Sub bully gojo like he was planning on fucking and bullying reader when the opposite went way? Like reader had enough of his bullshit and makes him cry and overstimulates him?
Loser | sub!gojo satoru
wc: 2.9k+ words | masterlist
dom!gn!reader, mean!reader -> soft!reader, bully!gojo kinda but heâs more annoying then actually bullying, crying, footjob except heâs clothed, cumming in pants, college au, edging, comparing gojo to a puppy, degradation, praise, exhibitionism, overstimulation, knocking Gojo down a peg, teasing, cursing, mention of reader being shorter than gojo but not important, ooc gojo(?)
note : the writing may be weird⌠its been a while đŹ
"Well well well, look who it is!" You grimace at the all too familiar voice and try to quickly turn the corner but a hand grabs your hand and turns you around, causing you to stumble back slightly but you catch yourself in time.
Furrowing your eyebrows and frowning in annoyance, you eye the person who stopped you: Gojo fucking Satoru. Heâs the guy whoâs been making your college life a living hell ever since he found out you two went to the same high school. Even though there were several other students here who also went to the same high school, he decided to annoy you for some reason.
The other students in the hallway quickly shuffle to their next classes or to lunch, too afraid to say something thatâll result in Gojo picking on them instead. Of course, they're scared, Gojo is known as a bully who somehow has good relationships with the teachers, an advantage he uses daily. The hallway is deserted now with only you two standing in. You hear the bell ring loudly throughout and your eyes dart to the clock on the wall. Damn it, youâre late to class now.
âHey! Look at me, bitch.â You scowl deeply as your attention turns back to Gojo. You wonder if heâs aware of his childish personality or not. You assume he doesnât by the way he continues to act like a toddler.
âWhat the hell do you want?â You reply, annoyance clear as day on your face. A grin spreads across his face when he sees your attention back on him. God, he loves the way you look at him like that. He quickly shoves the thought to the back of his head.
âIn a bad mood today, huh?â He teases, that annoying grin still prominent on his face and you clench your fist into a ball, wanting to punch that grin off his stupid face though you know you canât. He would just go running to the teachers and higher-ups and get you in trouble somehow.
You let out a small scoff and continue to glare at him before he talks again.
âWhat? You really think Iâm gonna annoy you today?â He smirks and slowly walks closer to you but you grimace. He leans his head down slightly and you frown deeper. Youâre already annoying me with your presence, you want to say.
âYou should smile more, itâll make you more pleasant to look at for once, [name]-â He could barely finish his sentence before your anger got the best of you. How dare he act like nothingâs happened?
âWhat is your fucking problem, you bastard?â You sneer at him as you shove his chest hard, causing him to widen his eyes at your sudden action and stumble backwards before tripping over his feet and falling to the ground on his bottom, his feet on the floor with his knees bent towards the ceiling and his hands behind him to stabilize himself. His legs are spread out slightly and he winces at the sudden impact.
If your mind wasnât so flooded with anger right now, you would think that Gojo looks rather hot on the ground staring up at you with a flushed face and widened eyes.
Shit, he didnât mean for you to get this pissed off. He was planning to ask you to come over to his house later or something. Usually you just ignore him and walk off quietly, he didnât expect this at all. Why are you getting mad? Havenât you gotten the hint that he bullies you cause he likes you?
You step a foot down awfully near his crotch and he flinches, staring at it with a red face but you donât notice. You see his Adam's apple bob in his throat as he swallows harshly. He looks back up at you but quickly looks away when he sees you staring at him so intensely and youâre surprised just how easily he shut up from a simple shove to the ground. Maybe heâs more simple than you thought.
You see his chest rise up and down quickly. The silence is thick and heavy in the air with the sound of his breathing and your own heart beating rapidly in your chest the only noises you hear. The way he refuses to look at you, how red he is, and the way his legs slightly tremble gives you the wrong idea.
Does⌠seeing you towering over him and staring down at him turn him on somehow? No way, you think.
But when your eyes trail down from his still flushed face down his body and to the place between his spread legs, your idea is confirmed.
âWho said you could get fucking hard right now?â Gojo flinches and his eyes widen, quickly looking down at the rather large bulge in his pants. He tries to cover it with his hands but you quickly kick them away, resulting in his legs spreading even further apart.
Good thing that youâre at one of the more secluded and quiet areas of the school and that not many students nor teachers have classes here.
Itâs odd. Itâs really odd. How although he could easily get up and run away or even shove you back and say some mean things to you again, heâs not. Heâs not doing any of that, just sitting on the ground in front of you like he enjoys it. And a part of you is starting to enjoy the situation as well.
You suddenly remember how although thereâs no one in the hallway, there are still some students and teachers in the classrooms near you guys. It seems you two havenât been loud enough to attract their attention but you know that at any moment, someone could step out into the hallway and spot you two. Though the thought just spurs you on even more.
He hesitates before glancing up at you and swallows again before glancing back at your shoe and it gives you an idea. Without thinking, you lift your foot and press it down on his crotch. The action immediately makes Gojo let out a deep groan and cover his mouth with his hand, his eyes squeezing shut in pleasure. The sight makes something in your stomach stir although you are still annoyed by his past actions.
Slowly, he opens his eyes back and stares at you, his eyes more soft than before. He puts his hand down and opens his mouth to talk but you notice how he hesitates.
âC-Could we ngh do this in a classroom-â
You quickly cut him off with a scoff. âReally? Do you really think Iâm gonna take pity on you after you annoyed me everyday of my college life? Itâs not my fault you got hard from just a shove.â You sneer in disgust, making Gojo shiver. âMaybe I should return the favor somehow.â Gojoâs breath hitches in his throat when he sees the anger in your eyes and the way youâre glaring down at him like heâs some sort of useless piece of trash. He feels something throb in his pants.
You suddenly smirk and Gojo has to hold back a whine from the way you look so scary but so hot at the same time.
âI wonder what everyone would think if they were to see you right now, pitifully on the floor like a fucking puppy,â you spit out.
Gojo squeezes his eyes shut, not wanting to imagine the sheer shock on everyoneâs faces if they were to stumble across him like this in the hallway. But oh God, the way you compare him to a puppy has his stomach fluttering and something else throbbing again.
He opens his eyes again and lets out the most pitiful whine youâve ever heard and oh does it sound heavenly coming from someone you despise.
âPlease?â You contemplate it. As much as you would rather stay in the hallway and ruin him here, you know that if you two were to be caught, you would face suspension and it would ruin your reputation even more. With a sigh and frown, you glance around and spot a dark classroom. Bingo.
You point to it and Gojoâs eyes dart to the empty room, his breathing still fast. He quickly understands it and slowly gets up from the floor.
âGo inside.â It wasnât a statement, it was an order. He nods and he walks in, glancing behind him to make sure youâre following him inside. As you go into the room, you close the door and lock it, turning back to see Gojo already on the floor on his knees and it makes your heart quicken.
Walking up to him, you before him and immediately return your foot back on his crotch and press down. Gojo lets out a breathy curse from his lips and gasps, his hands obediently at his sides, clenching into fists tightly.
Heâs embarrassed at himself for being so easy for you, already at your knees after his plan backfired on him but heâs not complaining. Not when your foot presses down harder which forces a moan out from him and makes his mind foggy. Heâs close already. He tells you that and he blushes when you laugh.
âAlready? How pathetic,â you tease. âAnd I thought I would at least get to see you naked first.â The idea of him being fully naked and you fully clothed makes him whimper and heâs quick to open his mouth to beg to get naked for you but you cut him off.
âBut I don't think you deserve it after everything youâve done. Youâll cum from my foot and without taking a piece of clothing off, understood?â He nods before he understands what you said and widens his eyes when he processes it.
âBut-â âBut?â You raise an eyebrow, daring him to disagree which shuts him right up. You smile and grind your shoe back down on his bulge. âGood, now go on. I know youâre just aching to get some friction, yeah?â
He nods again and doesnât hesitate for a moment before bucking his hips up against your foot, letting out a soft cry as the pleasure shoots through his body. You keep your foot still and let him do all the work and he lets out a loud moan when a particular thrust has his precum leaking out and dampening his pants.
You feel him twitch underneath your foot and smirk in amusement. âQuiet now, it's still school time, remember?â The reminder has him whimpering, wanting to let out loud noises for you but understanding the environment. You can tell heâs close from the way heâs practically begging with those puppy eyes of his.
âP-Please?â âPlease what, Gojo?â He lets out another soft cry, the pleasure being too much. His mind is so foggy from the fact that you two are in an empty classroom and can get caught at any moment and how he canât let out loud noises like he wants and the feeling of his dick being so hard, it hurts.
And now youâre teasing him. How mean, he wants to say to you. But the chances that you get mad again and leave him here in the classroom by himself with a hard dick is too high. So he begs.
âPlease let me cum? Please? I-Iâve been good-â You laugh again. He hasnât been good at all to you but he has been good at not touching you and keeping quiet. So maybe youâll take pity on him. Maybe.
âHm should I?â You pretend to think and Gojo moans, his pace quickening against your foot and he nods frantically. âI donât think I should.â The second you take your foot off him, Gojo swears heâs close to crying right then and there. His hands subconsciously dart out from his sides to reach for your ankle but your sharp glare stops him.
So instead, he whimpers as tears prickle the corner of his eyes, his dick aching for release. You smirk at the sight.
âBeg for it, Gojo. Unless you want me to leave.â He obeys yet again, almost too eagerly this time that it almost makes you laugh. Geez, knocking Gojo down his high horse is way more fun than you thought it would be.
â[Name] please? Please please please i'll be such a good boy for you i promise!â Itâs cute, seeing his glossy eyes and parted lips as he pants like a puppy for you. You swear you see a glimpse of a tail behind him wagging eagerly.
âDo whatever you want to me! Just let me cum, please!â With a smile, you place your foot back on his bulge and press down hard.
He throws his head back with a whimper and he swears he sees stars as his eyes roll to the back of his head.
âAh!- T-Thank you nghâ He goes back to his previous quick pace again and itâs not long till heâs close again. He squeezes his eyes shut, not trusting himself to not have them roll back and he hesitantly places his hands around your ankle to keep it there, refusing for you to pull away again. You click your tongue in disapproval but donât say anything about it which he is grateful about.
âIâm gonna cum im gonna cum-â He babbles out as he continues to rut against your foot like a dog in heat. âSuch a good boy for me, telling me that youâre close and not cuming without permission.,â you praise and you swear his hips stutters at that. A sucker for praise, it seems.
His eyes shoot open and it's clear what heâs begging for. âGo on, cum.â
And he does almost immediately. One of his hands shoots up to cover his mouth as he muffles his choked moans and whimpers and your eyes look down to see the spot where his crotch is quickly dampening as he cums.
But you donât stop, you actually speed up. Gojo feels your foot continuing to grind down on his now damp crotch and he can barely hold on, his hand dropping from his mouth back to hastily hold onto your leg. His eyes widen and curses sputter out of his mouth in stutters.
âS-Shit wait! Iâm ngh not ready-â You grab a handful of his hair and yank on it hard, forcing him to look directly at you and let out a rather loud whine. He stares at you with tears ready to fall down his face and oh does he look good like this. Heâs on his knees, his hips bucking up to your foot as if he didnât just say heâs not ready, face flushed such a pretty pink as he stares up at you like you own him. The tight grip you have on his hair has his scalp prickling in pain in such a good way that he almost begs for you to yank harder but another moan escapes him before he can.
âCome on, you were begging so nicely earlier,â you say mockingly, a feign pout on your face as you stare down at the once confident man. âDonât you want to cum again? I think you got some more in you, yeah?â
He immediately nods and lets out a cry when you step down even harder on his clothed dick and pull on his hair harder. Shit, heâs already close again, the overstimulation getting to him and making it feel all so much better. He can barely even talk or speak full sentences anymore, only letting out mainly whines and whimpers and a few babbles here and there.
Each tug of your hand, grind of your shoe, and praise or degradation you graciously give to him has him soon crying out of pure pleasure. Tears streak down his face slowly as he gets closer to cumming again. Youâre almost jealous of how pretty he still is while crying.
âCum.â Thatâs all he needs to hear before his hips stutter again and he lets out a quiet sob, cumming for the second time and staining his pants even more.
His pace slows down before stopping, his breath slowing down. He slowly leans forward to lean his cheek against your leg and your breath hitches at the sight. You can feel his hot breath against your leg as he stares up at you with hooded eyes and flushed cheeks. Heâs mumbling under his breath and you swear you hear âthank youâsâ coming out quietly.
You canât help but lean down slightly and run your hand through his hair, hearing a soft hum coming from him as he sighs when your hand moves down to caress his damp cheek, nuzzling against it.
The sudden sound of the school bell ringing snaps you two out of the trance. Right, you two are still at school in an empty classroom. You hear the other students rush out of the nearby classes to leave and return home and youâre glad that you two arenât in view of the door window.
You hear a sigh coming from Gojo and you look back at him and see him smile up at you.
âI⌠enjoyed that,â he murmurs shyly and you can't help but smile. âYou did so good for me.â He whines and blushes and you swear you feel another twitch from his crotch.
Let's just say that you two continued to meet at that spot many times after that.
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Urhmmm Flirty Pilot Satoru x Senior Flight Attendant reader? (This is probably highly ooc)
Satoru lowkey a player known for sleeping around with models in layover cities and charming flight attendants, the reader is very professional, a bit jaded from dealing with entitled passengers and egotistical/cocky crew members.
Satoru thinks the reader is an easy catch, thinks him being so âwound upâ is a perfect excuse for reader to get some release.
now with a bit of realism I donât think airlines would be too keen on having a pilot playboy affecting their brand so maybe heâs a nepo baby which adds to his ego, maybe his family owns the airline he works in..?
Thatâs all I got and for the smut.. probably brat taming, power imbalance, edging, orgasm denial, begging, semi public sex? Airplane sex, Risk of getting caught, could probably have Gojo be attached by the end and get possessive.
Also also uhh maybe the Airline is moving Gojo to only pilot for private jets for VIPâs so no more shared flights with the reader and the reader never gave his number, cue gojo pulling at his hair trying to find the reader, and because of their âunofficialâ situationship heâs running around interrogating junior flight attendants that worked with him and scrolling through crew rosters like a madman.
basically gojo thinks he wins easy until he realizes heâs incredibly down bad for reader.
love this request sm , hope i did it justice
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He notices your arrival and pushes off the wall, sauntering over with that infuriating smirk still plastered on his handsome face. He stops just a bit too close, invading your personal space with deliberate casualness.
"Well, well, well... look who it is. My favorite new hire." His voice is a low, smooth rumble, but there's an undercurrent of arrogance that sets you on edge. "You're just in time for orientation. Can't have my new favorite hire wandering around the cabin lost, now can we?"
You open your mouth to correct him, your eyes narrowing, but he doesn't even give you the chance to breathe. He cuts you off with a dismissive wave of his hand, his smirk widening as he steps even closer, looking down at you with a patronizing tilt of his head.
"Actually, skip the tour. Why don't you just go give out some beverages, yeah?" He reaches out, his fingers ghosting over the collar of your uniform in a way that feels more like a claim than a gesture. "Be a good flight attendant and find something to stay busy. Iâll call for you when I need a drink."
He lets the command hang in the air, his gaze dragging down your figure one more time, slow and calculated . The prick is so convinced he can order you around like a servant just because he's wearing the captain's cap. He clearly thinks youâre another rookie whoâs going to spend the flight trying to stay in his good graces. He doesn't realize that you've dealt with assholes like him before. He thinks the family name on the tail of the plane makes him untouchable, but to you, heâs just another spoiled kid in an expensive suit. You aren't impressed by the ego.
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As the plane levels out, Satoru leaves the cockpit on autopilot, clearly not caring about the workload heâs dumping on his co-pilot. He saunters into the galley with the lazy, unearned confidence of a guy who knows his family owns the airline.
He finds you busy with the inventory and stops right in your way, leaning against the cart to force you to look at him. His gaze travels over your body, searching for the reaction he's sure he can provoke.
"You look pretty wound up," he says, his voice a low rumble over the engines. He doesn't wait for an answer, stepping into your personal space. "Keeping up that 'perfect employee' act for ten hours has gotta be exhausting."
He traps you against the cabinets, his hand resting on the wall just above your shoulder. He leans in close, his breath ghosting over your skin.
"I know how it is. You're so tense youâre practically vibrating," he mutters, that arrogant smirk never leaving his face. "It's a long flight. No reason to spend it stressed. I'm bored, and you clearly need a distraction. How about we find a spot in the back and take the edge off? I'll make it worth it."
Heâs totally sure of himself, assuming your silence means you're overwhelmed by him. He thinks heâs found an easy target for some mid-air fun.
Boy, was he so wrong.
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He freezes as you grab his wrist and yank him closer. The cocky comment he was about to make dies in his throat as you spin him around and slam him face-first against the wall. You pin his wrists above his head with one hand, while the other roughly grips the bulge in his pants.
He lets out a soft gasp as you squeeze him through the fabric. He instinctively tries to grind back against you, but you maintain a slow, punishing rhythm that leaves him trembling. Just as heâs about to break, you pull your hand away, leaving him empty and aching.
"Don't be a brat," you mutter in his ear. "You're not in charge here, remember?"
You yank his pants and underwear down, letting him spring free. Heâs panting now, his skin flushed and slick. Even as his body betrays him, he tries to find his voice, glancing over his shoulder with a shaky, spiteful smirk. "Whatâs the hold up? You gonna fuck me or what? Scared you can't handle it?"
You yank his hair back, forcing his head up. "Watch your mouth. Now beg for it."
He winces and makes a scowl. "Please," he whimpers, his eyes hazy and desperate. "Please fuck me. Do whatever you want, just... please don't leave me like this."
You nudge his thighs apart with your foot and drive two fingers deep into him. Satoru cries out, his head thudding against the wall as you pump a wet, heavy rhythm into him. Once heâs dripping and desperate, you line yourself up and bury yourself in him with one hard thrust.
The sound of your hips slapping against him fills the cramped space. You fuck him hard, ignoring his muffled wails as you hit his sweet spot over and over. Heâs completely undone, his fingers digging into the wall as he loses the ability to form words.
Suddenly, a chime rings out. The clink of a beverage cart and a muffled voice sound dangerously close outside the door. Satoruâs eyes fly wide in panic, a high-pitched moan starting to rip from his throat. Before the sound can escape, you slam your palm over his mouth, silencing him.
"Stay. Quiet," you hiss.
You don't slow down. You drive into him harder, using the wall to pin him as he shakes violently against your hand. He nods frantically, tears of overstimulation soaking into your palm as he jolts in silent, rhythmic spasms. You hit him with one final, brutal thrust, bottoming out as your own release hits in hot surges, filling him up.
As the footsteps outside fade away, you peel your hand back. Satoru slumps against the wall, gasping for air, his legs shaking too hard to stand. Heâs a total mess, the arrogant pilot completely replaced by the ruin youâve made of him.
°ââ.ŕłŕż*:シËââŽ
Only a few days have passed, and Satoru is already losing it. Because the airline moved him to exclusive VIP flights, he has no way of running into you. He never got your number, and now heâs spiraling, interrogating junior staff and obsessively scrolling through crew rosters.
He paces his apartment, his hair a mess from his own agitation. He canât believe heâs this worked up over one person. Usually, everyone falls for his act, but you saw right through him. The way you handled him in the galley was infuriating, and itâs all he can think about.
He stops, a thought finally clicking. He sits at his desk and fires up his laptop. As the son of the airlineâs owner, he has access to files most pilots can't touch. He bypasses the security filters, searching for more than just your nameâhe wants your full schedule.
"Found you," he mutters, a smirk returning to his face as your file pops up on the screen.
haii! can i request gojo + feminization + oral fixation + male reader?? thank you! đЎ
â gojo satoru ⢠jujutsu kaisen â
cw: dom reader, male reader, sub gojo, feminization, oral fixation
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âcome on, satoru⌠show me how pretty you look.â
gojoâs cheeks were flushed pink, a stark contrast to the pale blue lace panties stretched snug across his hips. the matching garter straps clung to his thighs, accentuating every inch of his long legs. his usual cocky grin was gone, replaced with something softer â something desperate.
he was already on his knees, hands resting on his thighs, fingers twitching as he glanced up at you from under his snowy bangs. his lips, usually quick with teasing remarks, now trembled slightly, parted just enough for you to catch a glimpse of his pink tongue.
âyouâre quiet,â you murmured, stepping closer. your fingers brushed over his jaw, tilting his chin up so his ocean-blue eyes met yours. âwhatâs wrong? cat got your tongue?â
gojo swallowed hard, his gaze flickering between your face and the obvious bulge pressing against your pants. he licked his lips without even realizing it â that pretty, pouty mouth of his already working in ways he didnât even need to think about.
âyou want something, donât you?â
his nod was immediate, but his voice was barely above a whisper. âpleaseâŚâ
âplease, what?â
a whine slipped past his lips as he shifted on his knees, the garters digging into his skin with every movement. he looked wrecked already, just from your presence, his usual bravado stripped away the moment he put on the lace.
âwant⌠want it in my mouth,â he whispered, voice trembling with need.
âof course you do.â
you let out a soft chuckle, tracing your thumb along his lower lip. he sucked it in without hesitation, his eyes fluttering shut as he hollowed his cheeks, sucking gently. the way his tongue swirled around your thumb was obscene â slow, deliberate, like he was savoring every second of having something between his lips.
âsuch a good little thing,â you murmured, watching how his lashes fluttered with every movement. âyou love having your mouth full, donât you?â
gojo whimpered around your thumb, nodding as his hips twitched involuntarily. you could see the bulge straining against the lace panties, a wet patch already forming at the front. he was completely gone â needy, desperate, falling apart just from this.
pulling your thumb from his mouth with a soft pop, you ran your fingers through his hair, gripping it just enough to make him gasp.
âopen.â
his mouth fell open immediately, tongue out, eyes wide and glassy as he stared up at you. the sight was almost too much â gojo satoru, the strongest, kneeling at your feet, dressed up like your personal plaything, ready to take whatever you gave him.
âgood boy,â you whispered, undoing your belt. ânow, be sweet and keep sucking until i tell you to stop.â
and as your cock pressed past his lips, gojo moaned, his lashes fluttering again as he eagerly took you in, losing himself completely to the warmth, the weight, the taste.
"Control Me" Gojo fic
Tags: Fem!Reader! Sub!Gojo! Overstimulation! OrgasmDenial! Begging(Gojo)! Edging! Creampie! LightChoking!
Word Count: 1.3k
Note: I just like subby gojo more. Kind of brainrot? (not the skibidi toilet type) divider: @/enchanthings-a
The blindfoldâs still hanging loose around his neck, half-forgotten in his desperation.
Heâs flushed pink all the way up to his ears, lashes fluttering with every shaky breath as you keep your hand around his throat. Not squeezingâjust resting there. Just enough to remind him whoâs in control.
âPlease,â he pants, hips twitching up from the bed, desperate for friction. âBeen good. Havenât touched myself in days, I swear.â
âDidnât ask,â you say, voice calm. Cruel. He whines.
Gojo Satoru, the strongest sorcerer in the world, reduced to a squirming, needy mess under you. Sprawled across the sheets like a dream undone. Shirt half off. Sweat dampening his hair. Cock flushed and leaking against his stomach. Youâve edged him twice alreadyâand heâs trembling.
âThought you liked being in control,â you murmur at his ear.
He chokes on a laugh, breathless. âI do. Just... not right now. Not with you.â
His voice drops, rasps. âWant you to ruin me.â
You do.
You slide down between his legs, licking a slow stripe up the underside of his cock. He gasps, thighs twitching, one hand fisting the sheets.
âAhâf-fuckââ He arches when you take the head into your mouth, tongue swirling, watching him through your lashes. That cocky grin he always wears? Gone. Replaced by something real. Raw. His bottom lip trembles. Heâs biting it, trying not to cry out.
You pull off with a soft popâand he actually whimpers.
âSatoru,â you say softly, âuse your words.â
âI wanna come,â he whines, hips bucking. âPlease. Feels so full, I canâtâjust let meâplease, please, Iâll do anythingââ
You reach up and slap his thigh lightly. He moans.
âStay still.â
He nods quickly. âYes. Yes. Iâll be good. Iâll behave. Just pleaseââ
When you finally sink down on his cock, slow and tight and hot, his whole body shudders. His fingers grip your hips like heâll fall apart if he doesnât hold on.
âOh my god. Oh my god. You feel so good.â
You ride him with a slow, deliberate grind, watching him come undone. His headâs thrown back, throat bared, sweat glistening on his chest. The kinds of sounds you never thought youâd hear from himâsoft, needy, desperateâfill the room.
You drag your nails down his chest, watching his muscles twitch beneath your touch. His cock twitches too, still sheathed inside you, unbelievably hard despite everything youâve already done to him. Heâs sensitiveâyou can tell. Every grind of your hips makes his mouth fall open like heâs about to cry.
âS-So close,â he breathes. Eyes wet. Voice catching. âPlease let me come. Iâll do anything.â
Your hips roll slower. Deeper.
âAnything?â you murmur, trailing your fingers up his chest, wrapping around his throat again.
He nods so fast it's pathetic. His hands tremble on your thighs. âYes. Fuck, yes. Just wanna come inside you. Been dreaming about it. Waking up hard and aching and thinking about your cunt. Please, let me fill you up, let me make you feel itââ
You clench around him.
He gasps, loud, like the air got knocked from his lungs.
âGod, you're so tight,â he moans. âYou're gonna make meâfuck, I can'tââ
âYouâre not allowed to come until I say so,â you say, dragging your hips back with cruel slowness. âYou want to fill me up? Beg for it.â
âPlease. Please, baby, let me come in you. Let me fuck it deep, let me feel you milk me dry. Youâre so warm, so wet, youâre perfect, Iâll be goodâI'll behave, I swear, Iâll be such a good boy for youââ
You cut him off by grinding hard against him, your clit catching on the ridge of his pelvis, and he cries out. Loud. Uncontrolled. Desperate.
"You sound so pretty when you're desperate," you whisper, leaning down to press your mouth to his ear. "So much for the strongest sorcerer."
He whimpers.
One of his hands flies up to your waist, the other fisting the sheets. Heâs trying to hold back. You can feel it in the way he trembles under you. His cock throbs inside you, his body stiff with tension as he fights not to spill.
âPlease,â he whispers again, raw and reverent. âLet me come for you. Let me fill you up. Let me make a messââ
You pull him into a kiss just as you grind down hard again, and his mouth opens helplessly against yours. You can feel it in the way he trembles under you. His cock throbs inside you. His whole body tense, fighting not to spill.
You donât let him finish.
You swallow the rest of his begging with your tongue, kissing him hardâwet and messy, biting his bottom lip until he moans into your mouth. His hands scramble at your hips, fingertips pressing into the flesh like heâs trying to ground himself, like heâs going to float out of his body if he doesnât anchor himself to you.
And youâre not even close to done with him.
You roll your hips again, deeper this time, deliberately grinding your clit against the base of his cock. The friction sparks through your body like electricity. You shiver. He breaks.
âF-fuck,â he sobs, thighs twitching beneath you. âPleaseâI canâtâIâm so close, Iâm right there, please let me comeââ
You pull back just enough to look at him.
Heâs a fucking mess.
Hair plastered to his forehead, mouth swollen from your kiss, sweat beading down his neck. His eyes are glassy, barely focused, lashes fluttering as he looks up at you like you hung the stars. You drag your hips forward again, slow and filthy, and watch his jaw drop, a high, helpless moan spilling out of him.
"You gonna cry for me, Satoru?" you whisper, voice like velvet wrapped around a knife. "Is that how bad you wanna come?"
His head tips back, exposing the long line of his throat. âYes. Yes, Iâll cryâI'll do anythingâjust donât stop, please donât stopââ
Heâs babbling now. Barely coherent. You can feel the way heâs pulsing inside you, how close he is to coming just from being inside you, no hands, no rhythmâjust you using him like a toy.
âYou sound pathetic,â you murmur, grinding down hard, pinning his hips to the bed when they jerk up. âAnd you love it, donât you?â
His hands fist the sheets again, white-knuckled.
âI do,â he chokes. âI fucking do, justâplease, let me come, let me fill you up, I need to feel it, I need to feel you take itââ
You donât answer.
You ride him harder.
Your own breath starts to hitch now, the drag of him so deep inside you, hitting perfectly with every roll of your hips. Your clit throbs against his skin, slick dripping down where your bodies meet, making every grind messier, wetter. The sound of itâskin on skin, your cunt squelching around his cockâfills the room, filthy and raw.
Heâs shaking under you. His heels are digging into the mattress. His chest rises and falls in shallow, panicked bursts.
âIâm gonna come,â he gasps, voice cracking. âPlease, I needââ
âNot yet,âÂ
He lets out something between a sob and a moan, head tossing side to side.
âI canâtâI canât hold itâfuck, fuck, youâre gonna make meââ
âThen take it,â you say, leaning in to kiss him again, slow and deep. âCome for me, baby. Ruin yourself for me.â
He shatters.
The second you give him permission, his body tenses under you, his back arching as he cries out your nameâloud, needy, broken. His cock jerks inside you, thick spurts of cum spilling deep, and he clings to you like itâs the only thing keeping him from floating away.
You keep moving.
Keep grinding through it as he trembles and moans, oversensitive and twitching, cock still pulsing helplessly inside you. You donât stop until his voice goes hoarse, until his hands go limp, until heâs gasping like he canât catch his breath.
And even then, youâre not done.
Not until your cuntâs full of his cum, dripping out of you.
hear me out but ⌠afab gojo slutting himself out by âaccidentallyâ getting stuck in a hole in the wall (he only happens to be naked waist down and already prepped)
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"What the fuck."
Satoru grinned at the other side as soon as he heard you, the trail of lube coming out of his pussy continued to gush and drip as it twitched from the cold air touching the warm flesh.
Of course, you were surprisedâ hell, even 'surprised' was an understatement. Yet, you couldn't help but gaze at his lower part, naked lower part, and then there was amusement reflected on your face. "What are you on now, huh?"
He clenched his ass, pussy throbbing from anticipation as soon as you rubbed his pink numb. His clit becoming more sensitive from your ministrations. Come on, I know you want this, sweetheart. he'd wiggle his ass for you to fit your cock inside his loose hole. The dangerous, sinful sounds of his wet, messy pussy drove you mad.
You then aggressively tugged him apart and then layed your tongue flat against his cunt. Hot juices of his pussy leaving your soft muscle a sweet taste, diving further into his hole and then licking a stripe as you ate him lile a fucking starved man.
He continued to drench your chin with his fluids, the intimate contact left his legs trembling again and again, strings of cum visible between his pussy to your mouth.
"Mmmh, is this a-all you got?" the gut feeling of just eating out his audacity roughly seemed rather tempting, but you had to restraint yourself for that. Satoru's body twitched with every lap, thighs shook due to how harsh you're treating his sweet cunt, and then there was that bump.
"Nghh ah!"
He shot his eyes open, nails digging hard into the wall as he waited to finally cum. He waited, and waited. And waited. But it wasn't there, it never came out. Tears began to swell up due to how you handled him, he felt a sharp pain on his hips when you gripped him tighter.
"I was so close, so close! You just had to be a bitch and take it froâ anMff?!"
"Baby, who do you think started this at the first place?" he moaned as he felt a sudden pain on his pussy lips. No, you did not justâ "Ah!" whines came out naturally from his lips, eyes blurry from how much slaps he got against his cunt.
"Come on, I asked you a question," he kept unmoving, tired body already giving up if it wasn't for your arms holding his hips. The tip of your index and middle exploring his sensitive flesh, tracing circles around his warmth until it reaches hisâ he felt you lift his hood up and then realization came. You perverted ass, you can'tâ
"Ahn! mmf it's m-me. I started thiâ keukk!"
He had to bite his lower lips until it bled, his sensitive bud exposed and numb from the harsh slap it received. Fuck, it fucking hurts so much. Big fat tears left his eyes swollen as he started to keep his thighs close. Hips wiggling out of your touch, but no, he gave you a tasteâ that fucking sinful, desire to ruin such strong, respectable man.
You positioned your knee between his prying legs, making contact with his wet pussy that left your pants damp. "That's it, good boy."
Suddenly, cum splattered down to his abdomen, and then in between your and his own thighsâ some even got into the wall. His eyes rolled right back his head as he felt something big and thick rip him apart. You continued to slide your cock inside back and forth, each thrusts plunging deep and hits every nook and canny of his sensitive walls.
The sloppy and aggressive movements becoming more eager and desperate to dive in the overwhelming warmth. His hole then throbbed and milks the fuck out of you. Balls hitting his fat mounds as you kept an aggressive pace and relieve your frustrations through those onslaughts.
" Ah, ah, ah mmf!" you continued to ram your swelled up cock inside his cunt, releasing all your cum all nice and deep inside. The glorious man below then squirted against the wall, feeling his insides getting filled up with so much cum, yet still hard.
He had to keep himself from passing out as you forced his entrance open again for your throbbing cock. Breath heavy and panting from how rough you're handling him.
Satoru cried out loud for all to hear from the hard fuck he's receiving. Nails dug deeper into his skin as you plunged your length again and again. His ass sensitive and red from your rough pounding.
He couldn't take it anymore. The pain grew as his consciousness began to fall as his pussy got owned up and taken. Drools and bodily fluids continued to drip, brain no longer functioning to even realize you filled him up again. And continued to do so as soon as black started to consume him.
You should've realized how dangerous this is, Toru. You hummed, cock railing his puffy cunt warm and sticky, and then plunging deep inside his warmth. You should've realized that you were like a fleeting drug to me.
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You love the way he cutely looks up at you when he knows heâs done something he shouldnât have, that teasing grin of his or that stupid pouty look.How he so selfishly takes up the whole bed despite it being âyoursâ and he has his very own.Hogging up the blanket as well and having the audacity to whine when you demand to have some as well.He gets away with many things because of his cuteness.
You love the way he constantly clings to you when spotting you anywhere.Like a girl with a crush, wrapping his arms around your own and cuddling into you with the biggest grin on his face.Geto and Shoko just staring at both of you with an annoyed look.Satoru somehow manages to talk about you all day and once meeting up with you he starts to become even more lovey.They feel like theyâre dating you as well.Its so cute to have Satoru Gojo as your boyfriend.Receiving those cute little messages of his..especially when heâs hungry.
Heâd send you what heâs craving that dayâŚJust a simple picture and youâre already responding with okay.Spamming you when youâre busy thatâs heâs extremely bored.Messages with dragged out texts of your name, that or pictures that he happens to find extremely funny.Thereâs so many things you can name about him that you love, but what you love most is how much of a big Eater he is.Haibara and you definitely happen to have the same type.
You love when he tries and split his food for both of you to share, but one piece always comes out bigger than the other.He pouts and hesitates to give you the bigger pieceâŚitâs obvious he wants it but he also wants you to have it.You always laugh at how cute he is, taking the smaller piece and ruffing his hair into a mess. âI donât want too muchâŚjust a taste.â Your heart leaps at how his smile spreads across his face as he of course happily takes the bigger piece of whatever it was you two were sharing.
Although you donât particularly enjoy to share food with others or even let other people drink or eat from where you are doing so, with Satoru itâs a whole different story.He seems to want everything thatâs yours..a bite of what you ordered, a drink of what you have, not even bothering to use his utensils but yours.Sure at first you donât like it but you get used to it..how could you say no to him when he looks so happy stealing your food.Heâs a huge eater, always has to have something in hand or heâll whine about how hungry he is.Its like heâs pregnant or something, you once told him as a joke.
Once when going out he pouted at the fact the ice cream you got looked better than his.Although he of course ate his own, he wouldnât stop eyeing yoursâŚwanting to try it for himself to see if it was as good as it looked.But he was too shy to ask you since well you got one since you wanted one.It was impossible not to laugh at his staring.Turning to him you offered him some and he immediately caved in.Eyes widening in happiness while his hands clapped together.Proceeding to take the cup from your hands and savoring what was once yours. âYou can have it Iâm full already.â
He wanted to kiss you right then and there, even thanking whatever god had blessed with a partner who gets full fast.Thought he doesnât know thatâs really not the caseâŚYouâve seen how he whines when he offers you a bite of his food but you end up teasing him and end up taking one of those huge bites that leaves a small portion behind.Although he does the same to you, youâre obviously not allowed to do the same.Though sometimes you even refuse the food he offers you, just to see him try and devour everything in one single bite.
You love the expression he has when he eats, youâre even guilty of spoiling him too much with food just to see him.His whole face completely stuffed, cheeks bright redâŚa sign thatâs heâs enjoying it so much.The cutest nibbles he takes with his mouth full, those gorgeous blue eyes even watering from the joy of simply eating.He tries his best to show his gratitude to you by turning to look at you and smile.Showing off how happy he really is.If that doesnât do something to youâŚYouâd wish it was something else he was stuffing his face with.
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âYouâre so fucken red.â
Your voice rasps out, fingers pressing against his flushed neck as his cunt squeezes at you in response.The sloppy noises of both your juices making him grip at the sheets.Toes digging into the sheets and curling from the cock nudging against his insides. âSatoruâŚâ You purred out his name, voice out of breath and desperate to thrust harder inside of him.But for now you would wait.It was a cute little habit you noticed your boyfriend had.The smallest touches had him brightening up crimson.Even just turning to look at him, it wouldnât take long before his pale skin would change. âHey Iâm talking to you.â
Your kind whispers, only making him dizzy and turning his mind to mush.Your eyes dropped down to where the both of you connected, a low hiss leaving your lips when seeing how he clenched onto you.Puffy folds comfortably nudging against your throbbing shaft.You couldnât look away, hips thrusting slowly against him to watch how his cunt opened and squeezed you.A loud squeal managed to get you out of your staring.Satoru whimpering in shame, embarrassed that you were staring so intensely. âS-stop! c-Canât look! D-donât stare please.â You clicked your tongue in annoyance, spreading him from behind and positioning yourself to bury your cock as deep as you could.
He panted out squirming in your hold, trying his best to get away but he felt your tip nudge against his spot.Eyes flickering while his jaw dropped open.Your pace fasten up having his head bob forward and back when pulling him back towards you.A repeated motion that had him hiccuping and sobbing out for you to slow down, turning a bit to push his hand on your stomach.Claiming heâd break if you werenât gentle with him.Begging very loudly, youâd think heâd want everyone to hear how you made him feel.
âCmonâŚyou can take it Satoru.â You hummed against his neck before laughing slightly at what you were about to tell him.Your cock nudging deep inside as you grounded down. âIf you take it Iâll buy you whatever you want yeah? Iâll stuff your stomach just the way you like it.â You grunted when feeling how he squeezed you so desperately.His whole body burning up even more at how shameless you were being.Feeling how you pinched his stomach, your hand softly rubbing against his poor tummy.You definitely noticed his chubbiness and you couldnât help but coo from it.
âYouâre so soft SatoruâŚI prefer you so much this way.âSatoru sobbed, your tip nudging against his womb making space for when you were ready to finish inside of him.He was so embarrassed, bright red and tired from how long you two were going at it.Heâs even ashamed to admit but heâs grown hungry during the last few hours.Sobbing so cutely while being plowed into the mattress.With your lips pressed against his biting, nibbling, and tugging⌠Satoru could only whine into the kiss while his hands pushed against your shoulders.
Stuttering out how he was hungry but only a few words could leave his mouth before he yelped and turned his head away from you.Cock Plunging as deep as possible he could only gurgle and plead for you to listen.For a moment he thought you did, you smiled at him and agreed to stopâŚbut only with one condition.Now heâs screaming out and crying while riding you and creaming your cock.Cunt hugging you and make sure to leave you a soaking mess.His thighs hurting and heâs making sure you see how much youâre breaking him by crying in your face.
He whines and grunts on you, thighs slamming down on your very own feeling you even deeper than before.Youâre so mean! Youâre so mean!! He could feel how you throbbed inside of him, your thick length stretching his poor pussy making sure every inch inside of him was touched.He was trying his best to hurry and make you finish but with how big you were only long, deep thrusts were possible.You could feel the fat of his bruised cunt around your length.Starting to even regret not telling him to let you eat him out instead.
Satoru canât take it anymore, he feels so stuffed itâs impossible to keep going this slow.Spreading his legs a bit to try make himself move faster.Trying to find the perfect position in order to make the both of you finish.Grinding down at moaning in pure bless from how delicious you felt inside of him.It was a big mistake to try and move around because with that little movement.He could feel your fat wet tip nudging against his spot.Losing his balancing and sobbing on your chest.He could feel how he spasms around you, wetting your cock with Shame from squirting all over you.
He had come yet you were nowhere near close to finishing.Satoru just looks so cute as he isâŚyou want to keep fucking him but with how heâs crying you think heâd pass out before getting to eat anything. âKeep bouncing SatoruâŚyouâre so hungry for my cock arenât you..is that what you meant to tell me?â Satoru canât answer..too busy drooling all over your chest and toes curling against the bed from you still shoved inside of him.Heâs breathing out heavily, huffing and whining from overstimulation.
Satoru Chokes out a squeal and immediately digs his face into your chest, his soaking pussy squeezing onto you for dear life before he jerks and starts shaking his head.The all too familiar feeling you always make sure he starts feeling from playing with him too much.Knees pressed together and clenching all he could Satoru whined out as you released inside of him.Cunt swallowing your thick load as best as he couldâŚsobbing out when he squirted all over your cock.âdoesnât that feel better now?âŚyouâll be okay.â
You soothe him, your hand patting the back of his head as he softly cries into your neck.Despite him finishing he could still feel you pounding at his pussy and shoving your creampie back into him.Though you soon stop when noticing how he looks at you with a pout.
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Currently Satoru was having the time of his life, stuffing his face full of all that youâve bought him to eat and giving you that joyful look that got you so addicted to him in the first place.Sure the bill would end up coming out extremely high but did that really matter when you got to see him so happy?
GOJO SATORU éŚč¸ who becomes so wet under your touch ââ `` m reader. fingering.
ânnmângh,â satoru moans, âplease...â
itâs unusual to find the strongest pinned against a wall, pussy gaping due to a fellow sorcerer. âtell me what you need.â he whines in response, it was so obvious. you know damn well what he needs. your middle finger was teasing his clit, fighting the urge to pinch. âyou already know,â
âhaamgh-!â
you slipped that finger inside only to immediately pull it out. âi donât,â you spread his wetness across his folds, âi canât read your mind, sweetheart. already so soaked when i didnât even do anything.â
the mocking tone set in your voice makes him clench, gripping your forearm. he could easily overpower you, but the mere promise of your touch anywhere on himâespecially on his awaiting cunt, gets him so flustered and eager.
âtâtouch me,â he requests breathlessly, smug smile of his wiped off his face and replaced with a mouth thatâs more than happy to let out dirty moans. âwhere?â he grabs your hand that trailed itself up to his stomach, dragging it back down to his hole.
đđđđđđđ : five times satoru has said your name with different kinds of emotions, and one time he said your name softly.
đđđđđđđ : fluff, friends to lovers, angst, smut, s2 spoilers, sub!satoru, dom!fem!reader, riding, praise, dacryphilia (lots of crying), handjob, two orgasms, creampie, small aftercare
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đđđ. đđđđ : this took a ridiculous amount of time, and iâm still not satisfied with it !! :( and please, sex is not a healthy coping mechanism, please donât do this irl. this is fiction
you gulped at the âwelcome to jujutsu highâ sign standing tall at the entrance of the school you were transferred to just a few days ago. apparently, it was due to your âability to see cursesââmind you, what the hell was a curse anyway?
sure, some strange creatures always kept peeking out from behind the buildings whenever you were on your way to school or back, but you always thought you were just a bit insane. or at least, thatâs what your parents, who couldnât see curses, always told you.
years of therapy that you didnât even need were hopeless to shut down your worries, and you sometimes wonder if you were just as out of your mind as everybody, even your friends think.
âaliens? cut that crap out, [name]!â they would laugh at you.
the information you have spilled to your therapist somehow reached yaga, the principal of the school you were walking through at the very moment, who wasted no time to reach out to you, happy to explain every one of your questions.
well, he wasnât exactly happy to realize yet another bright teenager like you will spend years of torture and the burden of being a sorcerer, building up friendships just to watch them drop dead one by oneâonly to end up like them.
he didnât tell you that because he knew you were already aware of the amount of pain you would go through once you accepted your position as a student at jujutsu high.
but it was worth a try, right?
you were currently following the principal. he told you to just stay quiet and let him introduce you to your new classmates and future mission partners.
the door into the classroom was slammed open by yaga, and his cold and stoic face matched his deep voice that echoed through the room, âgood morningââ
âgood morning, sensei!â a white-haired male yells from his seat, his grin spreading from one ear to another. your jaw dropped when you took a good look at him.
he was drop-dead gorgeous.
the iconic glasses he always used to wear were abandoned on his desk to reveal his vibrant blue eyes that could kill by the way they lit up the whole roomâwhich was lowkey a bit creepy. nevertheless, the shade of the blue was just so hypnotic that you couldnât look away.
the boyâs six eyes immediately get triggered under your stare, and he wastes no time to let his dramatic side out.
âsenseiââ the male begins, taking a big inhale, and your face already cringes when you realize his plan is nothing else but to yell at the top of his lungs, âsheâs staring!â
the classroom falls dead silent, and you watch the other male with a bun slap the back of the white-hairedâs head. the girl next to them sat unbothered, her lips pursing at the awkward silence.
âsatoru . . .â yaga warns him, making the boy flinch and shrink back to his seat with a wobbly but embarrassed smile that shows how much heâs prepared for the whole hour of scolding from the principal later.
the older man sighs, âthis is your new classmate, [name].â
you stand in front of the board in silence as yaga begins to explain some things that are not related to youâinstead, you pay attention to the gazes of the trio you just learned to recognize as your classmates.
a brunette girl on your right, closest to the window. a guy with a bun who was sitting in the middle. and, of course, a white-haired guy closest to the door. maybe that is why your eyes landed on him the second you stepped in.
from what you could tell, the black-haired male held zero judgment towards you by the way he offered you a friendly smile that made his eyes curl into the shape of a crescent moon. he looked kind, and you smiled back.
the girl was questionable at first. she looked up and down at you, and for a second, you were afraid her face would do the twist of disgust, and she would roll her eyes as most of the girls in your school didâbut she didnât. instead, she offered you the same smile the boy on her right did.
the white-haired maleâsatoru, as yaga mentionedâwas a bit different. his reaction was rather interesting. aside from yelling at the top of his lungs that you were staring at him, he did exactly what you expected from the girl on the left.
â[name]?â satoru huffs in annoyance. he stared at you with a pout, his face twisting. but it wasnât a judgmental twist that would make you burst out in tears and run away from the roomâeven when you didnât say a single word, and your voice was still unknown to him.
âi donât like her,â satoru huffs proudly. the attention he was expecting was far away from reality than he would like to admit. angry look from yaga, an annoyed look from his two other classmates, and a sad look from you.
maybe this was a sign for him to never speak again.
âsuguru,â satoru whispered harshly, nudging his elbow into the boyâs side, who was already sending him an âare you seriousâ look, âback me up!â
suguru clicked his tongue, âraise your hand if you care.â
the silence that fell right after suguruâs words was so damn awkward that even you couldnât help but feel bad for the amount of embarrassment satoru must have felt after not a single person in the room raised their hand. his head hung low in shame, the sound of his forehead slamming against the desk only making others roll their eyes.
âi apologize for satoruâs behavior, [name]. please, feel free to take a seat.â yaga says, but immediately finds the issue of why you never sat downâthe only available spot was right next to satoru. yaga clears his throat.
âsuguru? shoko? please,â the principal didnât have to repeat himself twice for the two of them to nod and switch their seats so that you could be as far as possible from satoru and his bratty personality.
the rest of the class period was quiet, but you could feel satoruâs gaze on you almost every five minutesâjust about every time yaga turned his back to all four of you to write something on the board. so as soon as the teacher lifted the piece of chalk to write something, satoru had his head snapped in your direction.
âignore him,â shoko whispered since even though satoru wasnât looking at her, his gaze was so easy to pick up that even yaga, who had turned around for a while, knew what was going on behind his back.
after what felt like forever, the class came to an endâthat couldnât be said the same for satoruâs non-stopping stare that went on and on for the past hour without breaking. but once you found the courage to make eye contact with him, he was a long time gone.
you sigh in defeat and wonder if maybe next time you will be able to talk to satoru normally without him him having the need of digging blades into you with his stare.
âhey,â shoko spoke, âcan i get your number?â
the weekend followed. you questioned why you had to be transferred to the school on friday and why they just couldnât let you stay home for the weekend and then show you the schoolâbut who are you to wander into yagaâs office and complain.
when shoko texted you just some location of a random street without telling you any context or clues, anxiety began to rise within your body. funny how a simple âmeet us thereâ was able to shake you up so much.
no, they wonât kidnap you and beat you until death just because satoru was too picky with his choices of making new friendsâyou had to insure yourself.
âhey, you came!â shoko cheers as soon as you come into her vision, and you tell yourself that it wasnât so bad, you were just overthinking again. a special habit you had for the longest time, âiâm glad you did.â
suguru nods with that same kind smile and adds, âwe were afraid you wouldnât show up.â
you smiled at their words, genuinely grateful you wonât spend all your sorcerer years as a punching bag for some mean kids who were raised without any sort of manners.
there were two other people, both male. the blonde one introduced himself quietly but with a hint of respect while the brunette one just shook your hand, looking like he was about to burst from having too much energy.
âweâll go check the movie seats. wait here, okay?â shoko waved, and you nodded, soon enough finding yourself a nice empty bench while the other four entered the movie theater.
the streets were quiet, and you had to admit that it was quite relaxing. not until you heard heavy footsteps and a very familiar voice rushing right in your direction. you cursed under your breath.
ânooo! they went inside already?!â satoru dramatically collapses right next to you, the plastic bag that he was holding landing right on top of your lap. fortunately, none of the things ended up broken.
after satoru was done with his fake sobbing and whining about how he âchecked the time multiple timesâ and âhow dare they go inside without himâ, he took the bag from your lap to his to open it.
âiâm sorry. about uh,â satoru clears his throat, âyesterday.â
for a second, you froze. apology from satoru gojo himself? oh, you were so flattered you could yell it out from the rooftops. but truth be told, you werenât affected by his yesterday act at all. maybe that has something to do with your âpeopleâs peopleâ personality.
âoh, no, no!â you wave it off. satoru hears your voice for the first time, and heâs shocked about how sweet and gentle it sounds, âitâs okay, reallyââ
âno, iâm serious,â satoru cuts you off before you have the chance to rant about how truly you didnât care and that sometimes, first impressions just donât go as many people would like them to be, and thatâs okay.
âi brought you this as an apology. i hope you like sweets as much as i do!â the sorcerer shoots you the same grin he did yesterday when greeting yaga. âplease accept it. it was the last piece.â
satoru hands you a plastic box of edamame and cream kikufukuâa small tag hung from the side of it, and the price that was supposed to be on it was harshly ripped apart so you were unable to tell how much he spent.
you hummed, âthank you, gojoââ
âsatoru. please, call me satoru.â
âokay, satoru.â you smile, feeling happy with the whole situation. at first, he was an asshole who looked like he wanted to throw you out of the classroom just because you were breathing, and now, he spent god-knowing how much yen just to buy you an apology gift.
âhey, the movie is startingâoh, satoru!â suguruâs smile got wider at the sight of his best friend and you sitting next to each other, satoruâs favorite kikufuku flavor on your lap.
satoru, immediately after hearing suguruâs voice, grinned and jumped up from his seat. you came running right after them, tightly holding the sweet dessert the white-haired boy had bought you close to your chest as if it was the most precious and important thing in the whole world.
the movie was, in your opinion, boring. supposedly, it was a famous summer horror that your classmates, along with haibara and nanami, wanted to see for the longest time.
the plot wasnât even that bad, and it had the potential to be interesting if it wasnât for the poor choice of actors in the movie. the budget was low too, and it showed. so the only thing you really could do was stare at the poor attempts of what was supposed to be a jumpscare.
âoh, man . . .â satoru groaned from beside you and gave in to the impulse thought of spreading his long, aching limbs everywhere they could fitâbecause he was the strongest, who was gonna stop him when his spreading arms would block their vision of the threader screen?
âthis movie is boring!â the sorcerer was now spread all over his seat, your seat, and also you. the boy takes good notice of how you didnât even look at him when his legs landed right on your lap and how you continued to stare at the screen with a blank expression.
satoru decided to push his luck to spread out even more than he already was. but this time, his head took the place of his legsâright on your lap. finally, you did look down at the recognition of something shaped like a head, and you smiled when you saw the white-haired boy grin up and you.
what you didnât expect was when satoruâs thumb rose to flick his own forehead multiple times, mentioning for you to kiss the spot he had touched just now. and you listened. bending down a bit, your hand removed all the bangs his hand wasnât able to scoop, and your lips contacted the skin of his forehead.
âdidnât know you would fall so easily, [name]!â satoru says teasingly, followed by a genuine chuckle. his toothy grin shoved appearance again, and you bit down your lip so as not to burst out laughing and ruin the movie experience for the other people.
a quit flash of a camera, âcut it out, lovebirds,â shoko had to lean over to whisper from her seat so that the guy, who was already glaring at her for taking a picture in the threader, wouldnât bash her out.
âget a room, you two!â suguru chuckled from the other side and watched both of your faces catch an adorable shade of pink that would be hard to get rid of once the same thing might happen later.
because satoru is definitely getting another kiss from you.
âew! look how ugly that is!â riko squeaked out of disgust, pointing at a strange-looking creature that desperately tried to bury itself back in the sand before another wave of ocean water arrived and filled the hole again.
the worm-like creature kept digging even after many failed attempts to disappear from the hungry seagulls who kept circling above the four of you for the past half hour.
âew!â your boyfriend yelled, voice high-pitched when he burst out laughing at the poor animal trying, but failing, to borrow itself away from the flying predators, âdonât worry, princess!â he jumps in from of you, âi will protect you from that gut-wrenching alien!â
âitâs a sea cucumber,â you deadpan, watching suguru and riko chuckle at satoruâs reactionâwhich was giving you a long face before letting his head fall in defeat, close to throwing a tantrum, âhelp it, satoru.â
âyouâre no fun!â the boy huffs but listens to you anyway. his colossal hands dug deep into the sand, and once reaching a good size, satoru stared at you in silence.
âwhat?â you question.
âcome put the thing into the hole.â satoru gulps, wondering if youâre playing about being clueless about what he wants you to do, or if youâre dead serious.
âwhy?â you question again.
âit was your idea!â satoru yells. his voice held nervousness and more cracks than the strongest would like to admit.
âdonât tell me youâre scared.â you tease, earning a chuckle from suguru who leaned over your ear to whisper, âoh, he definitely is.â
satoru gasped, âno way!â
âjust admit it, i wonât laughââ you get cut off, needing to bite your lip in order not to burst out laughing because the strongest is afraid of a little sea cucumber.
âyouâre already laughing!â the white-haired boy protests, pointing at you with one of his long and slim fingers that he didnât dare to wrap around the animal.
you roll your eyes at the sorcerer and decide to put the situation into your own hands. so easily, you pick up the marine creature and put it into the hole that your boyfriend has dug. he, immediately, throws the leftover sand back at the sea cucumber right before another wave could come.
âi donât want to see that alien near me ever again!â satoru made a fake gagging noise, holding you by your shoulder so that you wonât have the audacity to run away and find yet another sea cucumberâand maybe even chase him with it.
the sun began to set soon enough. the seagulls were gone, no longer praying on the poor sea cucumber. riko was wet from being thrown into the ocean water by satoru, and you and suguru spent a lot of time building a perfect sand castle. in secret, suguru would peek around, making sure all four of you were safe, and nobody was here to take the star plasma vessel away.
âwe should go back,â suguru suggested, dusting his hands to get rid of the leftover sand he used to build a sandcastle. you nod at his words, turning around to call out for the two other idiots who are still in the water, âsatoru! riko!â you yell, catching both of their attention.
satoru stuck out his tongue at the young girl before using his long legs to reach out to you and pick you up without effort. âyou look ridiculous!â you squeaked. the leftover sunscreen that didnât sink into his skin was decorating his cheeks and nose, making him look paler than he already was.
âback we go!â satoru yells, rushing past his best friend to be the first one to reach the hotelâwith you still in his arms, looking like a princess the way he was holding you.
by the time satoru sets you down, youâre already in your hotel room. exhausted, you collapse on the bed, âiâm going to take a shower,â you mumbled into the sheets before you picked yourself up and grabbed your towel.
âalright, princess!â satoru grins from behind you, sending you a small wave before you disappear into the bathroom of your hotel. the sorcerer could finally let his grin drop, the same exhausted collapse on the bed following his mind.
but he couldnât. he had to stay up for the sake of riko. even if it meant another sleepless night would have to haunt the already tired sorcerer. he was the strongest, after all. one night without sleeping wonât kill him.
âsatoru?â you call out, confused. the room was empty by the time you stepped out of the showerâno sight of your boyfriend. your footsteps were quiet as you moved down the hall, only to find satoru sitting in the lobby alone.
you kneel in front of him, âyou should sleep.â
âcanât,â satoru hums, âtoo dangerous.â
you sigh at his words. the whole star plasma vessel thing was fucked up and already made your head ache. and the fact you had to watch your boyfriendâs eyebags grow by each day wasnât helping.
âdonât worry about me, [name],â satoru assured you as if reading your mind, voice visibly tired as he spoke.
âiâll still worry about you,â you begin, placing a soft peck on his lips, âbut iâll let it go. just . . . donât exhaust yourself too much, okay?â you blink up at him, and for the last time this long night, he shot you his iconic toothy grin.
you waved at him, ready to turn around and leaveâas you were grateful he was sacrificing his own sleep hours so that you could have yours. not until you heard his sweet voice.
âdonât forget to dream about me!â
the first thing in the morning was your boyfriend clinging to your arm, asking: âdid you dream about me?â with a pout and puppy eyes that begged you to play along and sayâ
âyeah,â you ruffle his hair, âi did, âtoru.â
satoru does a girlish gasp, covering his open mouth with both of his hands like a high-school girlâpartly mocking sweet riko, who was eyeing him from the other side of the public plane.
your boyfriend stuck out his tongue, earning a smack from suguru, âcut it out, satoru.â
satoruâs reaction was a huff and dramatic snap of his head towards your direction. you, too busy looking out of the window, didnât notice his glare. offended by your ânot on purposeâ ignorance, satoru let out an even louder, and more dramatic huff.
âdo you need something, satoru?â you ask, finally tearing your eyes from the amazing view you got from up here.
âyour attention?â satoru grins, and once hearing your heavy sigh, he knew he won. spreading himself all over the place, his head landed on your lap just like it did the first time in the threader. the memory almost brought tearsâ
âhey!â suguru yells, eye-widened, âget your feet off me!â
you lean forward to take a better look, almost bursting out laughing. in order for satoru to place his head on your lap and fit into his seat at the same time, his long legs spread all over his best friendâs lap. poor suguru, of course, didnât appreciate that kind of behavior.
âdeal with it,â satoru mouths, fixing his glasses by using his middle finger to push it further up his noseâflipping off his best friend in his favorite way. suguru stared back at him in disbelief, shaking his head with squinted eyes.
satoru didnât take his legs off suguru for the rest of the flight, and the other male had to just suck it up and let you and your boyfriend have a romantic moment. but suguru would lie if he said he wasnât irritated by satoruâs smug grin when you massaged his scalp.
the strongest didnât have to watch his buddyâs angry stare ever since he drifted off, leaving satoru and you alone for a few hours.
âprincess?â satoru spoke, and even when he likes to bother his best friend any chance he gets, his tone is quiet, not to disturb his sleep. you hum, and he continues, âi love you.â
your eyebrows furrowed, âi love you too . . . is everything okay?â you ask just in case, not expecting him to say something so casual with such a strange expression.
for a second, satoru freezes. your eyes were so soft while you waited patiently for his answer, not rushing him and expecting an answer right away just like everybody else in his life did. he was the strongest, right? what took him so long to answer such a simple question?
âeverythingâs fine,â satoru assured you, but you didnât fail to notice the desperate squeeze he gave your hand. your hand sent a squeeze back, and the boy relaxed back into your lap, nodding, âpromise.â
âtake a nap, okay?â you suggest. the flight will last longer than all of you thought it did, and a little taste of sleep did sound niceâsatoru thought it through and nodded.
satisfied by his choice of answer, you shifted yourself a bit lower to give the sorcerer more room to fully relax. he was grateful that you didnât want him to wake up with an aching neck and burning spine.
and trust me, he did thank you by the time all of you woke up and stepped out of the plane. but now, as you walked up the many stairs of the jujutsu high, your legs ached for just a quick break.
âsoâmanyâstairs!â you huff and take a step up with every pause, earning a shit-eating grin from your boyfriend who was able to walk up multiple stairs at once without even breaking a sweat.
âweâre almost inside the jujutsu highâs barrier,â suguru says out loud, and you wish you could just tell him that the fact he just mentioned didnât help your aching legs or your tired brain that was overthinking all flight after satoru fell asleep.
speaking of satoruâhe kept grinning all the way upstairs, never once leaving your side. as if he wanted to watch you suffer with each step.
âi could always carry you, you know?â satoruâs annoying grin got wider, if thatâs even possible, as he was eager to watch your reaction. you, of course, turned him down.
the second you pass the last stair, you bend over to catch your hands on your knees. the way you gulped and gasped for air made suguru laugh as he praised everyone for making it to the top.
your eyes rolled back in âpleasureâ when the jujutsu high barrierâs cold air made contact with your sweaty skin, and you sighed in relief. the only thing you needed right now was a cold shower.
the comforting feeling left as fast as it came when a warm liquid splashed your cheeks. horrified, your eyes shifted to your left to find the sourceâonly the find your boyfriend with a sword pierced through his torso.
âsatoru!â a blood-curdling scream that echoed through the whole jujutsu high campus called out his name, and suguru wasted no time to rush to you, who were already running to your boyfriend.
suguruâs curse was quick to send the attacker away, but when you reached out to help satoru, his palm stopped you right away. âiâm fine,â he smiled, acting like his uniform was not completely soaked in blood.
you were still in shock, unable to choke out anything âjust âcause your boyfriend was fucking stabbed in front of you and his blood was on your face.â satoru felt bad for the scene he causedâeven suguru and riko were worried.
â[name],â satoru said sternly, one hand cupping your cheek to fully ground you into listening to his words. which were, according to him, very important, âyou and suguru, take riko and flee. iâll finish him off.â
you wanted to slap satoruâscream and yell at him for how insane he must have to be to just tell you to leave him all by himself while you, suguru, and riko ran to safety. but then again, he was the strongest. who were you to argue with someone like him in a situation like this?
so you nodded, took riko by her arm, and together with the other sorcerer that was already waiting for your lead, you ran. there was only one thing you could doâbelieve in him.
âbelieve in the strongest,â you have told yourself, having enough faith in satoru to let him fight someone who was able to trick his infinity and land a perfect stab that made the time itself pause, letting everybody process that fact.
satoru would laugh, âa perfect stab? he wasnât even able to hit my fetal organs!â you could already imagine the cocky grin he would shoot you just to make you feel less worried.
but now, the strongest has been announced dead.
the moment those words reached your brain, you were already thrown to the ground with a gun pointing at your motionless body. you could pick yourself up and continue the fightâbut what was life without satoru, the only thing that made your life as a sorcerer not so miserable?
your face was still covered in satoruâs blood, which was now dried up. even while finding the motivation to raise your hand and clean your skin, the blood was simply too hard and stuck to your face.
your cheek lay against the cold concrete as you didn't have the energy to get up from the position the man had thrown you into. now, you were basically forced to watch suguruâs curses destroy the temple in the hope of killing whoever started this.
but is this what you really wanted? was this something that satoru would wish you to do? lay down and hear suguruâs screams whenever he got slashed across the chest, or even slammed into the hard walls of the buildings?
maybe you did consider yourself useless, but against the man who killed satoru gojo himself, everybody wasâeven suguru. but the difference is that he didnât give up. hearing his best friend die stung, and so did the death of riko when he watched a bullet fly straight into her brain and watch her drop dead right in front of him. but suguru dusted himself off and kept fighting.
but by the time you somehow managed your shaky arms to support your weight to sit up, the man was goneâand so was rikoâs body. you were useless to protect the girl and fight against the enemy.
the least you could do was limp all the way to suguru and help him reach shoko in time. you already lost one fucking important person in your life and you were sure as hell not gonna lose another one. so you ignored the burning feeling in your legs and dragged the male to shoko.
during suguruâs treatment, you stayed quiet. the cold wall that pressed against your back triggered every one of your nervesâif that was even possible, considering the fact that your whole body had been shut down the moment you received the news about satoruâbut you were too weak to even pull away.
â[name],â yagaâs voice shook you out of your thoughts, disoriented eyes weakly lifting to meet his, âsatoruâs alive.â
star religious group facilitiesâyou never ran so fast in your life like you did right now. from one place to another, you cursed yourself for the members who have built some many of these places, as if one wasnât enough.
âslow down!â suguru yelled. you didnât listen, jumping off one of his curses to reach another building where you were supposed to meet satoru. so far, it was no good, and both of you were unable to spot the familiar white hair you grew to love.
the door was harshly torn open, and you were ready to let out a disappointing whine at the lack of people in the room. the thought was far from reality.
a bright room filled with hundreds of people, all dressed in white. the clapping sound of their palms directly hitting against each other made your ears ring. even suguru, who was peeking out from behind you, began to worry at your reaction.
the room went quiet when your eyes landed on the tall man walking right towards you. people didnât stop clapping, and suguruâs mouth moved but no words came out.
there he wasâthe strongest, alive.
âyouâre late, suguru, [name] . . .â satoruâs tone had caught you off guard. he sounded so emotionless, and his stare was blank, not a single ounce of his personality showing. the light in his eyes died too, making you choke up a sob you didnât dare to release.
there was no need to cry. satoru was right in front of you, alive. his heart was beating, and every fetal wound he had back then was gone.
âshould we kill these guys? the way i feel right now, i doubt iâd feel anything about it,â satoru asks. you froze, blinking.
the strongest was far away from being fine. later that day, all three of you returned home with a new kind of trauma that would haunt you for the rest of your life. but that was the life of a sorcerer. helping the weak and taking all the burden on yourself so that others donât have to.
satoru was a bit shook up, only capable of creating a small form of sentencesâa good start. but in the morning, heâll be the same sunshine as he always is. that was all you could think about as you dragged your soap-covered hands up and down satoruâs back, watching all the blood fall by your feet and drench somewhere into the sewers.
shoko had already cleaned you up, but when satoru was already fast asleep in the comfort of his bed, you stayed up all night to dig your fingers into your skin in the hope of getting rid of the feeling of satoruâs blood on your face.
something like this will never happen againâyou swear.
âgreat. now you need to addââ whatever came out of the womanâs mouth next was just blurred-out wordsâgood for nothing sentences as you stared at the burnt pancakes with horror in your eyes.
months passed since the star plasma vessel accident, and you have grown more comfortable. satoru has been doing better too, not affected by the past events anymore.
now, you stood in the middle of the jujutsu high dormâs kitchen. the food you have been currently working on has been burned into near ashes, making you question your cooking skills.
soon enough, you grew tired of the smell and decided to clean up so the other students wouldnât have to work in a mess you created by your poor attempt at the evening snack.
you left the window open just in case your nose got too used to the smell, and the others would have different experiences with the terrible smellâavoiding scolding from yaga, who would never allow you to cook again. even if it meant for you to starve.
but when you returned to your dorm room, your moment of peace and quiet didnât last as long as you wanted it to be. a small and almost shy knock came from the direction of the wooden door. too curious to ignore the person and throw yourself on the soft cushions of your bed, you rushed to answer whoever was waiting outside.
you were shocked to make eye contact with satoru, whose teary eyes and irregular breathing hinted to you he was on the verge of a panic attackâyour thoughts were confirmed when a heart-breaking sob left escaped his mouth.
âh-he left . . .â satoru whispered, lips trembling. before you were given the chance to ask something, you watched him gasp for air with a pained expression, âhe fucking left me!â
you stood frozenâwho left? you donât recall any news from yaga that was more recent than a few weeks ago. through the months of being a sorcerer, you never experienced the loss of someone who would decide to leave the school.
perhaps you misunderstood, and satoru was hinting at some random friend of his that he had never mentioned before. maybe they passed away, leaving your boyfriend shaking and in tears as he knocked on your door. but even then, whose absence could affect him this much?
âsuguru!â satoru sobs as if he had taken your confused face as a hint for him to explain. unfortunately, his brain was mush at the moment, and the only thing he wanted to think about was getting rid of all the sadnessâwith your help.
âsuguru? what do youâsatoru, donât . . .â you slurred out when you felt his hand weakly tug at your pants, and you immediately knew what his intentions were. you couldnât allow him to trust you with removing his sadness, not when it involved a still unknown situation with suguru.
âp-please! please, please, please!â satoru sobs, even louder than his first try was. obviously, he wanted you to pity him and give in to drown him in the pleasure he needed so badly.
you shook your head, sternly stating: âsatoru, no.â but his loud cries never died downâin fact, they only increased at your rejection. he just wanted for you to let him escape reality, so why did you keep saying no?
satoru fully broke down, hugging your waist from his kneeling position as if his life depended on it. ân-need you, please. just this once . . .â the puppy eyes he had given you was something he used only to really convince you to do something. but even then, he never used it in a serious situation like this.
ânot right now, satoru,â you slowly lift him up, forcing small steps out of him before he collapses on your bed, âyouâre in pain right now, you donât realize what youâre saying. by the time you sober up, youâll regret what youâve asked for . . .â
the strongest shook his head and kept clinging to you like a baby koala, too afraid to face the reality of the world. what you were saying was true, and satoruâs actions werenât as healthy as they soundedâbut why did it hurt this much?
âb-butââ satoru gasps at the lack of oxygen in his lungs when he tries to confront you about whatever is happening right now but fails to do so, sobbing with frustration, âjust this once . . . all iâm asking forâplease!â
you werenât sure for how long you could keep up with your rejecting actâyou wanted to take away all of his problems and satisfy all his fantasies that currently fogged up his mind, so when he blinked up to you with those pretty long white lashes, you gave in with a sigh. âjust this once, âtoru.â
you gently laid him down, using pillows and blankets to make a spot comfortable enough to let him fully sink into the moment. satoru, carefully picking, chose a safeword in case the moment wasnât as dreamy as he expected it to be.
everything was fine. satoru gave you his consent multiple times to the point he thought you were planning to edge him the whole nightâtears appeared in his eyes again.
the first kiss of the night was gentle, mostly just helping to distract satoru when your hand traveled all the way down in order to wrap around his graciously pretty cock. you coo at his whimpers, âi know, i know.â
satoru moaned the second you gave him a few testing pumps, looking out for any sight of discomfort or pain.
âmore,â the white-haired boy whispers when he decides the stimulation of a few âtestingâ pumps isnât enough, and he wants the full experience that you were willing to give him. so carefully, your wrist moved faster.
everything was spinning. getting so much movement on his poor virgin cock from something else that wasnât his own hand when he jerked off was a different feelingâa new kind of feeling that satoru began to like more and more.
when you increased the speed to keep the pleasure going, your thumb accidentally brushed over his tip. you mentally slapped yourself, noting to be careful next time. but satoru didnât seem to mind. not when his back arched off the bed with a loud mewl escaping his lips.
âoh, you liked that?â you cooed at him and repeated the same process of rolling your finger over his tip. satoruâs reaction was the same, just slightly more intense with the way his cock shamelessly released an impressive amount of pre-cum.
satoru kept liking all the interactions you had with his cock so far, so the level of enjoyment didnât decrease once your hand moved faster with the help of the sparse liquid.
the rest of his shaft became wet and slippery, basically letting you just guide your fingers to the tip before letting them fall down to the base. somehow, the movements seemed to trigger something inside the sorcerer when a fucked-out giggle left his throat.
âs-so goodâitâs so good!â satoru hiccups between his words, mainly babbling to himself. and truth be told, he didnât really care if you thought his behavior was weird. fortunately for him, you werenât one to judge, not in a moment like this, and you kept going.
your hand shifted in different ways, looking out for places that were more sensitive than others in a way satoru could not describe. the male took an immense liking to the area near his tip, or even the tip itselfâyou noted and kept stimulating the same spot that made his eyes roll.
âc-close!â satoruâs tone was almost shy as he spoke. the familiar burning feeling inside his stomach rose at a rapid speed. he began to squirm underneath you of the sudden pleasure that harshly flexed his tummy, âg-gonna cum!â
âmhm,â you were quick to coo at him with small kisses all over his face. but your innocent touches failed to distract satoruâs attention from your brutal strokes of his cock that were successful to send him over the edge.
âc-cumming!â satoruâs voice was high-pitched before his orgasm washed over his body for the first time of the night. when his release landed all over his tummy, you hummed a praising sound that left the sorcerer trembling. but it was not enough. satoru wanted more.
you checked up on him, making sure he was alright after such an intense orgasm that looked almost painful in a way you couldnât describe. oh, if only you knew how much pleasure he was inâyou would have kept going without a question or pause.
âare you okay, sweet boy?â your gentle voice made satoru feel like he was floating somewhere in heaven. somewhere far away from all the pain and the burden of the world he had to carry as the strongest. especially after failing to protect so many people in his life.
satoru choked on his own sob, and his face was quick to twist from extraordinary pain at the memory from earlier. you still didnât know what was happening because if you did, suguru would have ended up with a few broken bones for hurting his best friend in such a cruel way.
but you didnât know, not yet. so you held satoru close to your chest in an attempt to soothe his cries. youâve already told yourself the session was over when the male shook in your arms from the mix of his orgasm and whatever happened between his and suguru.
but to your surprise, satoru didnât take this as the end. no, he cravedââo-one more . . . please!â he whimpered against your chest with teary eyes tightly shut. he didnât want you to see him like this. not when he was so vulnerable.
something about the way satoru kept clinging to you as if you were to disappear made your eyes soften. the sorcerer was so close to escaping the misery that you couldnât just decline now. with a sigh, you nodded.
satoru expected another handjobâthatâs why he kept his eyes shut and let you shift positions so that you could get the work done easier. but when he felt something warm lowering itself on his cock, he gasped.
âshhh,â you whisper, cradling his head back to the original position on your chest before satoru could do it himself. if he knew that knocking at your door with tears in his eyes would lead to you riding him, he would have much sooner.
the moment you were adjusted to his size, your hips began to rock themselves against his. you moved slowly, carefully dragging whimper after whimper from the boy underneath you, who was currently staring at you with blown-out eyes.
you were a goddess to satoruâyou had to be. the way you gently caressed his hair, the way you prepped small kisses on his face, the way you moved slowly so that satoru could preserve every roll of your hips.
right now, he wasnât the âgodâ who shifted the balance of the world due to his birth. in this situation, you were.
satoru broke down crying, but what he admired the most about you was that you didnât stop. long ago, he told you to keep going, that heâs okay because he wants this. and you listened to him, not daring to pause your movements.
the boy whispered something, but it was faint. you werenât able to pick up a single word he tried to say, feeling bad for not being able to respond to himâsolid proof that youâre listening. but satoru was too deep into this, and thanks to his constant babbling, you were able to hear his thoughts.
âd-donât leave . . .â satoru whispered, a bit louder than last time. it was still uncharacteristically quiet for somebody like him, but you were lucky for this position to give you better access in order to hear him.
satoru sobbed this time, fingers digging into every inch of your skin that he could reach. at this point, he was basically dragging you down with him, and you werenât even allowed to rise yourself anymore to properly ride him.
the strongest, for the first time in his life, was terrified. he was too shaken from the events earlier, and the thought of you following the same path as suguru made him shake in terror. he couldnât let you leave, not now.
âp-please donât leave!â satoru wailed, ân-not you! anyone but you! i-i canâtââ his sobs continued on, and on for quite a while, and your hands ended up cupping his tear-stained red cheeks.
âiâm not leaving. you know i wonât . . .â you whisper. one of satoruâs hands flew to yours, weakly interlocking his pinky with yours.
satoru sniffed, âpromise?â he could only choke out much, his throat raw from the previous breakdownânot like he cared either way, he was just too tired to try to get his voice to work normally. you nodded, âpromise.â
thatâs all it took to make satoruâs grip on your skin loose. he no longer held onto your shoulder with a death grip like you were to get up and leave, no. he allowed you to move after you made your promise of not leaving him.
satoru had to choke up another sob when your hand moved to catch his, bringing it up to your lips. you took your time with the kisses, making sure to leave no place untouched.
his knuckles were white from the grip he had on the sheets, or maybe even your skin earlier. you werenât sure which one was it, since both of them were pretty brutal and made the skin over his bones look paler than usual.
when your lips moved to his palm, you noticed a fresh open cut. the wound held a shape of thin lines that looked almost way too familiar to his fingernails. you took a mental note to ask about it laterâonce heâs mentally ready.
you placed the last kiss on the nail on his middle finger that held an unhealthy color due to being squeezed for too long. whatever happened with him and suguru, if satoru thought about using that technique, it must have been serious.
satoru was too deep in his thoughts by the time your hips started to move again. the feeling of your slow movements made his eyes roll back to the back of his skull. he thought you being rough with him would be the best option for his brain to shut downâbut once tasting the gentleness from your slow pace, satoru chose a winner.
âyouâre doing so good, pretty boy. keep breathing through your nose,â you praise him, knowing it will catch his full attention before taking the opportunity to remind him to breathe properly, not wanting his sobbing mess to catch another near panic attack.
satoru blinks up at you through those long, white eyelashes that are soaked and stuck together with his tears. his blue eyes look majesticâthey always do, but now, they are just so pretty and glossy from the salty liquid on his waterline.
every time your hips rose before slamming down, the tears threatened to escape. whatever it was rolling down his red cheeks or falling on his thighs, satoru struggled to keep them stay in place.
âi-i tried to stop himââ you carefully listened to his words as he did his best to speak through his heavy breathing of his incoming orgasm, âi really did! b-but heâoh god!â his words were cut where you sped up the pace.
âyou did well,â you whisper, being gentle as ever when placing a soft kiss near his ear. âi donât really know what happened between the two of you,â you admit, ignoring satoruâs high-pitched noises as he began to claw at your skin when his tummy begins to flex again.
âbut i know you did a fucking good job,â you finish, and he does too. satoru screams into your shoulder that had been marked with his well-kept nails, sobbing along his release. you kept stroking his hair, feeling his cum fill you up.
the milky ring appears soon enough, and your hips finally come to a stop. satoru didnât complain this time, letting you coo at him and whisper sweet nothingâs into his ear. telling him what a âgood boyâ he was, and how he âtook it so wellâ
he didnât feel so miserable now. the memory of suguruâs back turned to him as he walked out of his life will never leave his mind. it will never not haunt him everywhere he goesâthe burning feeling inside his chest will forever stay.
but somehow, he couldnât think about it when your gentle touches were pulling him to cloud nine. the way your hand caressed his thighs while the other one dragged the wet towel to clean up the mess you two made while his head was gently placed upon your pillow gave him butterflies.
the lipgloss he always wore was dried out now, making the skin feel weird and wobbly. but satoru found the strength to tear his lips apart and say what he wanted you to know.