#sun reader

tagging my bestie @jambrainrot thanks for getting me into this space in the first place also tagging @loustatified because I’m sure you’ll want to see this

Jam’s year ahead reading:

I tried my best here! This is more delicate than I usually do because it’s for a couple, and it is for quite far out. Here is my disclaimer: as I always say, this reading is based on actions people are taking in the current moment. Jam could make a choice that could change their course any day, and at any time. But it’s fun to do these readings and see how things could turn out. 

First I pulled two cards. One of these cards symbolized a recurring “theme” for the year, and one symbolized a recurring “challenge”.

Theme for the year: The Empress. This card symbolizes a deep connection, deepening over time. There’s comfort, security, love, and care put into this bond. Perhaps there’s even the potential for marriage or some other long term commitment. 

Challenge for the year: The Magician. This card, when upright, symbolizes the ability to take that first step to bringing your goals to fruition. When crossed though, it’s about not quite tapping into your potential, being stagnant, nervous, missing chances, or not being honest with yourself or others at times that matter. This prevents you from important growth. 

Then I pulled a card for each month. These cards represent the tentative state of the relationship for the month, if the relationship continues on the current trajectory. Some months have more than one card if the deck decided it was appropriate to throw more out there. I did put the cards back and reshuffle the whole deck every three months to see if we had any recurring themes. Here are the months:

January: January provided two cards. These were the Hierophant and the Queen of Wands. This was an interesting combination. The Queen of Wands is a force of warmth and passion, and the Hierophant is a card of tradition and stability. The Queen of Wands is willing to be creative and push the relationship to grow, and the Hierophant keeps the relationship committed and structured. These two together point to a rosier outlook on the relationship than we have seen recently- perhaps they get to see each other, or find a way to balance their needs better?

February: Eight of Wands. This card is about swift, forward movement. Because we’re talking about a relationship, it could be a whirlwind of romance. Note this card is in February, so perhaps this has to do with some Valentine’s Day scenarios? Maybe some progress is made, or just some good memories. 

March: Justice Reversed. After the whirlwind romance of February, it may seem easier to sweep hard conversations under the rug and keep things light and airy. But that doesn’t do anyone any favors. Justice reversed has left people with unrealistic expectations, and perhaps this means they’re being dishonest with themselves or one another. This will make things difficult down the line. 

April: Three of Wands Reversed. Things have ground to a halt. Maybe it’s a failure in communication. Maybe it’s that one person is unwilling to take a step forward that would help them, or help the relationship. Still, any of these things can lead to that stagnant, lonely feeling.

May: King of Wands reversed. Someone’s feelings have been hurt by the period of stagnant energy, and it isn’t right but now they’re lashing out. They’ve become more forceful in their demands and expectations. This is overwhelming. 

June: Nine of Swords. There’s guilt about how they’ve both been acting towards one another. They have anxiety about how the relationship has been going, probably. 

July: Eight of Swords Reversed. Success! After a stressful period, someone has broken free of limitations they felt like they had to conform to. By moving past self doubt, they can now participate more authentically in the relationship and be more present. 

August: Six of Swords. They’re coming out of a stressful period still, but they’re moving toward a better period of time. They’re looking at a more harmonious future together and standing up for their relationship. 

September: Uh… so after that Six of Swords I kind of wondered if this was upright, but I read it as it was drawn. I think there’s some important context here though. This card stands for a fear of commitment. It can also stand for the disillusion of the traditional family structure though. It’s quite far to tell. 

October: Ten of Cups (?). Fell. Spun on its side. Couldn’t truly tell what it was doing and I cannot underscore how strange the movement was, so I read the crossed card meaning. Crossed, this symbolizes family disharmony. My interpretation is whatever is coming symbolizes some sort of disharmony in the family structure. It can also symbolize not yet reaching your dreams, and needing to adjust what steps you are taking so that you may do so. 

November: Justice Reversed, Four of Swords. Ooofh. Ouch. Justice reversed, as I’ve said sometimes, can mean lying to yourself. Sometimes people aren’t honest about what they need, or in relationships they don’t take accountability for how they hurt people. The four of swords means that this avoidance is actually causing more trouble or burn out than it’s saving the person or people in the relationship.

December: Three cards like flung out of the deck at this point and idk usually I would just re-draw, but these seemed pretty linear. The Five of Pentacles. This card when drawn for Jam usually means one of them is feeling deeply insecure, and I actually think this is what leads to the The Tower Reversed  card. If The Tower is about catastrophic events, The Tower reversed is about picking up the pieces after something has finally come to a head and imploded. Usually it finally leaves you at a point where you can rebuild. Then, in the same hand, was the three of cups. If you all remember, I said this was one of my favorite cards. It’s a card of celebration, connection, joy, community, and love. It’s darkest before the dawn, and the three of cups means dawn is coming. 

This is everything I have saved from the anon who called themselves high priestess. Some of these are not clipped very well because they were for my personal timeline and I never thought they’d become archival. It’s also not everything they sent. Reading their predictions is kind of a trip because they were right occasionally. Other times, we are still unsure what they were saying. Anyway miss you HP you absolute wild card.

You know what. I’m about to make a whole lot of things make sense for you. Strap in because it’s your lucky day.

You’re wondering what the hell this person is talking about. If you go further onto the post, you’ll see…

There’s no fucking evidence. These are the ramblings of someone having some sort of psychotic break. I’ve been there. The difference was I got help and I wasn’t cruel to people about it. This person was given multiple fucking chances, a community, and compassion, and they’ve chosen to harass people repeatedly, so any empathy I had for them is gone. We’re fucking doing this.

You want to know about the “bot farms”? Fine. There aren’t any. They’re a made up scary story from @jamloustatfan.

And you know why? Because clearly Pip is behind these bots. Just like @exposingiwtvfandom claims.

Originally we were all supposed to buy into this story and play nice and join a server ran by @jamloustatfan. People who did quickly found she wanted control over their posting habits. I can’t say much about this, because I declined to join. But here’s something else I want to share with you:

She was working pretty hard to sell me on joining this group. While doing that, she identified herself in one of these messages.

I’m Sun obviously. Jambrainrot is herself. But @jamloustatfan is the @pipandsam owner, given she shared the owner of the Jacob blog was not her.

Now walk with me.

Read the posts on the @pipandsam blog. They pride themselves on “logic” and “evidence”. Except when asked to provide these things, they conveniently can’t reveal any sources. Same with arguments they promote as being sound. This follows the same cadence as @exposingiwtvfandom and their evidence tonight.

I know a lot of you all figured that out. But now I need to tell you something else. Consider the have a history of making new blogs to lash out at people. Really sit with that.

Now understand this isn’t the first time she’s done this.

@jamloustatfan @pipnsam is also @aquariusdawn is also @samreidzone. @thescarletletter2987 belonged to them before it shut down.

Those are only the main blogs. Here are all the burners I’ve had to block to stop harassment. Understand this included homophobic harassment, spam, harassment about my abilities as a reader, etc.

That’s not even all of them. I’ve been blocking sporadically since October. Some things that I blocked are probably her also. I also suspect @bluedaisyj @quietpet25 @mistresssnixx (also on Twitter) @peggy-44 @nobodyknowmeyet @manymoonsforeverr. These accounts all follow only her main accounts.

Oh yeah, about this claim, because it pisses me off?

We were here before she was. Jambrainrot started well before she started her pathetic excuse for a “pr” experiment. It was fun. It was a community. Then it got ruined by this fucking bullshit.

And you know what? If she’d just kept fucking with me only, I would have remained sad probably. But then she decided to fuck with @jambrainrot and Bea is my friend. Bea is one of the kindest internet friends I’ve made. And I am so fucking tired of kind, gentle people getting pushed around like this. I am tired of this harassment. I am tired we are pretending it’s something it’s not.

There are no bot farms. Pippa North doesn’t give a fuck about tumblr. And @jamloustatfan, if you’re reading this?

You all (didn’t) ask. Thank you. You shall receive.

About the Iceland photo:

Past: Six of Wands. This is a card about celebrating a period of victory and success. It’s also important to acknowledge that this card reminds us this success wouldn’t have been possible without support- the figures in the background and the horse the figure rides on remind us of the importance of support systems, and how they help us reach our goals. So that being said, here is my unpopular opinion as a Jammer: whatever you feel about PN, she’s been around as long as she has because she is actually a supportive presence in some way. When I read on her I get a light, nice energy. I think I’d like her if I knew her. I get why Sam does too. I didn’t hate my time reading on her, but I hate all the conversations surrounding her. I digress. Leading up to this trip, there was success, community, and celebrations.

Present: Three of Cups. I love this card. This was an early contender for the name of this blog. The three of cups is a card about joy, friendship, support, celebrations, and, yes, love. How couldn’t it be? They’re in a beautiful place. They’re together. A period of hard work and stress has passed. They’re enjoying some much needed relaxation. It seems they actually are enjoying one another’s company, despite some of my earlier card draws for them. That being said…

Future: Nothing gold can stay. For the future I drew The Moon, Reversed. In a relationship, the moon reversed symbolizes cracks in the foundation. There’s a fundamental issue here that hasn’t been addressed in all this time the relationship has been growing. One, or both of them, is in denial about it. This is what’s interfering with the relationship truly deepening. If they can work through this problem together, then they can move forward and advance to the next level of their relationship. But the problem may be that the relationship was formed on a fundamental misunderstanding that one or both is unwilling or unable to address.

Then I read on Jam for the fuck of it.

Past: The Devil. At this point you all are tired of hearing my “Devil isn’t bad card, represents many things” spiel so I won’t type all of that here. I do think it stands for dependence specifically here. I think it’s a nod to the quick, “codependent” relationship they formed in the past.

Present: Knight of Cups. They… still feel deeply for each other. Despite everything. This card suggests they’re deep in their feelings right now. The knight of cups can symbolize a connection that has the potential to deepen over time, if nurtured well.

Future: Two of Cups, Reversed. There are outside forces that are pulling their attention in different directions. They’ll have to decide if they can make time and space for one another. This bond is deep, one of a kind, significant- but it needs to be nurtured to survive.

I’m not going to even pretend to be normal about this because the noise I made when I saw it was very undignified.

I held my deck. I looked at it. I meditated. I asked for a card that would give me a sign about who or what the new quote symbolized. Then I did some deep breathing, waited, shuffled, and a card showed itself.

This is first and foremost a Jam blog. I suppose it’s an ✨unethical✨ jam blog, because you cannot consume your way into goodness and it’s silly to believe you can. Anyway, it is my blog and I want to have fun on it. In the words of @jambrainrot : You’re at the devil’s sacrament. Come here to dance with the devil and spread some jam, or get out. :)

Now onto the tarot stuff. Here’s a brief history:

First tarot was a card game, designed to keep people entertained at lavish parties. As it grew in popularity, people began collecting the beautiful cards as art objects. Then, tarot was adopted by occult practitioners as a means of divination. This was an easy shift, seeing as many of the cards already had symbolic meanings assigned to them.

You can see how some people turn to tarot for reflection, and others use it for entertainment or even aesthetic purposes. It’s all what you make of it, and I do hope you enjoy your stay on this blog. Please keep in mind tarot is categorized as a form of divination, or scrying, and is just a glimpse of what may come to pass. Nothing is set in stone, as fate is ever changing.

Any cards I draw and meanings I provide here should be taken as entertainment.

To ask a question:

It’s fine to submit general tea or enthusiasm about Jam and I enjoy seeing it. Just know if there’s not a question in there I cannot do a reading. 

Make sure your questions are respectfully worded. This means be kind and make sure you are avoiding disparaging language when asking about people. I'll delete asks that get mean.

Strong questions can be phrased using words like how, what, and why. Know that timelines can impact the answer to a question, which is why some readers will pull for the same question after some time has passed. It's okay to ask again if it's been a while. I cannot predict for things like “when will x event happen”. Only someone on set would know that. Besides, as we have seen, dates change. 

If you ask me a question that can be answered with yes or no, or an either/or answer, I may answer with a one card spread to try and get a more specific answer for you.

Guidelines subject to change. 

Insta-blocks: 

PN. We tried. Everyone got weird and mean. 

Nothing about AL either. Sorry, PN anons ruined partner reads for everyone.

Anti-Jam asks. I am now including “they’re so pure/you’re jamming wrong/Jam is doomed/why would you taint their friendship like that”- nope. You’re at the devil’s sacrament. You elected to be here. Learn to use the back button in your internet browser.

Obvious spam. This anon knows who they are. 

Do not send me threats, ultimatums, or attempts at intimidation. If you do not like what I post, it is your responsibility to block me. I’ve been keeping receipts and I will not be tolerating this any longer.

I will decline disparaging or inappropriate questions. See “be kind”.

Ultimately just be fucking nice and if you’re even wondering “is this a nice thing to ask” then maybe hit the backspace key and figure out a better way to say it, or argue with the wall. 

FAQ:

Yes I believe in Jam.

Yes anon is back on. Everyone behave or meet the blocklist.

I want 😭

Okay. Anyone who is following along here, please, please don’t say I didn’t warn you. This reading I did this morning with @jambrainrot . I had some questions about the article everyone is talking about. This spread shows the answers I got.

Who had the idea for the interview: Ace of Wands. Someone who is represented by the Ace of Wands is an energetic, creative person. They’re not afraid to take risks in the creative process, to try new ideas, and create something wonderful. As a friend or a lover they are great at showing affection through grand gestures and spontaneous acts of romance. Their follow through can be spotty.

Why now for the partner reveals/special emphasis: This is a career move. They evaluated the situation and thought it would be wise, for some reason. There’s a sense that there will be more eyes on this show now, and they’re trying to smooth over their image. Someone thought it would “look good” (Ace of Wands, maybe others involved in their career).

What does Jam see as the outcome for them, in all of this: They were making progress. All of that has been stunted. Something scared one of them, or both of them, and now they’re back at this “will they won’t they” impasse. The two of swords reversed represents conflicting ideas of where things should have progressed by this point. The two of Wands represents conflicting ideas on what the long term plan was, or a deviation from the plan all together. Jacob had a lot of two of swords energy last year. Jam had a lot of two of wands energy when Jacob had two of swords energy.