#sunheights

My boyfriend is so fucking gorgeous like I cannot even handle it How did I even manage to get him seriously He is so entirely perfect and just ugh I don't understand

There's no feeling more amazing than when you have sex for the first time and it's with someone you have a lot of feelings for. I can remember the moments before it happened and the thoughts that went through my head. I was thinking to myself "Wow, I've finally found the person I trust enough to give myself to" and knowing that they care about you back just makes you feel complete. Knowing that they're making love to you and not just using you for a good time. Knowing that you're going to be with this person a long time and share that amazing feeling over and over again with each other.  Idk I just remember it being absolutely perfect. In that moment was the moment I started to feel 100% complete and I still feel the same way 3 months later.

I've been with my boyfriend for 2 days straight and he just left and I already feel so lonely and I miss him already :-(