#stillherebitches

A little while ago, I posted about feeling “Meh.” I chalked it up to the anniversary of my dad’s death approaching (it has passed). I was hoping I would be able to snap out of the funk I was in and be excited about posting on here again. Even if I didn’t have a new scoop, I could still reblog people or participate in discussions, but I’m still finding myself in total APATHY mode. I realized it was worse than ever this time when, even though I knew exactly where Sam and Graham were in the latest pic of them, I was “meh” about posting. Then when I got Anon Asks that Mackenzie was possibly back in NY and Sam was there too, I was “meh” about answering the Ask. Then now that there is a pic of Sam talking to Minka Kelly at a performance in NY, I’m totally “meh” about posting or speculating about it. It’s literally like I don’t have the energy to even write. And frankly, I don’t care that I don’t care. So, I don’t know if it’s depression, apathy, burn out or what, but I have well and truly lost my posting mojo. And I’m okay with it, or, you guessed it, “meh,” about the whole thing. 

BUT, I’m not leaving Tumblr or Twitter for TWO REASONS: 

1. The friendships I’ve made. I love my friends on here and in DM’s on Twitter and I don’t want to lose touch with you. I’ll still be on Tumblr and Twitter, available in DM’s, I just don’t feel like posting or speculating about anything Outlander related...at least for now. I’m over it. It’s been 5 years, so I guess it shouldn’t be a surprise. I’m bored. My main purpose was always to post source info about Cait being with Tony, and whoever Sam was dating. Well, I’ve done that. Finito.

2. I’m not leaving because I don’t want to give Extreme Shippers the satisfaction. For 5 years, ES tried everything to get me to stop posting, and nothing worked, not even incessant bullying of me, threats, attempted doxing, letter writing campaigns, or even a GoFundMe campaign, where the dumbest of the dumb forked over their money to try to “get” me, and NOTHING has worked. I’m still here, and will still be here. And you know why? Because a. I have the truth on my side about Sam and Cait, and I stayed to make sure it was out there, b. I haven’t been trolling or harassing ES in a LONG TIME, like I’m accused of still doing, so I have nothing to worry about because there is NO REAL proof of what they are accusing me of. Not one IP that belongs to me can be shown to have interacted with any ES in a long time. That is just lies that continue to be spread. Certain ES need to keep the legend of “big, bad Purv” alive for their own self-serving reasons. Anyone with half a brain figured that out a long time. Those who still believe I’m every sock account or Anon Ask, well...what can I say, to put it nicely, you’re idiots. :-) Simple as that. c. I’ve come to the realization that I’m the strongest bitch I know and no one will get rid of me. 

Sooooo, ES, isn’t it ironic, you’re ensuring that the one thing you’ve been wanting to happen for years, NEVER happens-- because of YOU I can never leave. You see me everywhere anyway. I might as well stay. You accuse me of being this account or that account or sending this Anon Ask or that one, when literally I have ONLY posted here and on my p_redux Twitter account for awhile  now. So if I left, which TBH, I would if not for you, you would continue to accuse me of secretly being here anyway, so I’m staying. If you would just stop posting about me, and forget about me, maybe I would leave, but since you’re still obsessed with me, I’ll still be here to give you something to obsess about. Good going, geniuses. You’re never getting rid of me. And just to prove to the 60 dumbasses who paid money to get rid of me that you were CONNED, I WILL come back once a week and post “I’m still here, bitches,” just so you know that my Tumblr was not taken down, and I am not in legal trouble, or any trouble...because I haven’t done what I’m accused of doing. And that you were sold a bill of lies by one of the biggest con artists out there. Like the saying goes “A fool and HER money are soon parted.” Bye, bye $$$$. Money wasted. 

Since apparently Extreme Shippers are spreading the FALSE rumor that I've shut down my blog or will be shutting it down. No such luck, oh reading comprehension challenged ones.

What I SAID was that I'm apathetic about posting right now because I'm "meh" about pretty much everything. But that doesn't mean I won't post again, or won’t offer source info in the future, OR that I'm leaving. I am here for the duration... No matter how much some criminals wasted their money to get rid of me. It's not gonna happen. *waiving* I'm still here, and will be here--OmniPurv forever and ever ad infinitum...