#NailSchool has #Ebonixftbs up late at night #StudyMilady to become the best #NailTech I can be! This week I feel so pressured to master this #Anatomy chapter cuz I have to know this not only for my future #Nailgasms but to be the best #Nurse I can be too. This program made realize that if I can see some kind of reward in a short amount of time I can totally do well under pressure! When my #goals are elongated like it's going to take me 8 to 10 years to become a #NursePractitioner length then I lose focus seeing it so far away. But breaking the big picture into small details helps. Like oh become a #CNA 2016, #LVN 2017, #RN 2019, #BSN 2020, #MSN 2022, #PHD / #DNP 2024 - 2026 makes me chill out cuz J can see better lol I need immediate satisfaction. About 3 months is my cap of staying in one place for too long. Something has to change. Be it getting a littler certificate, upgrade in understanding, etc. I just need change and reward. Well...time to rest. I will probably be up at 5 #Studying again, ghusl and prayer.