Timeskip!Suna Rintarล eating Plug!reader out instead of paying for weed // smut, interact at you own risk
(sub!suna, name calling, cunnilingus, @f9lix mentioned)
โWhatโre you doing here?โ Sunaโs eyes are half closed, his posture slacking as he opens you the door to his apartment at 1 am.
You raise your eyebrows and scoff, โSuna, you called me.โ
โOh shit, did I?โ
โBro, you said youโd pay extra for me to come to your place if Iโd deliver it because youโre โtoo sore to walkโ. I donโt even wanna know what from!โ
โVolleyball, dumbassโ he sighs, โCome in.โ Suna turns around, walking back into his apartment, leaving the door open for you.
You follow him, slightly annoyed, โI canโt stay for long, need to drop by Oikawasโ to get new stuff from Mika.โ
Suna huffs out a lazy laugh, plopping down on the couch, โShit I forgot theyโre dating. Sheโs way too bad for Oikawa, dude. Iโd totally hit that if I could.โ
โYeah, me too. Whatever, give me your money now,โ you hit him with your foot.
โChillax. IโฆIโm kind short on cash right now. You know, end of month and stuffโฆโ He rubs his neck awkwardly.
You sigh, โSo youโฆcalled me to drive across town for weed that you canโt pay for. Wow. I thought the worst one was Atsumu wanting to pay with his dick for 1 gram, but you win.โ
Suna grins, โHe fucked you for weed?โ
โNo? I have some dignity left.โ
Sunaโs grin widens even more, โWhat about I offer you my tongue instead of my dick?โ Well damn.
Sunaโs tongue licks a big stripe from the back of your pussy to the front, landing at last on your clit. His hands hold your legs open for him, your hips pressing into his mouth and nose in rhythmic motions, โS-Sunaโฆa little more to the left, please.โ
He nods and moves his tongue as you ordered, eliciting a loud moan from you. โFuck, yes. Right there!โ
Your wetness is smeared all over his face and drips down his chin as he literally makes out with your cunt. That boy really wants that weed. Or you.
With a loud gasp, Suna pulls away after being buried in your pussy for so long, he forgot to breathe, โFuck,โ he gasps for air, โYou taste so fucking good, Y/n. Best one I had.โ
You, as well are out of breath and whine softly, โSunarin, go back to eating.โ
He nods obediently, diving back in. The Loser hasnโt shaved in a good while and since he canโt grow a beard, there are only a few little hairs that are now tickling your lips while Suna plunges his Tongue into your hole, rhythmically pushing it in and out.
Your eyes meet as he looks at you from between your legs, your face flushes prettily, soft moans slipping from your mouth. โMhh, Suna! So good!โ
He groans as a response, his hand going from your thigh to his crotch to re-adjust his aching boner. You hit him with your foot (again), โHey! No pleasure for you tonight!โ
He pouts, backs off just enough to mumble a quick, โIt was just uncomfortableโ and โSorry, Mommy,โ before lowering his head back down.
Long story short, you did in fact not go to Oikawaโs that night and Suna did get a lot of pleasureโฆ
a/n: English isnโt my first language, criticism is welcomed but please be nice. Likes, comments and reblogs are highly appreciated! Do not steal or copy my work, nor feed it to ai.
n: Yes, I ship Mika with Oikawa. Dare I say best Oikawa ship?
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Boyfriend!Suna who prefers to stay in and watch a movie with you. Both of you sprawled across the sofa, blankets and pillows scattered everywhere. You're both not even watching the movie properly, mainly on your phones, but in some way he's always grounded to you - legs intertwined, hands brushing, playing with your hair. He always has some form of contact with you.
Boyfriend!Suna who worries he'll lose you in public when you decide to wander off. His solution? Well, it's to keep you anchored to him by tugging at your belt loops or slipping a steady arm around your waist. He likes using his calloused hand to gently palm at your waist to keep you anchored to him. The second you even think about slipping away, heโs pulling you back before leaning down slightly and raising an eyebrow at you.ย
Boyfriend!Suna who loves it when you play with his hands. When you gently trace around the numerous callouses littering his hands from intense volleyball training or when your smaller fingers mindlessly fiddle with his larger ones.ย
Boyfriend!Suna who likes to keep a part of you with him throughout the day. One of your hairbands? Fake nail glue he keeps just in case one of yours falls off again? The little hand cream you love the smell of so much? Either way he's always prepared if you need anything.
Boyfriend!Suna who acts like you've been married for 30 years already. He keeps a photo of you in his wallet - although it's tearing at the sides and has creases, it's still his most prized possession.ย
Boyfriend!Suna who tries to get you a sweet treat after his practice. There's a bakery which you love close to the gym. Every so often he comes back to your shared apartment, hiding the box behind his back, fox eyes softening slightly at the edges as you squeal in delight and place the box on the counter before launching at him to give him a hug.
Boyfriend!Suna whose friends all know about you. They know your favourite flowers, snacks, movies.. the list is endless. โMy girlfriend did this..โ, โOh my girlfriend likesโฆโ.ย All because this emotionally constipated man actually never shuts up about you.
Boyfriend!Suna whose love language is quality time. You could be sitting in silence or be out and about. Either way, all he wants to do is spend time with you regardless of what you're doing.
Boyfriend!Suna who hides when he's flustered very well. Except you've realised that his ears tinge the faintest pink and so does his neck which he often tries to hide by placing his hand over it.
Boyfriend!Suna who never got over his nerdy interests as a kid. He still collects pokemon cards and you know heโll give you any of the ones you want, always reserving the cute ones for you.ย
Boyfriend!Suna who loves to make playlists for you. Any songs that remind him of you are immediately added and heโs always playing them on repeat. He loves to create playlists for the both of you and always listens to new music you recommend him.
Boyfriend!Suna whose camera roll is full of pictures of you. Most of them being candids he took when you weren't looking - one of you brushing your teeth in the mirror, another of you feeding some ducks at a pondโฆ all of these little moments he canโt bear to delete.ย
Boyfriend!Suna who loves to tease you and make you squirm - itโs his way of showing affection towards you. Heโll purposely tighten lids of jars just so youโd go to him, a pout adorning your lips as you begrudgingly ask for help. Heโd also place jars on the highest shelves just so you can ask for his help. Heโd come up behind you, chest brushing against your back and rough hands gripping your waist before leaning up to retrieve said jar. All whilst acting nonchalant and trying to see if he can get a reaction from you.
my first post - lwk so scared
shoutout to my twin may who helped me brainstorm, mwuah i love u
10.18 - kinktober day eleven ึด เฃช๐ค first time , ft. rintarou suna
there was no one you hated more than rintarou suna. your big brothersโ best friend was one of the most annoying guys youโd ever had the displeasure of meeting. heโd kick his feet up on your living room coffee table, shoes and all, as if he lived there himself. heโd go into your kitchen, make himself food, put empty milk cartons back in the fridge and empty cereal boxes back on the shelf. heโd walk into your room all too casually, leaning against your doorframe with a crooked smirk tugging at the corner of his lips when he caught you red-faced and slamming the lid of your laptop shut.ย
โwhatcha lookin at?โ
โnothing suna, seriously, do you ever learn to shut the fuck up? or knock for that matter? jesus fuck, this is none of your business and frankly iโm getting tired of you barging in here like you own the place, dipshit. just because my brothers are friends with you doesnโt meanโโ he walked across the room throughout the beginnings of your rant, winding up right in front of you. just a few inches from your face, his eyes flicked down at your lips and back up to your eyes, leaning in ever so slightly and letting out a small, breathy laugh at the sudden stop in your speech. โrelax, princess. iโm just sent to tell you dinnerโs ready. donโt gotta get your panties in such a twist.โย
your face turned a deeper shade of red. โshut up, suna.โย
โwhen are you gonna drop that?โ he asked, back facing you on his way towards the door. โdrop what?โย
โโsunaโ.โ
โwhy wouldnโt i call you suna? the fuck would you prefer?โ
โwell,โ he trailed off, head over his shoulder to smirk at you. โoh my god youโre the worst. get out!โ you threw a pillow at his back.ย
โow, damn. i was gonna say โrintarou.โ get your head outta the gutter, sweetcheeks.โย
โliterally shut up. leave. iโm so deadass, get out of my room.โย
you fell back on your bed, holding a pillow against your face and letting out an irritated groan. what a dick.ย
rintarou suna was fucking awful. at least, youโd always thought so. until one night, he was sleeping over with the twins, and there was a thunderstorm outside your window. it was late, had to have been past one or two in the morning. you were still up, low music playing from your speaker on your bedside table, curtains drawn wide open and all of your lights off: the only illumination being from the occasional lightning strike. you heard a couple light taps at your door, and almost missed them over the cracks of thunder echoing in your room through the screen of your open window. you walked over to your bedroom door, expecting a frightened atsumu or simply empty space where youโd tricked yourself into hearing something. no part of you expected to see a stone-faced suna, hands in the pockets of his sweatpants.ย
โsuna? what, why are you here? shouldnโt you guys be asleep?โ
โtwins are out cold.โย
โokay, soโฆ why are you at my door right now?โ
โwhy are you still up?โ
โstop avoiding my question.โย
โfine. just making sure youโre okay.โ
โand why would i not be?โ
โi dunno, thunderstorms can be scary.โย
โmhm, right. well as you can see iโm perfectly fine. i like watching the lightning anyway. itโs comforting, somehow.โย
โcould i watch with you?โ
โ... suna are you scared of thunderstorms?โ
โno!! god, iโm not seven.โย
โare you sure? cause your eyebrows look a little too furrowed for someone who isnโt afraid.โย
โiโm fine, yn.โ
โso then again, why are you really here?โ
โare you really gonna make me say it?โ
โyep.โย
โfine. iโm scared of thunderstorms.โ you laughed in his face, out of surprise rather than mocking. โi knew it. big strong rintarou suna: scared of a little storm.โย
โshut up,โ he rolled his eyes, โ...wait. so you think iโm big and strong?โ
โgoodnight, suna.โ you tried to shut your door but he stopped it with his foot.ย
โow.โย
โdude what the hell, why would you put your foot there??โ
โcause i didnโt want you to close the door on me, fucking duh.โ
โand why not? you canโt possibly just wanna sit and watch the storm with me.โย
โ...please?โ his tone softened when he spoke. gentle, even. sincere. you sighed and opened the door to its fullest, stepping to the side to let him in. โfine.โย
he walked towards your bed, sitting on the edge and waiting for you to join him. you sat on the corner side, against the wall, and nodded your head as if to tell him it was okay for him to sit next to you. the two of you had just a few inches between your arms, and you swear you could feel the heat radiating off of his body through his sweatshirt. the music hummed faintly in the background, covered mostly by both the recurring thunder and the heavy silence between the two of you. โsoโฆ,โ rintarou started, your head turning to face him. โhm?โย
โwhy do you hate me?โ
โwhat?โ
โseriously. why do you hate me?โ
โsuna, iโโย
โand why wonโt you call me rintarou?โ you sighed, not breaking eye contact. โi donโt hate you.โ
โyou certainly act like you do.โย
โbecause youโre annoying.โ
โiโm annoying?โ his eyebrows raised. โoh i know youโre not trying to insinuate that itโs me whoโs obnoxious.โ you sat up straighter, the two of you turning a bit to face one another better. โno, yn, i donโt think youโre annoying. iโll ask it again, why do you hate me?โย
โjesus christ, maybe because youโre a pain in my ass. you never seem to know when to shut up, you barge in here like you own the place, sometimes i come home and i just want to relax but nooo because someoneโs in the kitchen eating all my fucking snacks. and youโre ridiculously tall, and you never say what you mean, and you just stare at me all the fucking time and never say anything and itโs so irritating. youโre confusing, and infuriating, and you never seem to care about anything, and youโre so fucking arrogant i swear toโโ he cut you off, pressing his lips against yours. it took a split second for your head to catch up, melting into him almost immediately. your hands went to his hair, tugging slightly at the root and causing a choked moan to vibrate through his throat. his tongue slid against your bottom lip, easing it open. it took less than a few seconds to transform the kiss from slow and surprising to messy and heated. your leg draped over his lap and his hand dragged down to the back of your thigh to pull you closer, the other grabbing your ass to lift you to be straddling him.
your hands pulled at the fabric of his shirt, breaking the kiss only slightly to tear it off, a strike of lightning illuminating the room just in time to reflect against his chiseled chest. โholy shit.โย
โwhat, you literally called me big and strong earlier. what did you expect?โย
โno likeโฆ i knew you wereโฆ i knewโ i just, oh my god shut up.โ you crashed your mouth against his again, his hands immediately finding your waist. you subconsciously pressed your hips down against him, your body moving on its own to increase the friction between the two of you. he let out a deep groan against your mouth at the contact, and you started to cease your movements when you realized what you were doing. โsorry, i didnโt-โย
โthought you said to shut up. your turn.โ he tightened his grip on your hips, pressing you down harder against his bulge and beginning to rock you back and forth. your head fell back in pleasure and he used it as an opportunity to trail open mouthed kisses down your neck and collarbone to the peak of your breast, teeth scraping your skin every so often, sucking red against your flesh hard enough to be sure heโd leave a mark. your hips stuttered against his, hands on his shoulders for stability, whines leaving your lips almost uncontrollably. โcan i take this off?โ he looked up at you, tugging gently on the hem of your tanktop, and slowly dragging it up and off your chest at your nod of approval. your nipples stiffened immediately at the hit of cold air, your back arching and in turn pressing your breasts closer to his face. a cocky smile pulled the corners of his lips up, leaning in to continue his trail of hickeys down one of your tits, taking it in his mouth while his hand toyed with the other, pinching and pulling at your stiff bud. โrin, rintarou-โ he chuckled against your skin at the sudden shift in desperation radiating off of you. โrintarou seriously hold on, iโm- iโฆ what the fuck,โ you breathed out, head back and eyes screwed shut.ย
โwait are youโฆ yn. are you close?โ he asked, face still so close to your chest that his lower lip dragged across your nipple when he spoke, drawing a desperate moan from your lips. your grip on his shoulders just tightened in response as you pressed yourself down against him harder, rocking back and forth faster than before. โoh, oh shit. okay. woah.โ he flattened his tongue against your nipple, his teeth lightly grazing the sensitive peak. his hands grabbed at your ass, assisting in your movements. his fingers slipped under the fabric of your tiny pajama shorts, squeezing at your bare flesh. he trailed his mouth back up your neck, stopping when he noticed a specific spot made your thighs contract and your eyebrows press together harder, as if that was really even possible. he focused his attention there, one hand on your ass and the other playing with your tits all while his mouth worked at your sweet spot. your movements got faster and less uniform, rapidly raking yourself across his clothed length to chase your orgasm.ย
when you finally collapse against him, hips slowly coming to a stop as you ride out your high, he almost stills below you, his hands on your hips and his eyes wide and his breath still slowly fanning your chest. when you finally picked your forehead up off his shoulder and sat back up to face him he was already wide-eyed staring right at you, the both of you silently catching your breath. โsoโฆ youโฆโย
โshut up, rintarou.โ his face broke out into a giant grin. โhey, youโre saying my name. and not just because youโre fucking yourself on my bulge-โย
โshut UP, oh my god.โ you hid your face back in his neck, pulling yourself back up when he laughed. โiโm not judging you, iโm justโฆโย
โyouโre judging me.โ
โno, iโm serious. itโs not that.โ
โwhat, can you not make girls cum or something?โ you rolled your eyes, keeping your gaze to the side, too embarrassed to look at him.
โno, iโve never struggled with that,โ he cracked a flashy, confident grin, letting it fall only to continue his point. โiโve just never had a girl cum in her pants from grinding on me. that was really hot iโm not gonna lie to you.โ
โwhat?โ you focused your gaze back on his. โiโm serious yn, that was hot. likeโฆ really hot. i canโt believe that just happened. my stupid friendsโ little sister whoโs always hated me just literally came in her pants over me. i might be unstoppable.โ
โoh my god get over yourself, rintarou. maybe iโm imagining someone else. maybe iโm just horny.โ you shifted a little, very aware of the stickiness in your panties, forgetting that the movement of your hips was just further grinding against him. he choked down a moan. โwere you? thinking of someone else, i mean. or just horny. whatever.โย
โ...no.โ
โi knew it. pretty girl fucked so dumb from one little orgasmโ pussy untouched, by the way, that she and her bratty little mouth canโt even think of a way to lie to me.โย
โdid you already forget what i said about not knowing when to shut up?โ
โoh come on, baby, donโt be mean. youโre still coming down from the orgasm you just got and you wanna be mouthy? if you wanna be mouthy iโll gladly get you on your knees and iโll give you somethinโ to keep you busy.โย
โhow the fuck did this happen.โ you mumbled to yourself. rintarou just laughed. โgood point. how did i get you like this? topless and on my lap with a mess in your cute little panties? must be the luckiest guy alive. i just have to know, is this a common thing?โ
โwhat do you mean?โ
โlikeโฆ do you always cum in your pants from a little dryhumping? are you just really quick to cum or am i special?โ
โiโฆ wouldnโt know.โ
โwhat do you mean, no guy ever given you the chance to dryhump? or has no one ever gotten you off before?โ
โumโฆ neither.โ his head tilted to the side slightly. โwhat do you mean? are you a virgin?โย
โmaybe.โ his lips slowly spread into a smile as your head ducked down to look at your hands to avoid looking at rintarou. his eyes darkened, canines practically dripping with drool. โyou donโt say.โย
โi know thatโs like lame or whatever, butโโย
โseriously, stop talking.โ he wrapped an arm around your waist, flipping you so that you were flat on your back with rintarou hovering over you. his thumb drew circles on your hipbone while his mouth pressed kisses down your neck and chest, winding himself up at the waistband of your shorts. he looked up at you for approval, slowly tugging the fabric down your legs. his long fingers danced across your skin, delicately spreading your legs farther apart and using his fingertips to trace shapes on your inner thighs. his lips pressed against your core, chucking a little at the damp spot from your arousal and your previous orgasm. he pulled your soaked panties down your thighs, sticking them in the pocket of his sweatpants.ย
he licked a stripe up your core, groaning at your taste. your thighs tried to close around his head instinctively, to which he brought up his hands and pried them apart again, pinning them down to the point where if you tried to close them youโre not sure youโd be able to. you stuttered out something that sounded like it was supposed to resemble his name and he just laughed against you, the sound vibrating through you and causing a moan to break your attempt at a half-formed plea. โitโs okay baby, you donโt have to try to make a sentence. just relax.โย
he pressed the pad of his thumb against your clit, slowly working you open with his tongue. you tugged on his hair to get him closer, his nose bumping against you in the process. he brought a finger to your hole, slowly working it in against his tongue to get you used to the stretch before adding a second finger. it wasnโt long before he had your back arching up and your legs locking around his head as you fell apart. he pressed a kiss to your clit, smiling at the way it twitched and your breath shook before pulling himself back up to face you with a devilish grin. โgotta be quiet, princess. wouldnโt want to wake your brothers up, huh?โย
you pulled him down by his hair, bringing his lips to yours, tasting yourself on him. you brought one of your legs up to hook around his hips, lifting your hips in an attempt to gain friction against the large indent of his sweatpants. โnot fair. why am i naked and you still have pants on?โ you asked between kisses. โyou want in my pants that bad?โย
โyes,โ you softly whined, much to his surprise. โholy shit you actually said yes.โย
โof course i did, i want you to fuck me.โย
โwhatever you say, princess.โ he sat back on his knees momentarily, leaving you spread out before him. his hands paused at his waistband. โwhat, rin? please god donโt tell me youโre about to stop.โย
โno, i just wanna enjoy this. try to seal it in my memory. donโt wanna forget it. you look beautiful. you look beautiful clothed, too, donโt get me wrong. you just look nice when youโre not mad at me. even more so knowing your pretty lips are all kiss-swollen and your hairโs a mess and itโs all cause of me. doing wonders for my ego.โ
โif thereโs anything you donโt need itโs an ego boost.โย
โthis entire night has been an ego boost, baby.โ he pulled down the waistband of his sweatpants just enough for his cock to spring out, slapping against his stomach. your eyes went wide at the size. โholy shit,โ you breathed.ย
โlike what you see?โ he smirked. โyeah.โ you stared at it, unblinking and with wide eyes. โokay now iโm getting self-conscious, why are you staring?โ
โitโs just really big. and also not ugly.โ itโs true. you think if there was a competition for prettiest dicks ever, he might win. โyeah? you think iโm pretty?โย
โwhy would i let you fuck me if i didnโt at least think you were pretty?โ
โso youโre saying youโre madly in love with me?โ
โcan you cool it with the lovebombing? iโm getting cold and if you donโt fuck me soon i might go clinically insane.โ
โaww, you want my cock that bad?โ
โrintarou i swear to god if you donโt put that inside of me iโm literally gonna kick you out and send you back to my brothers butt ass naked and then youโll- oh,โ your train of thought ended halfway when he brought the tip up to your hole, making small circles with the head. he dragged it slowly from your weeping entrance to your clit, pressing himself against it just enough to see your broken whimpers. he lined himself up and pushed it in, inch by inch.ย
he traced hearts along the side of your hip, hooking one of your legs over him as he pulled himself in and out little by little, letting you adjust. his other hand was drawing his own name against your clit, his mouth pressing soft kisses along your neck and collarbone. he pressed a kiss to your forehead, confirming that he could speed up, and settled into a steady rhythm. his hand moved from your hip up to cover your mouth when you started getting too loud, a necessary precaution to keep your family from waking up.ย
your eyes rolled back and his pace picked up, losing uniformity and growing rapid and uncontrolled, back arching so far up into him that you may as well have snapped your spine as you came undone in sync with his release. he kissed your temple, the two of you catching your breath as he carefully pulled out and grabbed your discarded tanktop to wipe up the insides of your thighs. โseriously? my tanktop?โย
โyouโll live, you have a million tanktops.โย
โnot gonna wipe off your dick?โ
โnah. wanna wake up knowing youโre still on me. just a shame itโll wash off when i have to shower tomorrow.โย
โwhatever, freak.โ he kissed you gently one last time before heading towards your bedroom door. โyou love me.โย
โiโll text you.โย
โnudes?โ you laughed. โgoodnight, rintarou.โย
you never thought your life would get ruined by something as stupid as mind-reading. super strength, teleportation, flying? fine, youโd take those. but noโyour gift is hearing whatโs rattling around in other peopleโs heads, which is 80% nonsense, 15% food, and 5% things you wish you could scrub from your memory with bleach.
you begged the universe to take it back.
the universe said no and flipped you off.
atsumuโs brain is a crime scene. osamuโs is a constant stream of onigiri recipe adjustments. aranโs isโฆ surprisingly calm, like jazz music. but suna rintarล?
sunaโs head is a deranged fanfiction where you are the unwilling main character.
see, you always thought suna disliked you. he never talks to you unless necessary, never acknowledges your presence outside the role of manager, and his whole vibe screams i would rather nap than engage with humanity. youโd been convinced he couldnโt stand your voice, the way you hover around practice, or the fact that you even exist.
but then you heard him think for the first time.
and it was not the voice of someone indifferent. it was the voice of a man clinging to the edge of sanity by his fingertips. you had this guy screaming like a high school girl who got a letter from her crush.
it starts during morning drills. youโre crouched down, collecting stray balls near the sideline, when sunaโs internal monologue slams into you like a freight train:
โdonโt bend over. donโt bend over. oh my god sheโs bending over. jesus christ, i could write a dissertation on her thighs. if i look too long, iโll drool. iโm literally drooling. am i drooling? oh my god, check your chin. act cool. look bored. bored. BORED.โ
you glance up just in time to see suna leaning against the wall with that trademark deadpan, half-lidded expression. he looks like he hasnโt had a single thought in days. which is hilarious, because five seconds ago he was practically making a shrine out of your kneecaps in his mind.
another time, youโre sitting on the bench scribbling down some notes on rotation patterns. sunaโs nearby, idly tying and untying his shoelaces. outwardly, he looks like the human embodiment of the โโฆโ typing bubble. inwardly, though?
โher fingers. holy shit, her fingers. i want to suck on her fingers. iโd let her break my neck with those. look at the way she holds the pen. elegant. majestic. i could frame a picture of her hand holding that pen and hang it above my bed. iโd bow to it every morning like itโs the fucking sun. sheโs gripping the pen tighter. fuck, i wish that was myโRINTARล STOP IT.โ
you almost drop your clipboard. suna doesnโt even blink. just sits there in silence, probably imagining you strangling him with athletic tape.
lunch breaks are the worst. one day youโre eating an onigiri osamu made, minding your business, when sunaโs thoughts bleed into your head like some cursed radio frequency:
โsheโs eating. holy fuck, sheโs eating. look at her lips. look at the way the rice sticks. iโd pay money to be a grain of rice right now. god, iโd be the happiest carb alive. i wonder if she chews soft or hard. jesus christ, listen to yourself, rintarล, youโre disgusting. no, but reallyโimagine if she fed me a bite. iโd get on my knees for that. in public. i donโt care.โ
you choke so hard on the onigiri that aran has to hand you his water bottle. suna just sits there with that same neutral face, but you can feel him vibrating internally like a broken washing machine.
his obsession leaks into the smallest, dumbest situations.
you say, โgood serve, aran!โ during a scrimmage. sunaโs brain short-circuits: โwhy not me? why the fuck, not me? i can serve. iโll serve right now. iโll serve until my arm falls off. say good serve, suna, please, god, iโll sell my soul.โ
when you do say, โgood block, suna!โ his response is so underwhelmingโjust a lazy โthanksโโthat no one would suspect heโs having a full-blown meltdown inside: โholy fuck, she saw me. she noticed me. she loves me. this is it. this is the beginning of our epic romance. kita, youโre best man. atsumu, youโre not invited.โ
heโs constantly thinking about stupid scenarios: if you tripped, heโd catch you bridal style โperfect excuse to touch her waist, god please trip just once, iโll even stick my foot outโ. if you offered him a sip of your water bottle, heโd drink from the exact same spot your lips touched โindirect kiss, fuck yes. fuck no, iโm hardโ. if you said you were cold, heโd strip off his jersey and force it on you โsheโll smell like me. iโll smell like her. iโll never wash it again. rot in filth? worth it. should i get my brain checked?โ nah man, youโre good, just a lil off the grid.
youโll be adjusting the scoreboard and hear: โsheโs reaching up, that shirtโs riding higher, if i look iโm a creep, but if i donโt look iโll regret it forever. fuck it. tiny glance. okay, enough. another glance. iโm so hard right now, iโm going to hell. and sheโs the devil leading me there and iโd thank her. NO, GO TO THE BATHROOM AND DROW YOURSELF, RINTARล.โ
all while his face is the picture of absolute boredom.
the wildest part? you still like him. even with the knowledge that suna rintarล is mentally begging to be hand-fed rice balls and strangled with athletic tape, your crush hasnโt died. if anything, itโs worse.
you used to just think he had pretty eyes and a lazy kind of charm. now you know that beneath his flat, apathetic exterior is a man drooling, panting, and metaphorically clawing at the walls of his skull every time you so much as breathe in his direction.
itโs pathetic. itโs hilarious. itโsโฆ honestly kind of endearing.
and the best part is: he has absolutely no idea you can hear every single thirsty, desperate, completely unhinged thought.
for now, you let him keep his dignity.
but oh, is he going to combust when the truth comes out.
you never realized how long you could keep a secret until now. weeks of knowing suna rintarลโs brain runs like a one-man late-night broadcast, starring you, featuring you, directed by his catastrophically deprived imagination.
itโs the end of practice. the boys are sweaty and loud, volleyballs scattered across the floor like confetti. youโre walking along the sideline, clipboard hugged to your chest, when it happens. you bend down to pick up a stray ball, and there it is, blasting straight into your skull like surround sound:
โthat skirt. oh my fucking god. she bent over again. if god loved me, heโd let me crawl under the bleachers and just sniffโno. stop. act cool. bored. bored face. eyes half-shut. donโt stare too long. donโt drool. is my mouth open? close your mouth, idiot. IโM DROOLING! jesus, i need to bite something. maybe the ball. maybe my jersey. maybe her aโโ
you snort. loudly.
sunaโs head swivels, sharp despite the usual droopy eyes. that look could kill. not because itโs scaryโbecause itโs too calculating, like heโs already putting the puzzle together.
you slap a hand over your mouth, praying heโll shrug it off. he doesnโt. he stares.
โโฆwhatโs so funny?โ
your silence is answer enough.
his mind stutters, then detonates:
โshe knows. she KNOWS. holy shit, sheโs been listening this whole time. months of me begging to be hand-fed grapes like a roman emperor. months of me imagining her thighs as a pillow. she knows iโd drink her bathwater. she knows that i prepared my vows. SHE KNOWS THAT I WANT 6 KIDS. oh my god. oh my actual god. dig a grave. lower me in. quick. before she tells anyone.โ
your composure crumbles. a laugh bursts out, sharp and bright. it echoes in the emptying gym.
suna looks like someone just unplugged him from the matrix.
โyou,โ he says slowly, voice flat but dangerous. โyou can hear me.โ
he doesnโt yell. he doesnโt even move fast. he just stands there, staring at you like a man watching his own funeral procession.
โoh my god,โ he mutters, dragging a hand down his face. โyouโve been hearing me. all of it.โ
the second-hand embarrassment is so bad you almost feel sorry for him. almost.
he collapses onto the floor, sitting like his knees gave out. โโฆiโm ruined.โ
his thoughts pour like a faucet he canโt shut off.
โshe knows i called her my future wife in my head during drills. she knows i mentally thanked god for inventing legs when she wore shorts. she knows i once spent a full set fantasizing about being her chair. i canโt look at her. no, i have to look. sheโs so pretty when she laughs. god, iโd let her spit in my face. oh my god she knows that too.โ
โrin,โ you wheeze, covering your face to hide your grin.
โdonโt,โ he cuts in flatly, voice muffled behind his hands. โdonโt even say my name. every time you say it, my brain takes its clothes off. you know that now. you know everything. iโm exposed. humiliated. reduced to dust.โ
you laugh harder, doubling over, and he groans like youโre stabbing him in the chest in a hot way. how does that work? donโt ask me.
minutes pass. the gym is nearly empty. itโs just the two of you, and sunaโs pride in shreds on the floor. finally, he tips his head back against the wall and says, โiโm serious. i should transfer schools. start fresh. join a monastery. shave my head. take a vow of silence. maybe celibacy. actually, no, i canโt do celibacy. not with you around.โ
his thoughts churn.
โlook at her sitting there, laughing like sunshine. iโd let her carve her name into my forehead with a rusty nail. iโd be honored. iโd be grateful. she has no idea how bad i want toโoh wait, no, she does. she knows everything. holy fuck, iโm sweating. do i smell? god, i hope i smell good. maybe like desperation. maybe she likes desperation. iโd bathe in it if she asked.โ
you clutch your clipboard like itโs the only thing keeping you alive. โyouโre insane,โ you manage.
โyouโre telling me.โ he finally looks at you, straight-on, with that terrifying flat expression that makes everything he says sound 100% dead serious. โi canโt be normal around you. iโve tried. iโve failed. iโve been mentally begging for you to step on my chest since day one.โ
โrin!โ you squeak.
โwhat?โ he shrugs, but his ears are crimson. โyou already know. might as well say it. iโm pathetic. iโm depraved. iโmโฆโ his voice dips, and for once, itโs not boredโitโs rough, desperate. โโฆcompletely yours. in my head. in real life. everywhere.โ
you swallow. hard. because for all the ridiculous filth spilling out of him, thereโs something underneath. something raw and sharp. he means it. every single depraved thought, every humiliating daydreamโhe means it, because itโs him.
and you like it.
so you lean closer, just enough for your knee to bump his. โso what are you going to do about it?โ
his breath catches.
his brain combusts: โkiss her. touch her. marry her. crawl inside her pocket and live there forever. no, be cool. be chill. youโve never been chill in your life. fuck it, just kiss her. now. do it before kita walks in and ruins it.โ
and for once, suna doesnโt overthink. he tilts his head lazily, like itโs no big deal, and kisses you.
itโs not graceful. his mouth is hot, clumsy, too much all at once, but his hands tremble like heโs holding something holy. and all you can hear is staticโloud, overwhelming static punctuated by stray words: mine mine mine mine mine.
he pulls back just slightly, eyes half-lidded, smirk twitching at the corner. โyou still laughing at me?โ
you grin. โa little.โ
his brain screams. โoh god she smiled. she smiled at me. iโd sell atsumu for her smile. iโd kill aran. iโd kill me. end me, bury me, as long as she smiles while doing it.โ
later, as you sit shoulder-to-shoulder on the gym floor, suna murmurs, โso you really heard everything, huh?โ
โeverything,โ you confirm.
he sighs, slow and dramatic. โthen i guess you already know iโm never letting you go.โ
you laugh softly. โyeah. i know.โ
and the static in your head doesnโt stopโโshould i give her a hickey? should i kiss her again? do i take her home now? oh wait, can i take her home? weโre technically married. oh i just realized that i can bury my face between her thighs now, yup, definitely taking her home.โโbut maybe you donโt want it to.
a: idk i accidentally deleted this so i wrote a new one. not before crashing out, obviously.
ยฉ showhay โ donโt copy nor translate without my permission. i do not own any of the photos that i have used. credits to all the rightful owners. (หถหแหหต)
He think he might actually end whoever is ringing up his phone at half past 8 at night. Not because he's sleeping or anything. God no, it was way too early to sleep.
He is going to end them because this was his sacred show time, where his favourite of all favourite shows in the history of TV aired.
Yes, call him old fashioned.
In this day and age, he still enjoys watching live TV. Mostly because this this show hasn't dropped on any streaming service yet.
Or pirated website.
Believe him, he checks those out on an hourly basis.
His phone rings, for the upteenth time, and he blindly reaches behind him to grab it.
Without looking at the screen, he accepts the call and begins his rant.
"Now listen up you little-"
"Can you pick me up?"
Immediately, he softens. Your voice rings from other other end of the line, wobbly and breathy as if you were trying to hold back your tears.
Alarms go off in his mind, and he's fast on his feet, his show long abandoned.
"Hey, hey what's wrong?" He asks, stumbling over his own feet as he grabs his jacket from the back of a chair.
So much for chaos being useless.
He's never been happier he didn't put shit where it belonged.
"I hurt my foot, like really really bad and I can't walk now."
There's the distinct sound of chatter in the background, cars driving by in the middle of the night.
He concluded you must have been on your way back from work, and his heart aches at the sheer amount of pain your voice holds.
"S'okay sweetheart, I'll be right there yeah? Just send me your address," he promised, not even bothering to tie his laces properly as he raced down the stairs of his apartment building.
A deep, primal instinct flares up inside him, propelling him forward as he slams the entrance door open to head to his car.
He must look mad to anyone watching him, he's sure of it. His phone held to his ear as he babbled on and on, incoherent strings of sentences only you could possibly translate into something understandable.
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It was a cool spring night. You were laying in bed with your lover Suna Rintarou. The both of you embracing one another to use your bodyโs temperature as natural warmth.
You were wide awake though. Why? You didnโt know. You just were. Sure you need sleep, but what could you do for not being able to sleep?
โY/n? Whyโre you still up..?โ He mumbled, noticing your distressed shifting.
โCanโt sleep.โ You replied casually, yet exhausted, also slightly shivering from the cold. Sure it was spring, but that didnt mean it was gonna be super warm.
He let go of you for a second, still half awake, taking off his hoodie, wearing a black tee underneath, before handing it to you. After you put it on, he went back to embrace you, pressing soft kisses to your face.
โIf you need anything, let me knowโฆโ he said in a deep tired voice.
โI willโ
He put his hand up the hoodie to draw shapes on your bare back, to hopefully help you fall asleep easier.
It helped a lot.
He then pressed more soft and tender kisses to your face before eventually kissing your lips.
After pulling away you laid your head on his chest, letting him draw shapes on your back. You felt your eyes become heavier.
Before you knew it, youโd have fallen asleep. Comfortably in his embrace.
Suna kept drawing shapes for a bit before eventually removing his hand, pressing another kiss on your forehead.
Eventually he murmured a quick โGoodnightโ before passing out with you in his embrace.
sunarin x fem! reader
note: short rushed drabble-y thing i wrote while procrastinating homework. this is so self indulgent lol #freeme #ihateschool
wc; 485
you could feel your boyfriendโs glare behind your back, staring at you from his place in your bed. choosing to ignore him, you turned on the noise canceling setting on your headphones as you scribbled furiously in your notebook. his sharp gaze soon became too much, causing you to finally take off your headphones and turn around to meet his eyes.
โwhat is it now?โย
he kept his silence, still staring straight through your soul. you sighed, and then turned back around to continue working on your homework. as you were sliding your headphones back on, he shot up and grabbed them off your head.ย
โwhat the fuck rin? give it back!โย
โno, not until you close your damn notebook and come to bed.โ so thatโs what it was about.
โitโs due at 11:59, i need to finish it.โ you fired back.ย
โ11:59 when?โย
โ...sunday.โ you admitted, looking back down at your notebook. he snatched it from you, simultaneously shutting your laptop as well. you sighed, and got up from your desk chair for the first time in hours.ย
suna was by no means a star student, giving just enough effort to get by since high school, those habits continuing through now, as a university student. unfortunately for you, you were conditioned to get ahead with schoolwork, especially now with your major being one of the more difficult ones in stem. you two had met through a mutual friend, osamu miya, who you had tutored first semester freshman year when you were both in the same chemistry class. he had dragged suna to one of your tutoring sessions, as he was sick and tired of hearing him complain about his โterribleโ calculus professor and how boring the class was.ย
that changed real quick for him, now that you both were in the same lecture. he was a lot more motivated to come to class, and not because he was intrigued by derivatives. he would spend most of the hour observing you as you took notes, periodically showing you some stupid post on his instagram explore page, or random photos from his camera roll. one thing he could conclude for certain; you were the prettiest girl he had ever been blessed to cross paths with.ย
you both were not ones for dating, never really having been in a serious relationship before, but suna couldโve sworn he was in love after a mere two weeks of knowing you. things moved pretty quickly after that, and you two didnโt have many issues in your relationship. other than the current predicament you were in.ย
โbabe, that is 5 days away. it is 11:23 pm. it is time for bed.โ he wrapped his arms around your torso guiding you towards the bed.ย
โrin i really wanted to get it done tonight.โย
โtoo bad, iโm tired and i canโt sleep without you.โ
After taking your shoes off at the front door, everyone followed him upstairs and into his room. His parents apparently were not going to be home for another few hours.
You were surprised by how big his room was.
It was clean too. Annoyingly clean.
His bed was neatly made, his desk was organized, and there were only a few scattered volleyball magazines and clothes here and there.
It felt veryโฆ Suna.
Quiet. Minimal. Kind of boring.
The six of you settled down in a circle on the floor, pulling out notebooks, textbooks, pencils, and random assignments. You placed your bag beside you and looked around at everyone.
โOkay, Atsumu,โ you started, โbegin with the homework you can do by yourself first. Leave the rest for me later.โ
Atsumu groaned dramatically.
โYou make it sound like Iโm stupid.โ
โYou are stupid.โ
โMean.โ
You ignored him and looked around at everyone else.
โYou guys too, if you need help.โ
โOkay, thank you,โ Remi smiled.
Sana nodded too.
Even Suna muttered out a quiet, โThanks.โ
You blinked at him for a second.
Then looked away.
For a while, the room stayed relatively quiet.
The only sounds were pencils scratching against paper, pages turning, and Atsumu sighing dramatically every five minutes whenever he got stuck.
You had just started working on one of your own assignments whenโ
โY/NNNN.โ
You looked up immediately.
Atsumu was staring at you from across the circle like a child begging for attention.
โI need help with this,โ he complained. โPlease.โ
You sighed and put your pencil down.
โOkay, letโs see.โ
You got up from your spot and made your way over.
The twins shifted slightly to make room for you between them.
You squeezed into the space and leaned over Atsumuโs worksheet.
โWhat are you stuck on?โ
โAll of it.โ
โYouโre hopeless.โ
โYeah, yeah.โ
You spent the next several minutes explaining the problem to him. Osamu occasionally chimed in just to insult Atsumu for not understanding basic math. Atsumu kept getting distracted halfway through.
You had to explain the same thing twice.
Then three times.
Then four.
Eventually, though, he finally seemed to understand.
โOhhh,โ Atsumu said slowly. โOkay, that actually makes sense.โ
โSee?โ you said. โYouโre not completely helpless.โ
โDebatable,โ Osamu muttered.
Atsumu glared at him.
You laughed quietly under your breath before standing back up.
โWell, there you go. That should help you out.โ
Atsumu smiled up at you.
โThank you.โ
You nodded and started heading back toward your original spot.
But when you glanced up, you realized Suna was already looking at you.
You frowned slightly.
โWhat?โ
He leaned back against the wall behind him.
โCan you help me too?โ he asked. โIโm having trouble with English this time.โ
You blinked.
โYou?โ
He rolled his eyes.
โYes, me.โ
You sat there for a second before nodding. Reluctantly, you were going to help him.
โOh, suโโ
โI can help.โ
Everyone looked over at Sana.
She smiled as she shifted closer.
โIโm super good at English,โ she said. โHere, let me see.โ
She leaned forward slightly, trying to look over Sunaโs shoulder at his paper.
But Suna shook his head.
โNo, itโs fine.โ
Sana paused.
โI like the way Y/N explains things,โ Suna said casually. โMaybe next time. Thanks, though.โ
Sana looked surprised for a second.
Then she smiled awkwardly and nodded.
โOh. Okay.โ
There was a weird pause after that.
Not long.
Just long enough for the room to feel slightly awkward.
Thankfully, you broke it before it could get worse.
You grabbed your notebook and moved over to where Suna was sitting.
โOkay,โ you said as you sat down beside him. โWhat part donโt you understand?โ
He slid the worksheet toward you.
โThis.โ
You looked down at it.
โSeriously? This is easy.โ
โYouโre so nice.โ
โI know.โ
You pointed to one of the questions.
โOkay, so basically, this word changes depending on the sentence. You have to pay attention to the tense first.โ
Suna nodded slightly.
You kept explaining.
As you talked, you focused on the paper in front of you.
You didnโt notice that Suna had stopped looking at the worksheet entirely.
His eyes were on you instead. On the side of your face. The way your eyebrows furrowed slightly whenever you were trying to explain something. The way you absentmindedly tapped your pencil against the page. The way your voice softened without you realizing it.
It was strange.
Because Suna had spent so much time thinking you were annoying.
Loud. Irritating. Bossy.
But right nowโ
You didnโt seem annoying at all.
You seemedโฆ
Different.
And that feeling in his chest was weird.
Not bad.
Just unfamiliar.
Like he was stuck in place and couldnโt look away even if he wanted to.
He barely heard a word you said for the last thirty seconds.
Finally, you looked up.
โSoโฆ do you get it now?โ
Suna blinked.
You were closer than he realized.
Close enough that he could see the details of your face clearly.
Close enough that it made his chest feel strange all over again.
โUhโฆโ
He quickly looked away.
โNo, sorry.โ
He cleared his throat and scratched the back of his neck.
โCan you repeat it one more time?โ
You stared at him for a second.
Then you nodded.
โItโs fine. Yeah, sure.โ
You looked back down at the paper and started explaining again.
This time, Suna forced himself to pay attention.
Mostly.
A little while later, โAhh, finally done!โ
Remi stretched her arms above her head dramatically.
Everyone else looked up from their work.
โWhat should we do now?โ she asked.
You yawned and rubbed your eyes.
โBeats me. Iโm kind of hungry though.โ
You looked over at Suna.
โDo you have any snacks?โ
โYeah,โ he said. โLetโs just go downstairs and see whatโs there.โ
No one argued with that.
Everyone stood up and started making their way downstairs.
Atsumu immediately headed for the kitchen cabinets.
Osamu grabbed drinks out of the fridge.
Remi found a bag of chips.
Sana offered to help carry things to the table.
Within a few minutes, everyone was sitting around Sunaโs dining room table with snacks spread out between you.
There were chips, cookies, crackers, juice, candyโbasically anything that could be found in a kitchen.
Atsumu was already halfway through a bag of chips.
โSlow down,โ Osamu said. โYou eat like youโve never seen food before.โ
โIโm growing.โ
โYouโre literally done growing.โ
You smiled to yourself and grabbed a cookie off the plate.
The conversation stayed light for a while.
Mostly just random things.
School.
Teachers.
Atsumu complaining about practice.
Remi talking about a movie she wanted to watch.
Sana slowly started getting more comfortable, laughing more often and talking a little louder now.
At one point, Atsumu told a story about falling asleep in class and accidentally snoring loud enough for the teacher to hear.
Everyone laughed.
Even Suna.
You looked at him for a second when you heard it.
His laugh was quieter than everyone elseโs.
But still there.
The room eventually grew quieter after a while.
Not awkward.
Just calm.
Then Sana suddenly looked between you and Suna.
โSoโฆโ she started.
You looked up from your drink.
โI have to ask.โ
You narrowed your eyes slightly.
โAsk what?โ
Sana smiled nervously. โAre you and Suna dating?โ
The room immediately went silent.
You stared at her.
Suna looked equally confused.
Atsumu started choking on his drink.
โWhat?โ you asked.
โSorry!โ Sana said quickly, laughing awkwardly. โI know thatโs kind of blunt. You guys just seemโฆ close.โ
You and Suna looked at each other. You held eye contact for a second.
Then another.
And thenโ
You burst out laughing.
โNever,โ you said immediately.
You leaned back in your chair, still laughing.
โLike, if we were the last two people on Earth, Iโd still stay away from him.โ
Suna scoffed.
โDating her would probably be the worst experience of my life,โ he said.
You looked at him.
โAnd Iโve gone through a lot,โ he added dramatically.
You laughed again.
โAll she does is nag me,โ he said teasingly.
You tilted your head.
โLike you donโt nag me?โ
โYou literally yell at me every day.โ
โBecause youโre annoying.โ
โYouโre annoying too.โ
โYou started it.โ
โNo, you did.โ
โNo, I didnโt.โ
โYes, you did.โ
Remi, Atsumu, and Osamu were all laughing now as the two of you continued bickering back and forth.
โYouโd cry if you had to date me,โ you said.
โI absolutely would.โ
โYouโre so dramatic.โ
โYouโre mean.โ
โYouโd survive.โ
โBarely.โ
Sana laughed so hard she had to cover her mouth.
โOkay,โ she said between laughs, โforget I ever asked.โ
You smiled.
โYou guys are more like a divorced failed marriage.โ
Everyone laughed again.
โI wouldnโt even marry him in the first place,โ you shot back.
โGood,โ Suna said. โBecause Iโd say no.โ
You narrowed your eyes.
โYouโre obsessed with me.โ
โIn your dreams.โ
โPlease.โ
โYouโd be lucky.โ
You threw a napkin at him.
He caught it easily and smirked.
You rolled your eyes immediately.
Annoying.
You all stayed at the table for a little while longer after that.
The conversation shifted to random things again.
What classes everyone hated.
Weekend plans.
Practice schedules.
You had mostly stopped paying attention by then.
Instead, you leaned back in your chair and looked down at your phone when it buzzed in your lap.
Your eyes widened slightly.
โOh, shoot.โ
You stood up quickly.
โI have to go.โ
โAlready?โ Atsumu asked.
You nodded.
โYeah. I didnโt realize how late it was.โ
You stood up fully and brushed the crumbs off your clothes.
โSee you guys tomorrow.โ
โThanks for your help, Y/N!โ Atsumu said.
โYeah,โ Suna added. โThanks.โ
You looked at him briefly before nodding.
โWhatever.โ
You headed upstairs to grab your things.
Once your bag was packed, you headed back downstairs and slipped your shoes back on near the front door.
You were just about to leave when you heard footsteps behind you.
You turned around.
Osamu was standing there with his hands in his pockets.
โHey,โ he said. โDo you want me to walk you home?โ
He gave you a small smile as he gently tapped your lower back.
You blinked at him.
โOh, no. Itโs okay.โ
โYou sure?โ
โYeah,โ you reassured him. โIโll be fine.โ
Osamu sighed softly.
โWell, okay.โ
He stepped back.
โHave a good night.โ
โYou too.โ
You smiled a little.
โGoodnight.โ
Then, with one last wave, you opened the front door and stepped out into the cool night air.