Standing in front of the window, looking out over the sea of fuzzy lights that make up the New York City skyline, glass of Macallan in my hand, I slipped the card out of its gilded envelope once more. āCongratulations on Your Engagementā ribboned elegantly in gold across its cover. I could barely believe this moment had finally arrived, after all this time.
Opening it up, I read the message inside,
'To Mikeā
Just Mike? I felt conflicted. Hadnāt we all been through enough together that I could avoid this petty snub? I coughed a little to stop my quickening rage in its tracks.
'To Mike, Wishing you both a lifetime of happiness.ā Well, it was short and sweet, if a little disingenuous.
Unsure of just how much of the happiness I should allocate to myself, I abandoned the card amongst the case files mounting on my desk. Deciding on another drink to steady the nerves before the engagement party (I checked my watch - we had 45 minutes), I unscrewed the top from the liquor bottle, and breathed in its honeyed-wood scent. I never had been able to stand these kinds of parties, but Mike had insisted. He always was able to turn my selfish thinking around, persuasive lawyer qualities flying right out of the window at the sight of his cherubic face.
Even his stupid, bed-haired, bleary-eyed morning looks had never bothered me; in fact, they had probably only made my feelings grow stronger and deeper. The way his sun-kissed hair would stick up at all angles, defying gravity (and about another 300 other laws of physics) no matter how much he tried to re-arrange and adjust it, put a smile on my face.
Iād been thinking for weeks about which of our stories I should tell during my speech. About how his determination to help others on the Liberty Rail case showed me how passionate, and compassionate, he could be? (I decided against that - not exactly the best memories for Donna) About how I felt when he introduced me to his Grammy for the first time, and had her telling me tales of Mike as a boy? (I couldnāt deny that she should be remembered, but itās just about the easiest way to put a downer on the evening).
About how we met? Those are the kind of stories people like to hear at these sort of things, right?
I look at my watch. 25 minutes until Iām meant to be at the restaurant. Mike would kill me if I was late, even if Iāve already told him a hundred times itās not my thing. Sighing, I down the Macallan in my refilled glass. It stings more than usual, so I muffle a cough. I use my pocket square to dab my watery eyes.
āHarveyā¦ā
āYeah?ā
āI know this isnāt going to be the most fun evening for you to get through, but remember: youāre doing it anyway for the man you loveā
Why does Donna always have to be right?
I hear her soft, deer-like footsteps as she steps through the doorway, and her playful laugh as she evidently anticipates what Iām thinking.
āBecause Iām Donna. Now, grab your coat and letās go alreadyā
I straighten up my tie, and grab the card lying on my desk. After studying it again, I amend it slightly before stuffing it back into the envelope.
āRayās waiting downstairs, Harvey. We really need to get goingā
I look around the office one last time, considering just how much my life, and Mikeās, will have changed by the next time weāre in this very room. When he walked into that interview, I sure as hell never saw us ending up hereā¦
As we pull up to the restaurant, it starts to rain. Donnaās too busy checking her make-up in her compact to notice that my hands have started shaking. Even after all this time, he still makes my blood rush. I never got nervous before I met Mike - though I never really opened up at all before I met him. Heās changed me, for the better. Iāve never been able to put into words the wave of blissful calm that comes with knowing you can depend on someone so implicitly.
Through the rain-streaked windows, I can see him; heās never looked more beautiful than he has right now. Hell, Kodak should sponsor this moment. A glass of champagne in his left hand, dressed in his second best suit (second best only because we went for wedding suit fittings two days ago - a little early, but he got so caught up in the excitement of being engaged that I couldnāt say no). Not a single hair out of place tonight; clean cut, with his hair tousled and tamed, but his bow tie slightly askew. He has never looked more perfect to me.
I enter the restaurant, making straight for him.
āYou never could get your bow tie to sit rightā
His azure eyes sparkle with mischief, and he grins
āWell, if I could, thereād be no need to keep you around!ā
I adjust his crooked bow tie, and step back, drinking in every inch of him
āPerfect. Oh, I almost forgotā
I reach into my coat pocket, pulling out the envelope Iād grabbed so hastily.
He sets his glass down on the table behind him, and slides the card out of the envelope. He flips it open, and reads it aloud
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