Swim For Me…
・❥・Pairing: Billy Hargrove and Y/N
・❥・Summary: Y/N and Billy always get into ongoing fights in their relationship. Maybe mostly because of insecurities, happenings in life or even without a reason at all. Little did Billy know, Y/N was pregnant with their first child that he didn’t even notice it . . .
・❥・ Warning: Yelling, Insecurities, smoking, drugs, curse words and mostly angst
・❥・A/N: it’s been a few months and I haven’t uploaded anything from the pole request 😭 I’m truly sorry y’all, I just didn’t have the motivation but now here I am! And yes, I do write for other fandoms so please do not be afraid of requesting! [depends on which fandom] ・❥・Requested by: ⁎̩͙ ⁑̩͙̩͙ ⁂̩̩͙͙ @charliekeykey ⁂̩̩͙͙ ⁑̩͙̩͙ ⁎̩͙
“You’ve got to be fucking kidding me, Billy! This is your 25th dose of drugs! You’re going insane…” You yelled, sighing as you held your hips.
“Does it look like I care, Y/N? For god’s sake, I need to be fucking alone right now! I keep being called chunky and yet it’s true. Honestly, I regret even telling you this.” Billy says whilst lighting up his cigarette and playing with his 26th drug on his fingers.
“There’s nothing wrong of being chunky! It’s just who you are and I love it! It matches you a lot which makes you even cuter.” You said truthfully, hoping it’ll convince Billy to deny the fact of hating on being called chunky.
“Pft. As if I’m even suitable to be called cute. Chunky isn’t fit for me tho so stop being such an imbecile.” He says with a cold, careless tone as he took his last drug and held his head, indicating of him having a headache.
You sighed and looked at him with a raised brow.
“Are you okay?.. Your drugs must’ve affected your head now… How about some te-“ Before you could even speak, Billy glared and yelled at you.
“I don’t need any of your fucking tea or help, Y/N! Just leave me alone!” He says harshly before standing up and was about to leave until you grabbed him.
“Hey, I know you’re mad at being insecure, me annoying you and probably for no reason at all but.. You’re handsome and good in every way, alright? You may have also have a bad relationship with your sister and family but… I promise to help you get through it..” You said in a soft tone, comforting Billy as he sighed and hugged you, silently sobbing on your shoulders as you patted his back.
“I-I just don’t know anymore.. Life is just full of shit right now and I know we’re married but it still feels like I’m a teen who’s living in a hectic shitty world.. I hate it when I’m insecure too..” Billy said shakily, trying so hard not to sound so raspy but he kept sobbing.
“Shh shh.. it’ll be alright, love.. let it all out..” You whispered as you kept him in your arms, patting his back and rubbing it.
“I’m just thankful you’re still here after everything that’s happening in our relationship right now…” He sniffled while looking into your eyes.
“Well.. I need to tell you something, Darling.. since you’ve calmed down..” You said, gulping as you softly held his shoulders.
“Tell me anything.. I’ll try not to get mad…” He says in a soft tone, not breaking his gaze towards your eyes.
“Okay..” you sighed before taking in a deep breath and exhaling.
“I’m.. Pregnant..” You said, looking down and feeling all worried if he would yell or hit you.
“You’re.. you’re joking…” He said, his tone being soft but his expression were filled with shock.
“N-No I’m not.. check the toilet.. I took 10 pregnancy tests and it’s all positive..” You sighed, wondering if he’s mad or anything at all.
“Y-You can’t possibly be…” He said before sighing and then nodding, going to the bathroom with you and seeing all the pregnancy tests.
“W-wha.. s-so you’re not lying?…” He said, looking into your eyes as a tear rolled down his cheek.
You nodded as he simply looked at the tests then to you as he hugged you and sobbed happily.
“I-I’m going to be a father?…” He questioned, joyful tears still rolling down his cheeks as you chuckled and rubbed his back.
“Y-yes you are… everything has been happening lately that you haven’t noticed… I took like the tests 1 week ago and I did it again just to make sure…” You said.
“After all this time… You were pregnant? Oh god.. how did I not know?… I-I was busy yelling, taking drugs and smoking and you were pregnant after all?… Gosh I-I-.. I’m sorry…” He apologized as he kept sobbing happy tears.
“There there, darling. No need to worry now, okay? I bet you’ll be a great father…” You comforted him as joyful tears rolled down your cheeks as well.
“Well you’re gonna be an amazing mother.. can’t wait to see a little version of me running around.” Billy chuckled before kissing your cheek and wiping his tears away.
You chuckled and nodded in agreement as you blushed.
“Well it’s not yet confirmed weather it’s a girl or a boy~” You laughed out which made him chuckle and kiss your cheek even more.
“How about we go outside to the pool? A nice swimming might give some refreshment after all what happened today.” Billy suggested which you agreed on as you went with him to the pool, later then changing into your swimming outfits as you both sat together on the chair next to the pool.
“You’re looking pretty hot in that bikini, not gonna lie, sweetheart.” Billy smirked before kissing you.
You giggled and smirked as you pulled away.
“Oh stop flirting with me, Billy!~” You giggled out which made him smirk even wider.
“Im not flirting with you, love. Now, enough with the talking and swim for me…”
