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đ âŚsomeone my muse has a crush on.
From the munâs perspective, I canât quite let too much of this slip just yet. More so because of the build up and the plotting thatâs been put in for this entire story to work out. While some people already know the answer to this one, Iâve mostly kept it less than obvious from Ishikoâs perspective. All I can say is that yes, there is someone that she has a crush on. However, I donât want to give too much of the plot away just yet, so ask me if you find your curiosity getting the best of you.
đ âŚsomeone my muse is jealous of.
Jealousy doesnât really fit Ishiko that easily. Jealousy is associated with anger, disgust, resentment, and inadequacy, amongst other emotions. None of these emotions actually stay rooted in her for too long, mostly because sheâs too self-confident to feel any sort of resentment or inadequacy.Â
đ° âŚsomeone my muse would consider marrying.
Hah. This one is interesting. Thereâs more obvious answers than this one, but sheâs considered it for maybe a split second, and I like bringing up the less obvious ones that you otherwise wouldnât hear about. The last relationship that Ishiko was in lasted a few months, but after realizing that neither of them could handle a relationship, they broke up but ended up closer as friends than they were as boyfriend and girlfriend. Of course, for as long as theyâve known each other, Devon ( @swimdxck ) has had a habit of getting Ishiko into some crazy situations. It took a break up for the two to realize just how well they get along together in a completely platonic way, but should there ever need to be a sudden need to share benefits or claim another on their taxes, sheâd probably be okay with having him be that person.
đ âŚsomeone my muse loves.Â
When it comes to her feelings, sheâs extremely affectionate and thoughtful, focusing forever on the people she cares about most. After everything sheâs managed to go through, someone that Ishiko loves and cherishes is Insu ( @strngnoir thatâs you ! ). Heâs her stepbrother, and is one of her favorite people in the world. Their relationship is complex and intricate, a mixture of emotions that range from bliss to longing to frustration and even to resignation. Of course, their entire relationship is built upon their love and adoration for each other. Heâs one of the few that can understand her, and vice versa, and even if there are days where theyâre at each otherâs throats having shouting matches over each otherâs life choices, Ishiko does it because she cares too much.
đŞ âŚsomeone my muse hurt in the past.
After realizing that there arenât really any muses that she may have hurt in the past, I am just going to use Insu ( @strngnoir ) again. As mentioned previously, the pair have their good days, but there are also bad days that turn the peaceful atmosphere of their shared apartment into a war zone. It usually stems from one not approving of the otherâs choices (Insu toward Ishikoâs partying and occasional hookups, Ishiko toward Insuâs drug use), and the argument escalating from there. While Insu has never laid a hand on her in that way, she may or may not have punched him in the face and broke his nose. She doesnât regret the action, but she does feel bad for deviating his septum and causing him harm.
