dear "bea" this sucks (obviously) and i hope you know that i still care about you v much and just want you to be happy. i don't and never will consider you as a waste of time. even though you've lied, you were and still are an important friend to me. as much as i'm hurting right now you will always have a spot in my heart and if you ever feel like taking up this whole friendship thing again (but truthfully this time) you know where to find me. if we never get to talk again, which i truly hope isn't the case. i just hope that my love for you has helped shaped your life in a positive way. cause goodness knows yours has shaped mine. i love you. be happy.