#sub style

You were supposed to take him apart and make him cry, Style. Not nearly go into sub drop.

And then Style leans up, one finger slowly dipping between his cheeks as he whispers in Fadel's ear, “What's your color, Darling?” 

His eyes snap open. 

“Style.” He warns, but doesn't move. He doesn't want those hands to stop, he just needs a moment to think. 

“Come on, Fadel. It was good the other night, right? You really seemed to like it when I took a little initiative and played with your nipples while I blew you.” 

Well, yeah. It had felt amazing, but- “That’s not the same as letting you fuck me.” 

“Who said I was going to fuck you?” He asks, finger carefully circling his hole. “Maybe I just want to make you feel as good as you made me feel that night, so….” He presses against his rim but doesn't push inside. “Color?” 

Fuck. 

He's never let anyone touch him like this before, but maybe, if it’s Style… On the night in question, after he came down Style's throat, he'd rolled him over and made him climax from just his fingers alone. And the look of complete ecstasy on his boyfriend's face when he'd done it…

Well…

But dammit, Fadel isn't one to give up his control, and this would be doing exactly that. It makes him uncomfortable but…the way Style always submits to him…

The thing is, he has never asked to be in charge. And really it's not that he's really asking for Fadel's submission here either. It seems like he just wants to make him feel good.

Just like the massage. He wants to service him. 

So, he thinks maybe he can make a concession here. 

Just this once. 

Trying to remember how to dress for spring... I had a great few days as a reading specialist!

Cardigan - Banana Republic Factory

Skirt and Belt - Kohl's

Boots - Target

Shirt - Thrifted t-shirt dress

Earrings - Temt AU

Necklace - Charming Charlie

New favorite teaching outfit. 

Jacket - Temt Australia (I do not care how 80s it looks, its fabulous)

Shirt - Target

Pants - JC Penney 

Boots - Amazon 

Necklace - Kohl's

So sorry my selfie game has not been one with the force lately. When I got back to the states from Australia, I was slapped in the face by real life - but now I am back and I've started substitute teaching and doing private lessons. And I got a real job teaching at a US school in central America starting in August! 

This is my default sub outfit - I can move around with kindergartners or look professional enough to not get mistaken for a high school student.

Cardigan - Rafealla thrifted

Blouse - Kohl's

Pants - Target via fruitynutsandgoodgrains

Boots - Amazon

"C" necklace - Target thrifted