Oct 20, 2014
there go I do it again
I talk to the girl and just messup everything becaise of me waterfall of irrational emotions I cant even talk to people like normal anymore. ...I want to just be that normal chill friend that you can talk to without worrying about what's in store but i CANT do that because even if i try to do that I have all this mess inside and i DONT want you to deal with it
damned if you do damned if you dont damned if you leave Honestly I dont k now if its just school anxiety or me being a whiney ass.
