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There's a part of me that wants to always make myself presentable, put great effort into being unmistakably polite, and even perhaps give off some impression of what "class"  could be. Then, there is another part of me that wants to break things and talk too loudly, curse, dismantle your ideas of safety, and essentially fuck shit up.  There is this war inside me, and I realize more and more that both are dangerous.