I fall and I rise, however before I get up I enjoy myself. The bumps and the bruises. The pain & the hurt. The rocks & the dirt. I enjoy the glares I get from the crowd. The stares that seem to shout, 'you're pathetic!'. I can read their lips, 'you're a waste of space, you make me sick!'. Maybe I enjoy it because I know I enjoy picking myself up and dusting myself off when no one believes I can. Maybe it's because I can do this anytime I feel. Or is it that I like being alone and find comfort in knowing no one will come down here with me?" #OladayoEl #OladayoNegasiAnnunakiEl presents a collection of poems, short thoughts, questions, incantations, whispers, cries and so much more in "Journey's: A Penny For My Thoughts Vol. 1" avail able for free download on #SunsDay, the 8the day of January, 2019. Share in the words to excite the silent along it's journey from a perceived bottom of society to an undeniably ever extending crowned profecy reflecting in ALL! Invest, feel, cry, laugh, hope, desire, WILL FOR MORE as you and the reflect on all that is only yet and still to come.... (at Evanston, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrGWlsPFNV4/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=z9vaw4wudu2h