#stood up

Omg guys..... the guy I planned to go on a date to the beach with highkey ghosted me..... 😟 embarrassing. He stopped replying to my texts so I unfollowed him because you're not about to make me look like an idiot lmfao. I was really excited to go out to a new beach but apparently he had different plans. I did tell him beforehand that I wanted something serious with him and he said he didn't think he could give me that but that he'd try. Idk why he said that if he was lying. He could've just been honest with me instead of getting my hopes up for a quick second.

After that failed attempt at trying to be serious with a guy I got asked out on a date by a different guy. We talked about what we were looking for before the "date" and I made it very clear I was fine just going with the flow as long as we vibed but that I was not looking for a quick hookup/fwb and he said that was cool. The next day he never said anything about the location of our date or whether it was still happening, essentially flaking on me.

We’re all a product of both nature and nurture. Part of what makes us who we are is set in stone when we’re born, written right through the very core of our being like a stick of rock. However, much of our identity is determined by the world around us. The when and where, the wants, expectations and attitudes of the time and place we happen to inhabit. It’s curious to think how fundamentally…

Disconnected from him and took myself on a very fun date. Had drinks, picked up some pizza and went to a Photo Booth attraction and did a little photoshoot by myself!

I had a great time!

I was supposed to have another date today but he disconnected from me this morning. I was going to cancel anyway so yeah. Not too disappointed.

Like okay it’s 1pm we said 12 so that’s an hour of my time wasted and I can’t start anything bc technically they could arrive anytime but honestly I’m kind of shocked they haven’t straight up cancelled although they do tend to waste my time for a few hours standing me up before they get round to actually ducking out, so that tracks.