#stvn

end of day i dunno. the object being rendered and delivered is the thing all of us have been in service to from jump. whatever else i consider to be my own problem outside of like, how i can make more of something that is useful to u in w/e abstract way. there has admittedly been a lot of material circumstances that have made it difficult to continue delivering that; theyrr about to dramatically change, again, and we have stuff ready. im taking a half awake swing at this from bed this is not really the sears catalog version of this id like it to be. u will get a more palletable state of the union soon

the only thing iv ever wanted was to be making anything. me and james have gf tattooed on us. me and toc cheated our way into buying a house. bitch ass mikah still had my bitch ass mimic dice in her bitch ass window recent as a month ago. all of us want to transmutate life lived into stuff u can have because theres nothing else to do with it, as a human being. we arent off of doing that. niggas been in the hospital, like the real hospital, with stomach tubes n allat, niggas been livin outta boxes, movin back in w they folks n whatever. we been getting our asses beaten since 2022. youll know its over when we tell u its over. ill be madd loud about it being over if that ever happens. but i dont think well get there

this is prolly more than u wanted outta this ask. but i been meanin to cut this 1 for a minute