#sub rosa

unironically and shamelessly rewatching Sub Rosa

(girl who imagines its works in the modern cultural zeitgeist) yanno it really sucks making my characters so ambiguous in every way mostly in effort to deny neurotype allegations, not because i would if someone were to outright interview me like "is rosa autistic" i would deny it, undeniably, it's a case of authors own barely disguised asd, all my characters are as a baseline, but to recognise their existence within greater society where that fact is not a baseline, it would be some miserable reduction of judgement, whilst battling with the fact that i don't want to be like Dan Harmon's Community where he explicitly seems to hate the concept of being perceived as intentionally writing an autistic character (weird levels of internalised ableism) and then that this entire thought system only occurs within me because of my hyperawareness to the power that greater society has, to perceive, through vague social constructs of sanity and the existence of it as a push and pull force in the greater current of humanity as an chronically impermanent mass, and then that to me, it Doesn't Fucking Matter. more coming soon. like and Subscribe