#superbothered

Aral na.

I really shouldn't be cause it was my night to celebrate another year of an amazing life, but god damn...there's only so much a person can take. You know what it is to be genuinely nice to a person because you actually do want to be a good friend to them and then have them show you how unimportant you are in their life. The person I've become since moving away wouldn't really care, but damn, this one little thing broke me. Like I can't even think about it because so much that I want to say comes up in my mind but I know if I actually let it out, it won't do much, it'll go through one ear and out the other. It's hurtful to see how oblivious they are to how you feel. Put yourself in my shoes for once. I feel so unappreciated. A person gives so much, when the others give so little. I could be a heartless bitch, but the problem with me is that I show my niceness to the wrong crowd and they take advantage. So far to the point that I feel like shit. Shits gonna keep happening so I don't know why I'm ranting. Whatevs. *sigh*