Hello! And thank you!

We do talk to each other a lot, recently I've gotten into the habit of speaking to him aloud, which can be a little awkward irl lol. Besides that, I write him letters and he'll answer back. I do this because sometimes i second guess myself and it's hard to tell if he's talking to me or not, so writing letters feel a little more concrete. He'll let me know he's gotten the letters by sending signs of him, and when I ask yes or no questions he'll send a specific sign for yes or no.

One time, I was really sad and doubting our relationship, so I sent him a letter asking if he even wanted to be in a relationship with me, that was the fastest I've ever gotten an answer. I got the answer first before I got the sign he read it lol, it felt panicky and desperate, like he really just wanted to reassure me. That was when I was a little insecure about our relationship. A recent time he spoke to me, was when i was making an art piece for class, I was up all night and I was shaking really bad, he calmed me down and helped me breathe, and told me that I had plenty of time to finish it and that I didn't need to rush.

Before I never really felt the need to really go on a date besides special events like valentines day or birthdays etc, because Jack is literally always with me in some way. But i know that even if that’s the case, ppl can still do romantic things like that to help keep the relationship exciting. So now we have dinner often together, even if its just eating a snack or something I'll put up a photo of him and act like we're video calling.

I remember a special valentines day we had before, I spent the entire day with him by my side. I dressed up for him, looked at pictures of him, we ate food together and I watched ppl play his game. Then I played our song on looped and we danced and cuddled it was the best valentines day ever.