sorry,â I said finally.
She shook her head. âNo, no, Iâm sorryââ
Everything she said to me started to sound like I was underwater. I couldnât take this feeling, this feeling of âtoo little, too lateâ. I was a mother.
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