#sttupid

Some drawings I did instead of studying for finals

You know what I cant stand. When you’re really upset about something and someone tells you that you shouldn’t be upset by it or someone out there has it so much worse than you and they are okay so you should be to. I don’t really know if this is suppose to make me feel better or what its actual purpose is but to be frank it makes me feel really shitty when someone says that. To me and my life because that particular situation is the worst thing happening in my life it effects me greatly. Now granted someone else might look at me and say “well thats nothing listen to whats wrong with me.” and it may be a million times worse but to me this is the saddest most crushing thing going on and i would really appreciate being able to express an emotion towards it without being ridiculed for it. I have started swallowing my emotions so much out of fear of judgement i constantly have a belly ache. It makes me feel so shitty for feeling upset that it just makes me feel so much worse. Sorry if your reading this and it doesnt make any sense or its really stupid but I really needed to rant about something.