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2.06.2018: I think this is my first original post in months - quite much has happened during these weeks, not necessarily good things, as I had the flu and some other health complications for more than a month with longer lasting health issues and consequences in other parts of my life - including academics. Currently I’m luckily feeling better again in general and trying to somehow survive the last hell weeks of my second year until summer break. This week I already had a presentation, a statistics report submission and a deadline for a first draft of a research study, with another deadline until tomorrow. Next week sadly doesn't look any better with essays and still some exams to go, but I somehow have to get through it, as I can’t allow myself to fuck up my health and uni stuff even more - the past months were totally enough for the next years. Hope you all have a good weekend, xx Amber 

06.12.2017: Haven’t been feeling too great lately. Wrote an exam yesterday, which went horribly, because I forgot to eat breakfast before, barely slept 5 hours (hey insomnia, didn't miss you) and gave up on studying because I couldn't focus for days. Anyways, maybe somehow I had luck and pass the exam. Yesterday, I went back to my home-country after months to visit my family and it’s quite nice to have a functioning heater and warm water (which I didn't have for the past two weeks) and all the fancy food parents buy. Plus I’m really looking forward to seeing my dog again after so long, so that’s another nice thing. Pictured are “The secret history”, which I just started and it’s written in a really great way (plus it’s all about dark academia and murder and rich aesthetic kids in an university, so if you haven't read it yet you should check it out) and my morning coffee. Hope you all have a nice week, xx Amber

28.9.2018: Hope you guys all had a great summer! Mine was quite eventful - not necessarily in the good way, but things are looking a bit better right now, so that’s what I’m trying to focus on. Third year (already?! I’m getting old!) of uni started some weeks ago and I’m trying to get back into a seemingly productive schedule after not having the best second year due to illness and other factors. There’s already too much to work through for each of my three current 6 weeks long classes (Statistics, Psychopathology, Deception in Clinical Settings), but until now I’m liking the topics (well except statistics but I have to get through it somehow). For one course we need to learn the whole DSM-5 desk reference by hard which I have no idea how to handle, but today I’ll first drink a lot of coffee and then try to sit down and productively work through some articles on Factitious Disorder and Munchausen by proxy syndrome, which is really interesting.  Pictured above are some fall-colored pictures I took in the forest and of my workspace when I stayed in my hometown. Wish you all an amazing Friday, xx Amber :)

thank you :* 1. my hair2. my skin (guys tell me its really soft)3. my curiosity4. my eyes when i smile5. my sense of fashion

Let’s see… erm : 1 — I like my eyes ; 2 — I like my sense of humour ; 3 — I like my collection of flannels ; 4 — I like my taste in music ; and 5 — I like my hair I guess, like, sometimes :)

making someone smile when they're down. it's just SUCH A GREAT AND BEAUTIFUL THING oh my god

Hi! I was about to message you the same thing! #teamLEA