#sugateru

and i think they really reflect how my relationship perspectives have changed.

with star child i was trying so hard to Do My Best, and saw relationships as equal to support in a way.  i fed off of the positive feedback i received from that fic like nobody’s business.  it took a lot of hard work, and i felt so rewarded for it just by the positive responses i got.  now, though, it’s hard to look back at what i wrote and think positively about it, because it hurts to see myself trying so very hard for what is, objectively speaking, so very little (fanfiction writers, you know what i mean. kudos feels great, but it don’t pay the bills)

now, i’m more or less just doing what i feel like, i’ve been forced to pick and choose what to care about in order to preserve my mental health, and i don’t know what’s going on but I’m happy with it.  i have a boyfriend, and he’s not perfect, but i like him very much and he likes me back.  and we support each other, and we talk a lot, and that’s really enough for me.  and i think i’ll be able to re-read my own fic like three years down the road and be like, omg cringe but damn did i have fun writing it.

i don’t know, i think i’m in a better place.  idk that my writing has gotten any better though lol!!!

This... thing... they had going on always had an expiration date; they both knew this when entering the relationship. They were just too different, and while at first their opposing traits and view points were equal parts endearing and stimulating, deep in their gut they knew that sheer willpower was not enough to hold them together. Still, they braved the odds and attempted to make it work, even if it was for a short time.

Or: Suga throws caution into the wind and Terushima realizes that everything is temporary.

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Haikyuu!! Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Sugawara Koushi/Terushima Yuuji Characters: Sugawara Koushi, Terushima Yuuji Additional Tags: Friends With Benefits, Friends With Benefits To Lovers, Post-Timeskip Summary:

aye aye, don’t worry anon, i adore them together too, and i also dont know why but they’re both so so adorable oh my 

but here have some SugaTeru headcanons:

Teru is always proud of his piercings, and Suga loves em too and one time Teru randomly says, you should get some too, yknow so we’d match, and Suga giggles and opens his mouth to show Teru he’s got a tongue web piercing.

shocked Teru because he hasn’t noticed it before and Suga playfully says, it was supposed to be a surprise for this weekend *wiggling eyebrows*

what if Suge gets an undercut like Teru and Teru just, how am i so lucky?? because hot hot Suga!

and just adorable affectionate all the time in public, although Suga tries to tone Teru down because he is very very loud.

they both love mexican food. and they’re loud and they sing along to the loud mexican music that plays.

burp contests!!! teru was embarrassed when he first burped in front of Suga because Koushi always seems so proper but Suga burps even louder and tells Teru to “beat that”

weekend volleyball dates where Suga sets and Teru spikes and Suga loves how carefree and jolly Teru is about volleyball and it helps him not to overthink like he always does

Suga fondly looking at Teru when the boy gets excited over the smallest things, and it amuses him how this hot tough-looking boy was excited over fluffy dogs and funny shaped clouds

he’s loud but Teru always enjoys the quiet moments he has with Suga, like he never knew what other people meant when they said “comfortable silence” before he met Koushi

 Teru blushing mad when Suga first calls him Yuuji~ and Suga totally speechless when Teru called him Koushi- not because he was using his first name but because Teru looks so damn cute when he’s shy. and just imagine cute blushing babies 

party hard couple?? hell yes! drinking contests and dirty dancing and body shots all around mhmm

cuddling and comfy pillow forts on movie nights and “who can stay quiet the longest game” coz Teru is just too excitable although he’s learned his lesson and knows when to stop bugging Suga because mad Suga is terrifying Suga