#suboh

I’m about to have my sahur. Just leftover chicken rice from yesterday. But before that I just needed to record my most vivid dream I had last night. It was absolutely clear. It was definitely her. In the dream she gave me something. That part wasn’t clear. She said something like I’ve never forgotten you and please take care.

Anyway later universe.

Okay I'm done with sahur. Waiting for suboh now. The dream was a little unnerving. It was a good dream. It was vivid like we were before. And normally when we dream of us we would tell it to each other. But now we are no longer in touch and I've promised no longer to contact her. To leave her in her own life as I live in mine. Managing my own feelings with the help of Allah. It helps but the memories of her, her vibes are strongest after tahajud. At times even after every prayer.

I've no idea why it is happening. Especially why now. I'm praying that Allah has plans for us even though she's asked me to leave her alone.

Why I can't forget her? Is she thinking of me like what psychologists are saying? I don't believe she is even thinking of me. She do have her own priorities.

My marathon continues. I've online meetings and I've a visit from an investor till late. I told my team be ready with food to break fast. I don't want anyone to rush back especially in atrocious traffic.

It's Suboh now, need to perform my prayers. What I had for sahur? Just 2 boiled eggs and whole wheat bread with hot chocolate. My usual breakfast on any other day.

Later universe.

Ah all online meetings completed! Just waiting for the visit from an investor and we are done for the day, work wise that is. Tomorrow will be another trip to Gua Musang to visit another possible project site. Tomorrow my team is split into 3. 3 different meetings to attend.

Breaking fast? My team has booked to break fast in a restaurant nearby. They've even pre ordered.

Later again universe.

Just waiting for Suboh again. Had my sahur. Truly don't know what to have. So just had a little porridge and oats. Not too bad.

Couldn't go for tarawih last night. Just decided to do it individually instead. But with Allah's grace and blessings I am quite pleased with what I achieved last night.

Last few nights can't really recall any of my dreams. That is good I guess. I recalled the night before I was in a Sci fi type of dream. Yesterday was quite a blur.

I'm truly trying to recover from my 2 weeks marathon. It's the weekend I hope to rest properly. Not even going home. I'm more comfortable here strangely enough even if I am alone. Alhamdulillah I don't feel lonely.

Felt a little under the weather so I took some leftover medicine. Feeling much better this morning. Going to sit on the prayer mat now waiting for Suboh. Someone dear to me reminds me that Allah appreciates if we renew our wudhu even if we already performed it, so I'll be doing just that.

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