#stethme

Long time no post <3!! Been inspired recently again to share! Finally recovered from being sick (bad allergies and then a bad Flu) but I put myself to good use at least! I guess being sick made my heartbeat incredibly visible and fast. (normally he is but this was on another level) It was so loud I had to edit down the volume a little so it wouldn't distort in the file. He did this for days!!! And as much as I would not want to get a lady sick I couldn't help my mind being in the gutter and wished I had a woman who could have indulged. Nonstop incessant pounding! I usually get a ton of skips but he was just going and going and going. Didnt help with a mind in the gutter and imagining a woman 'treating herself' to my heartbeat for her pleasure. I would never object (or for vice versa either ;)

Also been suppressing this for months but ... I am really really craving/fiending to listen to someone. Never feel its proper to ask but oh man I could sit and listen to a lady's heartbeat for hours. I miss doing that regularly so so much! And it's been a very long time. Talking and listening is a gem as well!

Sorry for the haitus! A day late too - would have been fitting to come back yesterday for H day ;) 

Part 1: Wishing I could have been here these last few weeks has made me commit mentally to making sure I made him sing for all you gals again. Have been way too busy and spread thin. No sleep. And probably need much better time management. I will do my best to touch base with as many people as I can this weekend. I’m so so sorry. Especially for people who asked questions or wanted to talk to me or I left hanging! I’m sorry!!!

Recording goes on -

“Hey!! What’s up?” :P as I greet the beginning of the file. I’m determined to push him for you gals. I wanted to make a much longer file that shows the extremes better. From normal to being forced/pushed/aroused/caffeineated. I began by kneeling and started doing holds while listening to myself as well and recording. Missed the feeling of him pounding so much. Missed the feeling of knowing he was going to be heard by you wonderful ladies. Missed daydreaming about him being listened to or felt or just watched.

It does not take long for the repeated holds and slight pressure on him for me to become aroused. Every breath-hold makes him start to pound harder... faster. My heartbeat starting to pound against my chest more and more... resisting the pressure and holds on him. (Browsing around at some beautiful female pictures and files that I have missed DOESNT F#%KING HELP DAMMAT lol)

My heartbeat gives me away at the end of the file... as he begins to start to skip. I can’t wait to share the rest with y’all. I KNOWWWW this is just a tease.... but Part 2 is already scheduled for tomorrow and Part 3 for Saturday ;)

I never knew how intense the craving would continue to build up to wanting to share and/or listen over time ... and today with all the drumming/excercise/food and a little alcohol its already begun. The incessant THUMPA THUMPA THUMPA pounding/ringing in my ears... my shirt constantly being pushed by my heartbeat. Its only going to get worse. Any woman could accidently see... or worse put her hand on my heart RIGHT now and I wouldn’t be able to keep composure...freeze... id have to take her hand and find a room somewhere immediately. My perverted thoughts constantly having to be suppressed with a smile and a nod. If anyone points it out I’m f*cked. I’ll be that guy wearing a jacket in f’ing 80 degrees to cover up my heart....hahaha... yeah Im doing that right now.... (weirdo)

Everyday its days like this where I wished I still had that. (And I never fully did but I was loyal and waited annnnnnnd got betrayed) The unfulfilled lust of being here today with another cardiophile... God the adventures... the random lets go into the bathroom at a party for 15 min because Im really craving your heart adventures. Me telling her ‘hey let me tell you something quick’ and pretending its important just to be able to bring her around a corner and kiss her passionately for a few seconds while my hand is underneath her shirt feeling her heart pound for me. (It would only work a few times before she would always know) Or  ‘f this party I can see the look in your eyes baby... lets leave early pick up some coffee and stay up all night’ - playing/listening/kissing/fondling/teasing/snuggling/pushing/risking/f*cking. GAHD I want one of you ladies to press your ear painfully hard to my pounding skipping heart today already... and I’d do the same to her with glee. Anything and everything. And the afternoon has only just begun. 

Going to be skipping and pounding so hard tonight..... I want to share so badddddd with someone 

Happy Memorial day folks and remember to the love the ones that love you. Don’t lose those people :)

Thumpa Thumpa... always <3