#summernicole

Today marks exactly two years since I asked you to be mine. We've known each other for three years and you've been my other half for my whole life I just hadn't found you yet. It still amazes me how we knew all the same people and went to all the same places but yet we never knew of or talked to each other until I yelled at you. Still can't believe that was how we started talking but as of now I wouldn't change it for the world. I have you and that's all that matters. You are my entire world and you have been for these past two years and I can't wait for the many years to come! One day we will be living our dreams together, with our own little family in our own house. There's no way I would ever trade you for anything or anyone in the world! You are what keeps me going throughout the days that we are apart, the hard times, the good times, the fun times, you are always there, right beside me. We have our fights and arguments but at the end of the day that don't matter because we both know we couldn't live without the other. That we are so deeply in love that nothing could ever keep us apart. Happy anniversary babygirl! I love you more than anything in this world! I will marry you one day soon! <3 

So I have been away from you exactly 9 days today and it sucks to no end. After having you by my side everyday, all day, sometimes all night for almost an entire month, these 9 days have been so long! I know we have it soo much better than most people since we are only 2 and a half hours away but there is nothing better than knowing i'm coming home to see you on the Fridays i get to. I wait my two weeks very impatiently to see you and then in those three short days i have to leave again for another two weeks. Yeah we skype, text, and call each other all the time but it's just not the same as having you in my arms or in my reach to just get a kiss or to touch you, to smell you. Gahh, your smell! I still have the sweatshirt you sprayed your perfume on and have slept with it or in it every night. But yeah, my break was amazing with you even though you were a chipmunk for a few days, i loved taking care of you and catering to your every need! All the time we spent together was amazing! The best Christmas and New Year's I have had in a long time! There was only one thing missing and you know what that is, my gram. She would be so happy to see how happy you make me baby! But i know she already sees and wouldn't want anything else! But back to the happy stuff, i miss you and am counting down the hours till i get to come home to you for the weekend! Being away from you sucks soo much but i know it will be worth it in the long run when we are both here and living out our dreams! Our time is so precious together and with you is where i want to spend all mine. You are my everything, all i have ever wanted, all i ever needed, all i will ever want or need! I love you more than i thought was possible for anyone to love and i don't just love you, i am deeply, passionately in love with you! I will marry you one day Summer Nicole, one day! <3

Taking care of my babygirl todayy. She looks so pitiful with her chipmunk cheeks.

With you, you carry my heart. Within my heart there are the memories, the kisses, the hugs, the cuddles. But most of all, you carry yourself and to me that's what matters. 

She's mine and always will be so gtfo.