#stevesghost

I am really stressing over this new job I’m trying to get. I was successful with the interview and starting writing up the paperwork, but legally I haven’t completed it since I have to provide a work reference. I’ve worked in retail for a combined 1 and a half years but my last employer is refusing to give me a reference over the phone and has not responded to my email, and my previous work will only give a reference through HR as the turn over for the company is constant and managers could give biased responses. This whole ordeal is just stressing me out so much bc before I’ve even began work, I can’t seem to do the simplest of tasks, and I have to ring loads of random numbers and talk to people I don’t know. It’s part of growing up I guess but I just want to work, I need the money otherwise I wont be able to continue uni. I’m already struggling as it is with that as my mum is not ringing up student finance to sort out my application, so potentially I wont be able to send the tuition money to uni in time meaning they might take it out of my own bank account, and this is money I dont have. I’m just begging for some financial stability at this point