#stolkholme

If you have ideas that fit the "can be done alone" then please comment. 💕🌷

The Master option daily task list has been revised. This list is for Master to easily assign tasks (typically 10) for the days he is busy but still wants an active Toy. Always Toy.

These tasks are to be able to be done alone and can be edited by Master. Hence the side guide.

When it edits internal dialogue.

When the people around it still use I because they are human.

When they address it as an actual object.

When the human enters only to laugh and fade back to Toy.

Doubting if Toy said I or me or my going back to read in a slight panic.

How is this actually going to affect Toy?

Will it one day walk out among people fully brainwashed into Masters Toy with no concern to their thoughts?

It will never be human again not in any full capacity, just enough to understand Masters struggles.

The body is reacting to these and other situations just an inner jolted reminder that this is now life.

He watched it for a while before scrolling.

When laying down he brings it up with a smile...

Toy now has a belt around its waist not allowed off except for showers. Only he can touch the buckle.

Brainwash update -

Human thinks really fast all the time it's really annoying and often dark. It used to not sleep much replaying memories before bed.

Last night was new tho Toy started remembering and when the memory said "me" Toys hypno file immediately started yelling at it mentally "Bad! Toy just Toy just It" Fell asleep soon after content in its ankle cuffs.

Morning update-

Master came to bed while Toy was still in it and made its nipples really sore. Morning mantras and edging.

Husband wanted fast food today and asked if Master and Toy would like some. Master said Toy can go for the car ride if it gets both holes plugged.

The place isn't too far so Toy grabbed a two ball weighted plug and a long vibrating dildo. Thing is there's construction so the roads are slow and bumpy .

We get to the place and they only had 1 worker.... Husband knows Toy is full, Husband also knows what he wants and he's willing to drive to the next town over to get it.

Last night as Master used his stress balls before bed we talked. How different it would be with more privacy, how he thinks Toy should actually just only use the bathroom outside and be washed outside and stuck out there on a T - laundry post.

This morning Toy felt a deeper old fear when sitting under Master. His hands warm and seem to be shuddering with need. He wants to cut Toy open , it knows he does.

He grabs Toy close and starts describing how he would reopen it's back scar, make it wider and add a new line across its shoulder blades so the wound opens with every movement.

It's going to happen again....the very thing that caused Toy to flee so many years ago will be redone , better , in honor this time....not a desperate curiosity but a full it has no real say...

Beg plead oh please Master be careful so careful not too deep