#study attempt

It’s been a bit over an hour and I haven’t gotten anything done. Can’t help but wonder if somethings wrong with me and why I’m not so motivated at the moment. Feel like I just need to crackdown harder tomorrow. I guess I’ll just give myself a little breather for today and browse or play tft on league for the night and read a bit.

Again, you can do it. <3 Just take a breather and try again tomorrow. That applies to both you and I!

Stay healthy, stay well, keep hydrated, much love.

It's due tomorrow but I'm determined to get a good draft done before bed.

But break time now because I'm sad and tired but it isn't too bad of a fix.

Me: themes in the reading? Okay, learning and community and secrecy.

Reading the prompt for the umpteenth time: wait....themes on the historian's craft as in the skills implemented by the historian in their work. Not just any themes that can be found in their book.

My essay, written around the themes that don't have to do with the historian's craft skills: ...

Me: T.T

It’s the next day. A little catching up to do but basically I didn’t study yesterday like I wanted to. Another attempt failed. Though I did fall on the ice after tripping going into a spin which probably gave me a shot of adrenaline. I haven’t fallen on the ice in ages and it was kind of like a breath of fresh air? The way I described it to my roommate confused her so maybe I’m also not describing it very well. Falling on the ice is kind of like a sign that you’re working hard to your goals and it’s just a part of the journey.

I guess you could say the same about me and my studies. Not studying like I said I would has lost me so much time. It’s going to be a hell-ish week including the paper I have to finish and an article I have a soft deadline for on Wednesday.

I need to stop saying I’m going to study and really do it. I have two classes lined up today but after I think I’m going to work on my paper first and then study for the exam. Get your shit together, you got this.

Stay hydrated, focus, get shit done, stop making things harder for yourself!

Much love, stay healthy and well.

-turn on Cast Away for background sound-