#stop-smoking

Yesterday has been my first day without one cigarette.

As I have a cold, the first part of the day went by without a lot of trouble.

But after I got more awake the desire for a cigarette got greater also.

My wife supported me through the worse bit. Always reminding me, why I am doing this and telling me that I will gain more joy the longer I manage.

She is right of course. I will get even more ill if I don't stop smoking.

I want to be free! I don't want to sit in the rain on the balcony or going outside when it snows and is really cold.

I don't want people who works for the tobacco industry to become ill, just because I am a part of these crazy people who pay for their death.

Nevertheless it is difficult. Its like some sort of energy is inside my body which wants to break free. There is such a tension inside my chest, which almost hurts.