#sung-hee

Honestly though, I’m so torn because I love Mi-joo so much (idek why) and I want every happiness for her, so seeing her upset broke me a little. HAHA I’m trying not to root for her and Jung-do because let’s be real, that doesn’t happen in real life. I just want them to be friends and to be happy, but how are they going to do that now????????

Fuck. He felt a whole host of emotions and he couldn't say he liked any one of them. Why was Sung-Hee doing this? Why are you doing this? Did he really just throw away their valuable friendship on some silly little lark? Did he really just wave it away because he wanted more? Sung-Hee kissed him back, though. He kissed him back and it seemed like he wanted it, too. He was drunk. The words were ugly little truths, bouncing around in his panicking mind now. He didn't even fight off the way Sung-Hee snatched his wrist and he didn't try to pull it away, half expecting a headbutt to the face or even a knee to the groin. Sung-Hee was pissed. It was written over every line of his face. Nak Joon would have to be blind and deaf not to see it all, plainly there. He really didn't feel it. It was just Nak Joon anyway and he blew it big time. He stumbled back a few steps when he was shoved and his visceral reaction was to bounce right back and shove Sung-Hee, too. This didn't help his already violent mood that started the night he did something stupid. Why couldn't he be the one whose mind was clouded by alcohol? Once he did something, though, Nak Joon didn't half ass it and he wasn't going to start now. Already he jumped into this and he couldn't drop it now. It was not in his nature. Damn if that boyfriend comment didn't hit him where it hurt, though. His stomach seemed to drop out from under him and then he was glaring and jumping forward to grab Sung-Hee by the collar of his coat. "Ya! Fuck you! I never said I wanted a boyfriend! You calling me homo now?" By this time, they were definitely attracting all kinds of unwanted attention and even he couldn't ignore the chortles and wolf-whistles all around them. He heard phrases like lover's quarrel mixed in and it only made his face burn and the hand wrapped around Sung-Hee's coat shake. "You wanted it, too." He all but whispered the words at Sung-Hee, more than a little frightened by the naked need in his voice.