My brain can't compromise. It's usually 140% "OMFG NO NO NO NO NO" and then sometimes "YES YUP YES YUP NEED THIS YES." But this happens really sporadically and is always related to having control over what I do and going to parties and independence. The NONONO is usually about loneliness, what I'm going to do, what I should major in, where I should go, if I'll even like it there, if the depression-stuff will get out of control there, if I will have any friends... fklasjfd;alf