#sunforgrace

HELLO ry. for you i have…

so the thing is, All That completely holds sway over cas' personality from like then on. which is a lot. like i do think dean was ooc but also it's like so important to cas that it happened. so it's.... unignorable and therefore becomes iconic.

and i do sometimes enjoy, in an evil little way, that once dean knows just how much cas is willing to take from him and still forgive, he can't unknow it. like dean doesn't want to be like this, but he has this urge to test cas. to see if he can kick him and he will still come back. and s9 makes this a lot worse, to a point that i honestly think even dean doesn't like. because if cas will take that what else will he take.

also you know i do love when cas is sad and wet. which s9 is great for. in particular i do actually like im no angel a lot as an episode, including the destiel of it all.

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“That one was tense.”