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I'm born in July 13th, 2000, at 8:32 am, in Canada, at a place I won't tell. My mom was alone to take care of us, my sister My., my other sister Me., and me. We were poor, my mom was working really hard to keep us alive. I never talked to my real father, and I don't wanna.

My mom had me at the age of 31. She was with my father in that time, but he was... violent. My mom is a courageous, strong women who passed through alot. My father was beating her. He even tried to kill her at multiplied times, and beated the car of my aunt with an axe. He was beating my mom one day, and she was pregnant of my brother... She lost him. My father also raped my sister, Me.. 

My mom had to leave that house to take care of us, so while my father was gone to do something, she left with us. I was 2 months old. 

I had multiple step-fathers. The last one was an alcool drinker. He is dead a year or two ago, because of the alcool. 

At school, I was lonely, I wasn't talking to others. I tried to kill myself at 12 years old, In the 6th grade, by doing a overdose of pills. But just after I did, I saw a light and I don't know who, or how, but a voice told me I was strong and I was worth it. I believed that voice. I told my mom to bring me to the hospital. 

I woke up in a bed at the hospital, and I stayed there for two days. Then, a doctor came to my hospital room and he told me I was going to the psychiatric hospital. I cried so much, I didn't want to go there, but I knew it was for my best so I did.

7 months after, I was able to leave the psychiatric hospital. I have to take pills to be a normal girl, but it's okay, because I'm alive, and I know I'm strong. I do my best to make my family proud of me. Life is a beautiful thing, and I'm so happy to be here right now.

Now I'm 14 years old. I have a lot of friends. I try my best to make everyone happy, and I feel the emotions of people around me. I get emotional when someone cries. I'm happy to make others happy.