#subspace chatter

i wanna have star trek sex with you. (neither of us rewlly know what were doing or what the result will be but there is onscreen feet for majority of tbe event and serious risk of prgnancy)

the actual insanity of my waist and hips. some ppl have a shelf for an ass ive got one on each hip.

internalized fatphobia is insanity im like Ugh i cant post these all i can see is my double chin. FIRST OF ALL your double chin looks really elegant and suits your face perfectly. second of all no i think if you posted this actually all that people would see is the double F cup.

i miss posting my boobs on twitter by which i mean i miss having an audience that big and receptive to whatever bullshit i had to say at whatever hours of the day. unfortunately its illegal and stupid to make a twitter account in this age.

my body reacts so poorly to anticipation and anxiety that no lie i think the easiest way for me to begin casual sexual relationships would be to have a partner in control of a dating app for me to set things up. and not give me any forewarning. so i dont have time to get scared. like. tell me we're going to a movie/out to dinner/whatever so i get myself ready and bathed and dressed up pretty. but take me to a stranger's home instead. while we sit in the car they can explain that its a special date night, show me a picture of whos waiting inside. someone they already vetted for me, who theyve told my interests and limits, and all i have to do is go inside. they could even come in with me the first few times, give me the extra comfort until i start building the confidence to willingly and lovingly accept that they know whats best, and found the right person for me tonight.

when she keeps asking for videos of exactly what youre most self conscious of. get brave quick baby bc i cant tell her no.