#strept

So I've been sick the past three days.. I have strep throat- which basically means I have a fever that has me in a constant blanket of heat and sweat- and every time I swallow, it's as if I'm swallowing needles. And not only is being sick painful, but it's also depressing. I've been in my house (which, mind you, is usually empty) for days. I've had to call off work as well as school. I feel like I'm getting nothing done- and I'm just withering away in my own sickness and filth. I can only do this for so much longer. I try to keep the windows closed so I don't see how beautiful it is outside, or see just how much I'm wasting. I wish I could eat solid foods without taking small hesitating bites. If I have one more bowl of chicken soup- I might just go bat shit crazy. Luckily I'm seeing a doctor today. And after a few days of taking antibiotics I should be able to rejoin life and society.

oh how i miss solid food.