#stevendavis

Dear Steven,

So I'm not very good at putting my feelings into word, so this could be horrible but here it goes. So I've been thinking lately, about us, about everything.

So since we stopped talking to each other, I've spent most of my time feeling sorry for myself, thinking all love ever does is hurt you. But I woke up this morning and it was like I thought of things in a different way.

Your wide-eyed gaze, your goofy singing, the way you throw your head back laughing, making me smile like nobody else could. I guess now I realise that was love. Because in your arms, they felt like home. That they were where I belonged.

So yeah I've built up my walls but if you say the word I won't hesitate to take them down for you. It pains me to know I ever hurt you but that's the sacrifice for love, I realise now the dangerous is the most rewarding. And you've got your demons but they all look like angels to me.

Sure you hurt me, and I hurt you but I wouldn't have it any other way because when I look back at all the happy moments. They were the happiest of my life.

When I first came to this town, I was depressed, caught up on Marcus but when I was with you, it's like I just forgot. That all that sadness just left me, like it was only me and you in the earth. And I would of gladly given everything up if somebody said we could be together forever if I did.

I know it's long gone, and there is nothing else I can do. Maybe I asked for too much, maybe I was too much, or maybe this is just how it's meant to be. This is the last I will bring up old feelings if you want it to be. But Steven, I love you, I just wanted to know that I always will, you will never leave my heart *crossed out on the paper* and if you ever thought maybe we were worth trying ag