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Hi everyone!

I don’t know if anyone missed me, I’ve been away a lot more than I expected this year. And I just wanted to give some explanations.

My new year resolution was to have a healthier year. That means I’ve been eating healthier, going to the GYM everyday, trying to put boundaries at my work and put less pressure on myself.

It has been taking me a bit of time to adjust myself to this new routine, especially since I’m back at the office. All of this changes made me have less free time and when I do have I just procrastinate to write.

I do have many wips that are almost done, some I just need to do editing, others I need to finish. And hopefully I’ll do it soon.

But I also wanted to share that I just got back from vacations in Egypt and it was really amazing. I feel refreshed and full of energy.

And since I finished unpacking today, I can use my next couple of free days to write.

Until then, here are some photos from my trip.

and likewise, i’m not completely blameless either. i know there is more that i can do to support my moots… i’ll do my best!

Hello again ☺️

I suck at expressing appreciation and gratitude towards people, I’m one of those people that show love on actions and not much on words, so…

But I sent all my moots some love and even sent it to some of my followers that never really interact with me but I see their support on all my works.

Sending out love gave me inspiration to work on my projects or maybe is just me wanting to be lazy in bed now that I’m regularly going to the gym…. Idk.

Hi everyone,

One of my goals for this year is to commit myself to some of my works and put them out. And I think the best way to commit is to let people know some of the projects that I’m expecting to put out.

They don’t have a specific date to be posted yet, for some of this fics I have a general idea of when they’ll be posted, if I finish them on time, but if I don’t, I’ll just post them when I’m done.

The bellow order is not their order of posting -they are on alphabetical order because I need a sense of control on something. I’m just summarizing most of the info of the fics, to let you know what to expect of them. I May do a fic preview once I'm in the editing phase of them.

Love and appreciation ask, because you deserve my love and appreciation! Also to register how I feel whenever I read one of your master pieces! 😘💜😍

Love and appreciation ask, because you deserve my love and appreciation! 😘😍💜

thank you so much mell 🥺, i hope you've been doing well 💖

Hi anon, you are absolutely right and I’m sorry about it.

I’m guessing you read my rant about it and I’m not hypocrite to exempt myself from this fault. I’m also lacking a lot on show love to my moots.

I do reblog their things, especially the graphic works, but I know is not the same as add tags with compliments or adding my comment about the work or sending love through asks.

And this is actually one my new years resolutions. To show more appreciation and love to those around me. I’ll give myself the credit and a pat on the head for starting it well. I did start off showing support and appreciation to the people that I work with.

Hopefully I’ll have time to start doing it to my moots over this weekend.

Like I said I don’t want to exempt myself from the fault, but the second half of last year was very hard for me on many different levels, at work I was buried on workload, taking the fault of things that were way out of my control and just overall miserable. Since I’m not someone to tell people I’m struggling -I did tell them I had a lot more work than I could handle- they never did anything to help me until I had a break down and said I would quit, I know I was really emotionally shaken by the happenings on my personal life -they were aware of it- and now I’m standing up for myself and holding my ground, so they stopped throwing things on me.

At home -family- I lost my aunt that I was really close to, she was a really big part of my life and it was a hard two years of cancer battle, it was really hard to see her go. And just weeks before Christmas my bio grandmother passed away. This were two loses too close from one another and it really shook me to the point of exhaustion where I couldn’t do much besides surviving. I had no will of reading or writing or anything else.

This all weighted me to not take the small steps that can be done to appreciate my moots. And honestly I guess this ask has given me the last push to take the action.

Baby steps/small steps are much better than no steps at all.

#83; "Stay there. I'm coming to get you."?

Hmmmm...I'll leave the pairing up to you.

I guess dumblr eat it and then decided to give it back?

Rules: post the top 5 works you're most proud of that you released in 2022 (not necessarily your most popular), your top 4 current WIPs that you're excited to release in the new year, your top 3 biggest improvements in your writing over the past year, your top 2 resolutions (ways you wish to improve your writing/blog) for the new year, and your number 1 favorite line you've written this year!

Tagged by: @bangtanintotheroom

Top 5 works you're most proud of (not necessarily your most popular)

1- In Your Own Words - This series was so long and hard to write, also it brought me back to writing fanfics after such a long time having a falling out with writing because of adulting.

2- I don't mind - Because it's short it's cute, and i wrote it all at once as soon as the inspiration hit me, something rare to happen.

3- Stay there, I'm coming to get you - I can never stress enough how hard it is to write smut, when my first language isn't english. Seems like whenever I try, sunddenly I don't know english anymore. And this one was easier than any other, I just couldn't figure out how to make them get there.

4- Grand Slam - This is my most popular fic, but what made me the proudest was that I managed to step out of my confort zone with some part of the smut, and that made me very unsure of it.

5- New Year's resolutions - For me is so, so hard to write Jimin and portray him, that i paused this fic so many times and even now I'm not sure about it, but I put it out to the world and that's what matters.

Top 4 current WIPs that you're excited to release

1- All Night - I was supposed to post it on Christmas but adulting and a lot of other things got in the way. This fic came out of my obsesion with the song and the idea of keeping each other warm during a cold night of winter - Because honestly I'm very tired of Christmas durring summer.

2- Paper Flowers - This is part of the Summer Time Wedding colab from BCN. I need to sit down and finish of this one, but I'm happy with how the story is comming along.

3- PJ's and RJ's - Because Kim Seokjin, Pajamas and RJ are the perfect combo.

4- I'd love to - Because is the fic im currently working on and probably the next one I'll be posting.

Top 3 biggest improvements in your writing over the past year

1- Outlining the story doesn't mean things can't change. The pieces not used can turn into another fic or used at another one.

2- I can post fics with more basic and simpler grammar. There is no need to stress over making the story more "sophisticaded" using hard words that takes me forever to find and make me lose/dread writing. - People don't care about it, they don't even notice the effort.

3- Writing needs to be fun. There is no need to write a lot and post a lot when people don't care about giving feedback or talking to you about your work. I need to write because I want to tell the story and I'm doing it for me.

Top 2 resolutions for the new year

1- Read and write more, as well as give better feedbacks.

2- Improve my banner skills.

Number 1 favorite line you've written this year

(Is not a line but a few pragraphs from IYOW-CH.10)

“I went to visit my grandmother! She lives in the countryside.”

Sabrina lifts her thumbs and stretches out her arm, making sweeping movements back-and-forth with clenched fists. Suddenly she stopped with a theatrical grimace of astonishment and twists one of her fists, muttering a nhem-nhem-nhem-nhemnhem.

“Then my car broke down!” you tell Jungkook excitedly.

Sabrina jumps up and down in celebration, then goes back to mime. She puts one hand to the ear, thumb and little finger stretched out, and slides the finger of the other through the throat, sticking out the tongue.

“Then I got a death threat!”

“What?” Jungkook and Sabrina asks at the same time.

For this part I have to thank my eternal Roommate Julia and her terrible mime reading skills. I love her to death but I can never be her partner on mime games.

I'm late on doing this, beacause there was only so much my mental health allowed me to do last month.

All i can say is that I'm thankfull that 2022 is over, it was a really stressful year and I hope 2023 will be much kinder to me.