#sukare

And three fruitless years of grieving.

          She didn’t regret spending her time doing so. Not at all. But, she was filled with sorrow. Another close person that she cherished… Gone. Why? Why did this always happen to her? She hadn’t experience such loss ever since her mother disappeared. Although this didn’t hurt as much when her mother went away, it still hurts. A lot. The pain was almost unbearable.

     ”I’ll visit… I have to." She made up her mind.

          Hands on the steering wheel, she drove off to the graveyard where Sunmi was buried. Oh, how lifeless her body looked before the burial. It didn’t even look like her, not one bit. She remembered every single bit of details on that day. She knew that approximately 30 close friends were there. A couple hundred fans were there. The weather… It was gloomy— fitting for the event.

                                                               Lee Sunmi

                                          Beloved idol, singer, and ex-member.

                                                       Born: May 2nd, 1992.

                                                 Died: September 23, 2011.

          The inscription on Sunmi’s tombstone made her heart ache. A sincere smile washed upon her visage as she bent down, eye level with the stone. “Sunmi,” she started off— strong and unweary, “there are many who miss you, including myself. I hope you’re doing better up there…” Her voice was starting to crack. That strong front that she held up in front of everyone… It was slowly starting to break in front of Sunmi.

          Heaving a deep breath, she continued on. “I… I miss you terribly. I wish that I was there by your side when you passed away. But, no. I wasn’t and I regret every moment of doing whatever I did instead of being next to you.”